Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   huh?
I'm listening to Jeff's Japanese language CD. It's very educational. Wee? Anyways, i lost my cell phone yesterday but apparently my mom actually had it. However, i lost my biology book. *sigh* I spent too much money this month alone...i don't want to spend anymore of my parents' money. It cost $70 so i'm just going to borrow $50 from my parents and $20 from my friends. So far I only have $5...*sigh* AHH!!! I got it from Jeff by allowing him to write and draw on my face....with a PERNAMENT MARKER!!!

I hope this certain person doesn't read it but yeah...if you are...you looked adorable today. ^-^

Oh I'm going to bring back this quote "*X on the crotch* SUCK IT!" Yeah, i'm a girl but yeah...i remember that was so popular in the 4th grade.

At lunch I was playing hacky sack with like 4 people and then one of the administrator was coming over to our group and then I was like uh oh...so i walked away casually and let everyone in that group get into trouble. HA HA! XP

I guess that's all. G-G-G-G Unit!!!! HAHAHA!!!
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   A DATE WITH MY BOOKS....
Well, today i'm not going to do anything. I was planning to go to my friend's birthday party but my parents won't drive me and he lives close to my house!!! Urgh-grr-grr-grrr!!! >.< Well all of my friends have plans today. *sigh* They are either going to gasprilla, Wil's b-day party, some girl name olivia's party, busch gardens, bowling, or st.pete (what's so cool about st.pete?!). *sigh* Where tis I? Still at home...

Well anyway, I guess me staying home will benefit me since I haven't started reading this book my friend let me borrow and also Ranma1/2 vol6. Oh yeah, then i can finish my homework, study for my learner's permit exam and get back to playing my violin and keyboard (starting to find new hobbies insteading of moping around @_@). I guess I do have plans...but apparently with books. *sigh* UGHHH!!!!!! I'm tired of having no plans! DAMMIT! >.< *sobs*

Oh yeah, i forgot. I started writing my own manga! Hee hee ^-^ "W()()T!" I'll post it here as soon as I get my scanner! Or I'll just get my friends to do my little dirty work. hee hee hee...

This week: eh, same ol' same ol'. Oh I "skipped" 4th period like on Wednesday. Eh...I thought it would be fun but really wasn't. Saw people...surprise them...eh, i wasted my time for that?
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

This is what I mean...
So apparently, nobody cares...when i'm sad and depressed, no one bothers to do nothing but just watch me. When I try to be open, nobody does nothing either or care.
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   bleh, day's boring. Just breezed right pass me. Anyway, yeah, i've been wanting to do "doobie" or as I like to say it "Mary Jane". Yeah...life's short and I want to try it but apparently I have no way of getting it...I don't have connections with peeps from the ghetto. Well, I have been doing some inhalants...hee hee...cool.
I'm Rick James, BITCH!hahaha.

Well, today in Japanese was so so. We had a guest speaker, he's pretty. *stares at girl in front of me*......=_=... That girl *points at girl*...kept being all giddy and blushing and when she kept raising her hand to ask him her little pathetic questions, her voice would tremble. Jeff told me that she even told him, "You cute" and he was like,"Wha?..." I was thinking what a little fruit!!!! And she even asked him Which American Celebrity would he ever want to go out with? I was like WTF?! What kind of question that's suppose to be related to Japan is that?! So pathetic...tsk tsk tsk...
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

grr...i'm turning emo!!! Ahhhhh....
My poems are so stupid and
rhyme-y.

"The Itch That Cannot Be Itched" by Huong Phan...me...
12.14.04.
There was an itch upon my heart,
When I first saw you, it fired like a dart.
Your smile was so majestic.
Once you smiled at me, I kept that moment precious.
Each day, I would eagerly wait for you.
All of the conversations were interesting, yet new.
However, I revealed you how I felt,
You rejected me and that's what I delt.
Look at the pain and misery you have cause.
It's not an illusion or a mirage.
What you're seeing is real,
I gave you my heart and how I feel.
What I received back was an itch that cannot be itched.
A hole in my heart that feels like a bitch.

