Monday, January 3, 2005

   NO!!!!!
NO!!!!! *sobs* Tomorrow is going to be a gruelsome day! SCHOOL! Urgh, I don't feel like going back! I want to stay home and watch tv and sleep!!!!! Well, I can't do anything about tomorrow. Just have to face it. Actually, I'm kind of happy the fact that we're going back because I miss seeing some people.

Oh yeah, I received an e-mail from the beta club and they're going to raise a fund-raiser for the people of the Tsunami incident. =( When I look around my room, I seem fortunate and YEAH! I'm going to donate what's left of my New Year's money! DUFF MAN! OHHH YEAH! LOL. this is no laughing matter but yeah, I feel sooo sorry for them. I almost feel like I'm guilty. Don't know how but somehow I do. Well, I'll update probably tomorrow about my first day. Urgh! >.<

Oh yeah, I've been thinking about my New Year's Resolutions.
1. Try not to be pissed-off. Be more happy with life.
2. Get my damn learner's permit!
3. Don't wear too much make-up.
4. Eat healthy (which means eat more...I'm uhh...very underweight..)
5. Be friends with more people and communicate with others that seem to be alone...=(
6. Get a damn job!!!
7. Have a limit of $50 or under with parent's money...(Whoosh, I'm wayyy too spoiled.)
8. Lastly, do chores and learn how to use a broom and vacuum correctly!

LMAO!!!! VROOM VROOM!

I AM: jumpy because I need to pee!

I WANT: more mangas!

I HAVE: 10 fingers!!! WEEE! ^-^

I WISH: I could become a singer before I graduate.

I HATE: it whenever I cut myself.

I FEAR: the future and being alone.

I HEAR: "Dead Skin" by Crossfade and a drown sound of Roseanne (the show).

I SEARCH: for freaking pair of matching socks every morning! >.<.

I WONDER: if I'm suppose to be here on Earth.

I REGRET: some of the things that come out of my mouth.

I LOVE: my friends and family.

I ACHE: for love...

I ALWAYS: like to cheer up my friends by making them laugh.

I AM NOT: normal...

I DANCE: like a maniac whenever my favorite dance songs comes on

I SING: to live

I CRY: whenever I doubt my existence or about someone

I AM NOT ALWAYS: depressed or cheerful

I AM ALWAYS: jumping around and singing for no reason

I WRITE: short horror stories, songs, and poems

I WIN: just for the thrill of it

I LOSE: control whenever I'm listening to heavy metal or dance music

I'M CONFUSED: with maps..

I NEED: stop doing self-abuse

I SHOULD: get a job

YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yeah, *whispers*...You've been pronouncing my name wrong for the longest time I have known you...
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: no comment
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes because I don't want to be a lonely old woman with cats
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no, but when I'm in a car and I look outside and follow the little white lines then yes I do.....^-^
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: nope
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sometimes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes because I like how it surprises me and scares the living crap out of others

CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: dark brown with past highlights which is chestnut
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: Tampa, FL

FAVORITE
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: orange
DAY: Mondays, I don't know why...
MONTH: October
SONG: Anything from Crossfade and Green Day
FOOD: Italian food *drools*, and McDonalds (BIG MAC! AND LARGE FRIES!)
SEASON: Fall, I love the sound of dried crisp leaves as they are being stepped on
SPORT: I like watching football but love playing basketball and track (if they're slow, I'd run like a monkey ^-^)
DRINK: Young Coconut Drink, LOVE IT!

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: ummz...cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK,DARK,OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: WHITE CHOCOLATE!
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: .... yes...
HELPED SOMEONE?: yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yup! a manga!
GOTTEN SICK?: a little
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: nope
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: no comment
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? verbally- yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? verbally- yes *cough-lauren-cough*; physically- I have many times but not in the last 24 hrs.

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Sunday, January 2, 2005

   A day with mom
Wow, this is rare. Anyways, I went to the mall with only my mom and I had cool day. OOO! I got a new manga, Tuxedo Gin, it's great. I LOOOVE THIS MANGA!! It's so romantic, hilarious and has some kick-ass action. You guys should pick it up one day. ;D and I should pick up #2! :D tee hee hee!

Anyways, some people are ignorant here on myotaku. Okay, just because I don't update oftenly doesn't mean you should take me off your fl. Ugh, I spent 1½ hour taking those "ignorant ones" off. They are a bunch of meanies! >.<

Yesterday, I had a cool day too. I had to go to a dinner party with my whole family (when i mean that that doesn't mean just my nuclear family). Yes, that meant that I had to dress nice. *sigh* Also, my cousin just had a baby, and he rented out this whole resturant for the family for that one night. We ate. I slept a little...it was only 8pm and I was sleepy. hahaha. My mom kept stabbing me with her cat-like nails to keep me from sleeping.

Well it's like 8:57pm. I'm kind of sleepy. Nobody's online...actually there are some but they're either busy or a nobody to me. I guess...I'll read a book. bye.


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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

   *drools* Ed Sloan....Yum yum...tee hee hee
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I'm was really excited today because I was watching Crossfade on the Daily Buzz. Gosh, Ed Sloan is hot and so talented. Anyways, they were being interviewed and they were asked how many years did it take them to reach where they are. They answered 10 years! My gosh! That really got me thinking that I shouldn't be sitting around like the opportunity is going to walk up to me. So yeah, I sat down with my mother and we wrote out a list of plans and goals for me. I was planning to go to New York with my mom next year but she told me that I should stay till my senior year. Urgh, that's bull. She told me in the meantime I should get my face around town so I could get the "word out" of me. It's surprising that my mother is helping me reach my goal career because she strictly wanted me to become a doctor. Oh well.

