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Friday, June 3, 2005


   Ashley Ashley Ashley...
Ash, you're so right now its scary. I'm as broken as you are... I've never felt as totally FUCKED up as I do today.. and I've been pretty messed, I'm scared as to how he has such a hold on me. Never have I just come home from school, cried, slept, and cried again... never have I wasted the sunshine.
I am so bored, and tired of his bullshit, and how he doesn't care, that he's driving me insane. I'm not happy, he knows it, and ignores it. Something you have, and love, shouldn't hurt this much.
You said this morning, "You never smile anymore" and my heart broke... cause its true. You called me beautiful and I realized you were the first...
I need something soon, before I break and my cheeks freeze this way. Thanks Ashley... your experience in a similar hell, and your advice, poses quite helpful. One day... everyone will know our names, as the two girls who survived.. ha, funny, cause today I feel as though I'm already dead...

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