OOO! Please rate from a 1-10!!
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   *prances around*
I'm kinda hyper and giddy today. I think it's because of the chocolates Jeff gave me.

Well hmm...today was interest club day. I was FORCED into Model UN and it was interesting yet boring at the same time. Oh yeah, now there's like a bunch of people in 1st lunch now. *laughs maniacally* MWAHAHAHAHA!! Screw you 3rd lunch!
OO! In 7th period(Japanese), I understood everything because I now know all the Katakana and yeah, I snapped at some people for writing the wrong thing.

Well anyways...I'm ALMOST done with my learner's permit exam. That means either by this month I'm going to get it and get the privilege to drive! YEY!

Oh this Friday, I'm going to Wil's b-day party! My parents will let me go...I think. Well, he lives near my house so bleh to them. Yeah, I was just joking around and I said You better invite me and he said okay. and yeah, I'm actually invited. I feel stupid because I invited myself but i was just joking around!

Well c-ya around.

Ohh, yeah...I put my bangs down today =.=...........it looked horrible.
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   eh...
I'm a little disappointed that i didn't get my ps2 today. oh well. Well, I was down in the dumps yesterday and this morning. Don't want to get into that.
Well I had fun today. I went to Barnes and Nobles and then Borders with Rachel. I kept screaming and being loud. OOO! I bought Tuxedo Gin #3! umm, I haven't read it yet but after i get offline, I'm going to read it...OO! I got my driver ed handbook. lol. After I left Rachel's house, like 8 minutes later I was in my car, panicking and yeah...I went back to her house and got it. :-P

To wrap it up, I am still upset I don't have my PS2 yet but I am glad I had fun with my friend Rachel. Thank you, Rachel. You cheered up my day! ^-^ hmm...wtf? I'm writing as if I'm writing an essay...i guess I'll go now. XP

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   =.=......
Got my report card today. hmm...awesome sequence of grades. ABABABA <----my grades...I thought high school was suppose to be hard...my GPA I 3.5454. I don't really care about my grades but I do it for my mom.

Speaking of mom....so apparently my brother told my mom that I'm wearing this jacket from somebody *looks around* and apparently I got beaten 7x by my mom with a coat hanger. Isn't that lovely? hmm...wow, over a jacket...yeah, I did some stuff this morning to myself again... Eh, life doesn't last long. Yeah, my friends are all panicky about me and worrying but, heh, I'm not worth it!!!!! Yeah, Gina told me that she wants to tell a teacher or guidance counselor. I told her not to but eh...Oh yeah, Gina asked my brother why did he tell my mom. He said while smiling, "I like to see my sister suffer..." Oh I'm suffering alright. In fact, I love being suffered, helps me reach my new goal...death.

Bleh, gotta make ma proud. got a japanese test I gotta study for.
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

what a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face...
I'm listening to Dead Skin by Crossfade...love em!

Yeah, urgh. My friend e-mailed this to me and i'm too lazy to e-mail it to me people. Well here ya go...*
Starting Time: 5:57 PM
* Name : Huong Phan
* Starsign: Capricorn
* School: TBT
* Location: Tampa, FL
* Colour of eyes: Dark brown

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Missed school because it was raining: yup.
* Thrown someone in a bonfire: nope, I wish...OO! THROW ME!! ^-^
* Been hurt emotionally: yes
* Kept a secret from everyone: yes *sigh* do i have to say it again?
* Cried during a Movie: Yes because it was too sad
* If so what film: The Little Princess, Losing Isaac
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: haha...*glares at Rachel* yes..
* Been on stage: yes
* Been sarcastic: of course

------------------FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: I like Pantene ProV but right now i'm using Paul Mitchell...uGoO..
* Soap: Dove *rubs face on soap* smells scrupcious!
* Favourite colours/shades/tints: Black, red, orange
* Summer/Winter: summer
* Cartoon Characters: I like Patrick from Spongebob.
* Drinks: Young coconut drink and iced tea
* Food: Italian and BIG MACs *drools* with LARGE fries!
* Movie: Forrest Gump
* Ice Cream: Cookie Dough and Vanilla
* School Subject: Biology -[@]_[@]- What?...*looks around*
* Animal: OOO!! Pandas...they're gorgeous.

