Monday, December 11, 2006

   another day
i kno a why me bull shit.
i finished my history novel homework. teachers think we dont have live or other classes i suppose well i got 8 of them...

i hate the sone Punk Rock Love. i thought i had that. weni hear it.. it makes me kinda sad but happy at the same time. i just got rid of this guy about 3 1/2 months ago. and still hear that dumb song my the casulaties. it makes me think of this person...

my dad is like ur a genius. im really not. he like u better merry some one smart not some dunce.

idk its likei wana end up with an intellgent guy so i wont end up like my mom. but i wana end up with someone who inspires me. not cause of money.

LMFAO, my dad thinks i type fast. not really. my dad asked me "are all the guys hitting on u?" i was like "no..." why should i?"

off topic...i had bad relationships with my "better" halves. lol not really better actually but not so better. i have an issue to trust someone to get close (especially emotionally). I wana trust him... but i cant. i jsut cant. its not him at all, its all me.. and my ways. Who i am (Im SCARED to fall in luv again, not a second time but a third time. but i gotta push certain emotions away till im ready to show them... IM CONFUSED!!!! i thinki am falling for this person. i dont wana tell them)
but sometimes i wonder why me? outta all the other women.
who knows he mite have another ladee on the side. yah kno? and all i am is like just use em and leave em. cause i cnat trust anyone but 2 ppl and they kno who they r.
im not that grand. im not that intellgent. im also not stupid. i didnt know that depression was even a word till the end of 7th grade, or even kno it was a mental problem.

i also had a facial today! it was fun. well i really did. wow i sound like a girlee girl. wow.

my dad jsut came by me to refix the computer. not this one of coarse. im tired. and i miss my baby. wat can i say its life. i onlygot liek 3 mins left on my prepaid. il put 20 dollars on there wenever i get money well extra money. cause i gotta buy a few gifts for ppl.
LMFAO my dad is putting th wrong internet on the other puter. or maybe he changed the service. idk but its funny.

wat made me really happy is that the song The Reflex was on the radio it made me smile and sing along.

Idk wat to do about my relationship. i want it to go some where but i cant let it. not now atleast. i dont wana rush myself. some times i think he wants everything TOO fast. i just cant do that.

I think i wana become a suicide girl wen im older.


i want 2 piercings wen im 18
corset piercing- http://images.google.com/images?q=tbn:XGVD4h_oWNtbtM:http://tn3-1.deviantart.com/300W/i/2003/2/4/9/corset_piercing_v1.jpg
anti eyebrow- http://images.google.com/images?q=tbn:Fz_pahomtJJT4M:http://piercethis2.iuplog.com/uploads/9496-363CA71F-6665-4FAF-9217-6CB34764A03E_thumb.jpg

then after i have kids i want 2 more corset piercings only on the sides ^_^


i jsut feel really down...
well im gonna go ttyl bbyyee
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Tuesday, December 5, 2006

   HAPPY BIRFDAY (to a friend)
HAPPY BIRFDAY ALI!!!!!
i still gotta call her....
<3

i luv Ricardo! hes my aunti!! lol long story. he let me use his phone to call ppl.

alis mom wants me to come over for cake. YAY!!!

i think this chick has a crush on me... its kinda weird cause she isnt my type... i also smell or maybe its school the libuary.

my internet is cancelled and so is my cell phone. =' (

some times i feel sweepy.. but i remember that i got chemistry to do.. and food drive soon.... im probaby gonna go tomorrow or something.

gotta go. school libuary abotu to close.
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Thursday, November 30, 2006

   bleh
my freind and her bf are fighting.
im frends with both of them..
we are broke. no money.
im tired cause i was up allnite worring about someone. so i got no sleep
i got the adventrue nite tomorrow and im goona b even more tired. then the parade saturday.. which im probably not gonna go. then sunday im gonna ZZZzzz....

my friend ali is quitting her one job...
cause she got a different one. so yah i get to go see about a job.
lol
im REALLY hungry...
ff0000000000000ddddd.....
aw no food.
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

   bleh
ha. wow been like 1,000 years since i been on here.

well school's been alrite. marching band is over finally. but concert/syponic band is starting. i didnt do good on my chair placement. csue my insturment is broken. and i dont have money to gt a new one.

im tired.
i saw Wicked agian yesterday!
it wasnt as good as the first time. it was a different cast. the glinda didnt sound good i was like eeehhhh. but the witch sounded good.
but the first cast was the best.

i switch seats with my cousins and i couldnt see the 2nd half. i was like WTF!?!?! it was my fucking bday gift and i coundnt see it. so i got pissed then the guyt hat worked here yelled at me i wanted to throw a twizzler at his head but i decided not to cause i didnt want to teach my little cousins anything.

eh my dads liek wat r u typing?
can he ever mind his own business?
0oh well gonna go wish i could tell u more but i will later.

