Monday, January 3, 2005

   NO!!!!!
NO!!!!! *sobs* Tomorrow is going to be a gruelsome day! SCHOOL! Urgh, I don't feel like going back! I want to stay home and watch tv and sleep!!!!! Well, I can't do anything about tomorrow. Just have to face it. Actually, I'm kind of happy the fact that we're going back because I miss seeing some people.

Oh yeah, I received an e-mail from the beta club and they're going to raise a fund-raiser for the people of the Tsunami incident. =( When I look around my room, I seem fortunate and YEAH! I'm going to donate what's left of my New Year's money! DUFF MAN! OHHH YEAH! LOL. this is no laughing matter but yeah, I feel sooo sorry for them. I almost feel like I'm guilty. Don't know how but somehow I do. Well, I'll update probably tomorrow about my first day. Urgh! >.<

Oh yeah, I've been thinking about my New Year's Resolutions.
1. Try not to be pissed-off. Be more happy with life.
2. Get my damn learner's permit!
3. Don't wear too much make-up.
4. Eat healthy (which means eat more...I'm uhh...very underweight..)
5. Be friends with more people and communicate with others that seem to be alone...=(
6. Get a damn job!!!
7. Have a limit of $50 or under with parent's money...(Whoosh, I'm wayyy too spoiled.)
8. Lastly, do chores and learn how to use a broom and vacuum correctly!

LMAO!!!! VROOM VROOM!

I AM: jumpy because I need to pee!

I WANT: more mangas!

I HAVE: 10 fingers!!! WEEE! ^-^

I WISH: I could become a singer before I graduate.

I HATE: it whenever I cut myself.

I FEAR: the future and being alone.

I HEAR: "Dead Skin" by Crossfade and a drown sound of Roseanne (the show).

I SEARCH: for freaking pair of matching socks every morning! >.<.

I WONDER: if I'm suppose to be here on Earth.

I REGRET: some of the things that come out of my mouth.

I LOVE: my friends and family.

I ACHE: for love...

I ALWAYS: like to cheer up my friends by making them laugh.

I AM NOT: normal...

I DANCE: like a maniac whenever my favorite dance songs comes on

I SING: to live

I CRY: whenever I doubt my existence or about someone

I AM NOT ALWAYS: depressed or cheerful

I AM ALWAYS: jumping around and singing for no reason

I WRITE: short horror stories, songs, and poems

I WIN: just for the thrill of it

I LOSE: control whenever I'm listening to heavy metal or dance music

I'M CONFUSED: with maps..

I NEED: stop doing self-abuse

I SHOULD: get a job

YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yeah, *whispers*...You've been pronouncing my name wrong for the longest time I have known you...
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes

DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: no comment
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes because I don't want to be a lonely old woman with cats
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no, but when I'm in a car and I look outside and follow the little white lines then yes I do.....^-^
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: nope
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sometimes
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes because I like how it surprises me and scares the living crap out of others

CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: dark brown with past highlights which is chestnut
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: Tampa, FL

FAVORITE
NUMBER: 8
COLOR: orange
DAY: Mondays, I don't know why...
MONTH: October
SONG: Anything from Crossfade and Green Day
FOOD: Italian food *drools*, and McDonalds (BIG MAC! AND LARGE FRIES!)
SEASON: Fall, I love the sound of dried crisp leaves as they are being stepped on
SPORT: I like watching football but love playing basketball and track (if they're slow, I'd run like a monkey ^-^)
DRINK: Young Coconut Drink, LOVE IT!

PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: ummz...cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK,DARK,OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: WHITE CHOCOLATE!
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: .... yes...
HELPED SOMEONE?: yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: yup! a manga!
GOTTEN SICK?: a little
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: nope
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes
MISSED AN EX?: no comment
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE?: yes
HUGGED SOMEONE?: no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? verbally- yes
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? verbally- yes *cough-lauren-cough*; physically- I have many times but not in the last 24 hrs.

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