---------------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: um...what I wore at school. red and black striped shirt, black pants, rainbow toe socks, black and white belt, a lot of bracelets and spike necklace...
* Eating: doritos
* Drinking: saliva
* Thinking: about somebody...XP
* Listening to : Crossfade-Cold "Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right. I never stop to think of you. I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win..." what a beautiful song...*sigh*

-------------PAST 24 HOURS-------------

* Cried: kind of...
* Met someone new: not really
* Cleaned your room: It's impossible for this room to ever be clean...slugs...hee hee
* Drove a car: no...*sigh* i wish
* Been pissed off: yes...

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

* Yourself: not all the time
* Santa: no
* Angels: no
* Elves: no
* Intelligent life in space: no
* Ghosts: no
Basically, I don't believe in many things...

--------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
* Do you have a soul mate?: no
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no...
* Do you like anyone?: maybe...^-^
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: Rachel-10 years (1995-2005 and continuing...)
* The loudest: nobody besides me
* The shyest: Rachel
* Who's the weirdest: Well I hardly know weird people like him so Moose
* Who has seen you cry: basically everyone...
* When have you cried the most: no comment...
* What is the best feeling in the world: love and adrenaline

ABOUT GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT
(Ohhh, bih! ^-^)
* Boxers or briefs: =.=....this is gross. I guess boxers
* Long or short hair: short hair
* Six pack or muscular arms: I don't really care about body image but I guess six pack
* Good or bad guy: good guy to calm down a bad girl *smirk*
* Hat or No Hat: hat
* Tan or fair: doesn't matter but eh...fair
* Height range: *sigh* i really don't like talking about this but yeah...i guess 5'5"-6'
* Rugged or sporty: rugged
* Accent or not: accent
* Immature or mature: i guess mature but I have an immature personality...or do i? *shrugs*
* Funny or not funny: OF COURSE FUNNY! I like that more than looks
* Cute or sexy: cute


ABOUT GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT
(psh, i'm bored, I'm str8 dude!)
* Regular underwear or thong: ew regular
* Painted nails or not: painted black
* Bra or sports bra: bra
* Cute n' mysterious or wild n' crazy: cute and mysterious
* Dressy or casual: dressy (somehow I like dressing up now)
* Dark or blonde hair: dark, blondes are my enemy...(no offense to anyone if they have blonde hair, i have some blonde hair friends and they're cool but the preppy ones are usually blonde..)
* Dark or light eyes: ew, i don't look in the eyes of girls
* Good or bad gurl: good
* Intelligent or average: intelligent
* Hair up or down: hair up
* Jewelry or none: some jewelry
* Tall or short: average
* Curly or straight hair: str8 hair
* Pants or dress: pants
* Tan or fair: i don't know
* Freckles or none: none
* Accent or Not: not
* Shy or outgoing: outgoing

FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT

* Silver or gold: gold
* Diamond or pearl: diamond
* Sunset or sunrise: sunset
* Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
* Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured: no
* Do you have any piercings? : yes
* If yes, what?: one for the the left and two for the right
* Rain, sun or snow?: rain
* How is the weather right now: Chilly
* Do you like cookies?: sometimes
* Favorite number(s): 8
* most desirable interest(s): singing and hanging with my friends
* Who won't respond: *shrugs*
* Ending time:6:34 PM
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   WEEE!
Today, I'm glad! *smiles for a straight 2 hours* Yey! I got Tuxedo Gin Volume #2! Hee hee! Then my dad bought me some Starburst lip gloss..(dude, sounding like a prep here...) Yeah, my lips are bleh and my other chapsticks don't be having the flavor bih! Yeah, and guess what? WEEE!!!! I have 200 hits! WHOOPP!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah, to others I must warn you about ShoJump. Ugh, that bitch! He goes around insulting people's artwork and even the most respected and greatest artists too. He should be stoned. However, I think I know what's his game. By all the insulting, it'll cause the artists to go to his site resulting his rating to go up. So whoever is reading this, don't go to his account. *sigh* If we didn't have this problematic, amateur, little creep, I wouldn't be wasting my valuable time writing a post about him.
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