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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

   sdahfgb;jn
hello!!
i had a half day at school.
my friend becs came over. the i invited krys and omar over dinner. im making good food. RAWR!!!!!
becs has to leave soon. i have a band consert, for marching band.
ah well sry its really short again.
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Monday, October 2, 2006

   djsahbb
random and rainy

steve and i's annivesery
hes such a sweetie.

i've been REALLY busy with band. competition coming up.

our directors wife was having a baby today i think casue he wasnt at school.

welli gotta get some stuff done. il update again soon
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

   Fun STUFF!!
hey!!
IM BACK!
ha

i went to homecoming with my b/f it was fun. i started a grinding train. lol. i kno. he was shocked to see me in a dress. i was like wow he looked good too.

i also been busy with school and band.. competition this saturday...

after i get to hang out with my b/f... 0oh yah his name is steve.

idk wat to write about. but il type again soon.
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Monday, August 28, 2006

   gotta lovet he rain.
I went to school to get a schduel fix. I had to walk in the rain; i was soaked. Then i ended up staying, and helping in the IMC. I hung out with Sai there. We had to keep carrying overhead projectors on to the 2nd floor. We didn't have the magic elevator key.. So we hand to carry them up the stairs. Sai's dad gave me a ride home. I didnt have to walk in the rain. YAY!!! Tomorrow, we gotta get papers to fill out to become an IMC aid.
GR i gotta take the garbage out...
I'm also in the middle of cooking rice... GR.

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back...

My dad finally got his CDL!!! He worked hard. Some of the streets are flooded by my house. Wonderful rain weather. I love the rain, it's not as windy.

I also get to get my hair fixed tonite! School starts tomorrow. = / i kinda dont want the summer to end. It just got good. 0oh well.
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   well nothing?
heya.
i had a really busy week. so i barely got on the computer.
lets see...
friday- we marched our first football game of this season. i kinda like it better than last years. we won too.. krys and omar came to see me march.

saturday- went shopping.. got bras, hair dye, and some stuff for school. i went to hollywood to DDR. Yume brought POCKEYS!!!!!!!! then my brother phil and i went to the store we got the last 3 there too! i was like YAY!
then to find out my one firend is dating a guy i like GRRR. 0oh well. Yume's mom took me home. her real name is Angelica.. lol but the nickname thing is a long story i forgot it too. but i played DDR at hollywood, hung out with ppl, my friend tried my one t-shirt on, well a few did (its seemed like ok pass the shirt. good thing i had a tank top i made under it)... 0oh yea.... before i went to play DDR and eat Pockys i dyed my hair red and balck.. Yume's mom was like "WOA?! U dyed ur hair" wen i got out of the car lol..
today (sunday)- i did yard work. hang out with frank and KT for a wile. then i decided i wanted to hang out with Yume. we watched stuff on her laptop.. then we looked at pictures, and this typing thing which was awesome.
then i got to see her puppy.. shes so000o cute. then i just remembered... i left my skirt there. the one i brought over to show her it. but the jeans i was wearing has holes in them fom fallin or sliding on the cement. then my dad picked me up and i got home.

well i gotta go..

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

   Haha its my first post...... im home..
ah i had an intresting day. i went to carsons with holly. we got fitted for bras?? lol. it was hailrus.. i didnt get anything there
i came home then i did stuff on the computer.
i went to band... we marched and marched. game this friday. ppl didnt show up to tonites practice. i had a bad head ache.. and i still showed up. even tho i would rather have stayed home. after marching we got fitted in out uniforms. school hasnt started yet.

but im thinking if i sould put my hawk up first day of school or not. im dying it pink soon. re- buzzing the sides. but then agian i want a black mohawk with red.. idk i havent decided yet. i still have some pink from like last year.

i have another rehersal thursday the day of the Fisticuffs (sp?) show that nite at the same time. i've been planning to go for over 2 monts now. but i have rehersal that nite and the game the next nite.

school doesnt start until tuesday... i still didnt get a new purse to carry my crap in casue i dont like carrying my school stuff... and new clothes.. thrift is far. but at this store in the mall that my friend (i call her) Yume, got an FLCL shirt there! i was like wow! i want one!!

im so exhaused.. my friends billy and kat kept calling me during marching... ah.. i eventually turned my phone off. so idk who called or texted me. then again i really dont care.

i still need new pants i forgot to tell my mom = /. i need black pants for DDRing (and to play itg) = D casue they dont make u slide around on the metal pad. especially wiht fall coming up then winter the rain or snow wont make u slide around that much... ah. i just need new clothes. mine are all too big on me.

so lets see wat the next few days bring me.
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