Happy New Years to everyone!

XOXO
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

   Blah blah blah
Um...went to the mall today. Gosh, it was madness. People pushing and shoving, mainly just me. HAHAHA XD XP

Oh yeah, i was in Pac-Sun and then I saw this little girl hopping in the store like an idiot with a pink jacket and then i squinted and recognized her. IT WAS GINA! Then, I was at EBToys and there she was again. Ble-ahh!

I got some of my film developed and my gosh. What fucked up pictures i got back. I got 7 good pictures out of 25.

HP is out, G!
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Friday, December 24, 2004

   I updated my emo myotaku account, if you want to read it. My username is Taste of Death. Not my fault I talk like that...
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

   Meh Meh...
Today was my birthday party and it was okay. We ate pizza, played DDR, and went to the park. My friends bought me: potato fritters (yum...smells like gas though...hahaha, cj thought my brother gassed! XD)-Karina, a japanese shirt that says "Mosi Mosi" umm...i think it's suppose to say Moshi Moshi-Rachel, $15 gift certificate to Wal-Mart-Andrea (ooo thank you! I'm going to buy Forrest Gump with this moolah), and OMG!!! the crossfade CD! I don't know how he knew I wanted this CD but yeah...If you're reading this: THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH, CJ! Well, I'm really tired right now and just wanted to update.

Oh yeah, Rachel isn't allowed to go to my house anymore. Ugh, that sucks monkey butt ya know! Yeah, it's because he heard that my parents weren't here and crap but hello!!!! Did he not see my parents' cars not in the driveway? This is so unfair. The ONLY time we can actually hang out now is at her house. Well, seriously once I get my license and my car I swear I'm going wherever the hell I want.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   Pissed off...
Today is my birthday. Nothing great to celebrate about. I'm not worth celebrating. I invited like 17 people and only 6 are coming! WTF?! Anyways, my mom is unreasoning and acting ridiculous. I invited 2 guys and apparently I'm not allowed to be friends with guys! WTF?! She won't give me a real reason why! UGH! >.< I hate this! Well whatever, it's my birthday party not theirs!
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   WTH????!!!!!!!!!
OMG! I'm having major mood swings. Today, I was sad because this was suppose to be a special day but yeah...it's not anymore and kind of excited because tomorrow i officially become 15. In addition, 2 days from now it's my party. But now I'm like mercury in a thermometer because of my mom! I don't like gifts, but my mom bought me one anyways. And what the hell did she buy? A freaking 31" walking doll! WTF AM I GOING TO DO WITH A DAMN DOLL?! This suck major ass! UGH!!!!!!! I rather have a handshake than that! I hope my day gets better because it's shit today!
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Monday, December 20, 2004

   bleeee-ahhhh!
I'm random and I know it...Anyways, yesterday, my parents had to go to the liquor store to buy some presents and I can't believe they took me along. *sigh* Yeah, I didn't want people to think I drink or anything so I went to the "minor section" (sodas, chips, candy, etc HAHAHA XD)

Well, 5 more days till Christmas! 2 more days till my B-day! and 3 more days till my b-day party! WHOOP! well, ummm...got nothing else to say....bye.
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10 things that piss me off are...

1. MY BROTHER (even the presence of him pisses me off, or a picture or the topic! I'M GETTING PISSED RIGHT NOW!)

2. cockiness

3. very VERY religious people

4. pop-up ads

5. preps that says they're punk/goth, aka poseurs

6. when guys hit or call girls ugly

7. when guys stare at girls' butt or chest

8. Hilary Duff

9. People that gets plastic surgery for non-medical reason and botox

10 things that I fear are...

1. LOSING MY GLASSES! -[@]_[@]-

2. frogs but not as much anymore

3. someone breaking and entering into my home (never happened but I'm afraid of it)

4. the future

10 things I love are...

1. my friends

2. my computer

3. my talents

4. my BIG BUTT blankie!

5. my CD player!

6. my glasses

7. I guess my parents...SOMETIMES!

8. MANGAS!

9. puppies

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

   Little Daddy's Girl
YeY!!! Today, I finally got DDRExtreme and dance pads. My dad said that he'll get it for me tomorrow but then I made my dad sorry for me by crying because I told him about yesterday and that Mom always care for my brother more than me and forgotten the date to my own birthday! Yeah, when he heard that, he took me straight to Best Buy! :-D hee hee, I sound spoiled...hmmm, it's because I am. (Shhh...I don't know how to use a broom till the 7th grade and I don't know how to do the laundry! hahaha. Yup, I'm one lazy bum!) Anyways, we tried buying the game console too but all the stores we went to were sold out. Oh well. I'll get it later when it's in stock.

After that, we went to a pizza place and OMG! *gags* I saw this container with yellowish white stuff and I assumed it was Parmesan cheese but once I bit into it, I found out it was garlic...eww...yeah, I was bloaty on the ride on. HAHAHA! Yeah, I'm lactose intolerant (it's because I'm Asian...all Asians don't do well with dairy products...but i can still eat ice cream and drink milk but not too much) and garlic intolerant (I'm happy my stomach don't set well with garlic because it smells horrible!)

Oh yeah, in the car, my brother had a cup of coke w/ a lid and left it in between the passenger seats to buckle his seat belt. Then my dad knocked it over w/ his elbow and we had to drove to Hess to get it vaccuum. It was sooo hilarious because we wasted money on it and it didn't work. then my dad was getting all pissed and then he throw the hose and stormed away and the hose bounced off this pole and hit him in the back! OMG!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's my day...later!

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