Tuesday, January 15, 2008

:Current Site Song:
"Neo Visualism" - Miyavi (zomg I freakin' love this song!!!)
:Date:
getsuyoubi, juuyon ichigatsu nisenhachinen
(Monday, 14/01/2008)
:Time Start:
8:57
:Listening To:
"Ashita Genki Ni Naare" (solo version) ~ Miyavi
:Mood/Thoughts:

::Pink Is For Love + Miyavi::
::What more do you need? b(^-^)d::

Hey everyone, hope your week has started out well. Sunday was pretty rough for me, but I'm one to majorly stress out over change, so naturally I had my little tantrum about hating school, now that it's back and kicking xD

I've been getting back in touch with some old frends of mine from my days living in nowhere land. It's been nice. Like people say, you don't know what you've got until it's gone. I really missed them over break, so I'm going to try to keep in touch more--plus my crush from k-8th grade found me on myspace the other day lawl! Haha, nah, that was then and this is now.

I've officially signed up for our school's track team ^.^ A rather large percentage of the student body is involved in it, and I'm going to try to be more sociable this year (plus I love running) so it should be fun. Oh! Plus Rio signed up too, so we'll be able to talk more since we're looking at the same events (half-mile and one-mile runs).


:Response to Comments:
aaaaaaaaaand, I don't feel like response-ing tonight xD

:Listening To:
"What a Wonderful World" - Miyavi
:Time End:
10:07

p.s. for you Japanese speakers, did I write 2008 for today's date right? not too sure xD arigatou gozaimasu!

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Nooooooooooooooos!!!
:Current Site Song:
none
:Date:
kayoubi, hachi ichigatsu 2008
(Tuesday, 08/01/2008)
:Time Start:
8:12
:Listening To:
nothing :[
:Mood/Thoughts:

::Damn I hate school...and Northern California...::

hey all! hope everyone is having an alright week at school (except you Australian peeps out there). today was my first day back. so windy, so rainy, so cold. oh well, I got 145/160 on my pre-cal final woot!

awh man I was so angry yesturday and I just have to vent about this *clears throat* okay so for all of you jrock fans, Miyavi is launching a world tour this year. Pretty exciting, ne? WELL guess what. My mom isn't going to let me go if it's in Los Angeles (because it's too far away), which it probably will be since all jrockers just go there when they come to California!! UGH! I hate nor cal! We have NOTHING up here, just freaking snowboarding, which I've never even done. Yeah, so cal has it's own downfalls but...*sigh* Miyavi's my favorite artist! *sniffle*
okay...me thinks me done ranting. it majorly sucks though.

:Response to Comments:
:Crimson-Rose:
Haha, yeah Rio is cute ^.^ She's even shorter than me, which really says something lol
Hope you have fun with your Korean friend! I love Asian exchange students ^.^
:Sweet-Mizuki:
Yes, the ending of Sweeney Todd was a bit harsh. I was litterally shaking in my seat while watching the credits. I just freak out like that easily. I still loved the movie though!
yeah, break seemed hecka short. it's a crying shame xDD
and yeah, I hope I'll be able to keep in contact with Rio when she leaves as well ^.^
:TigerFantasy17:
haha, de ja vu is a funky thing, ain't it xD
:randomized05:
haha, I don't think your posts are babble! they're quite entertaining xDD and yes, the Sweeney Todd soundtrack is easy to obsess over xD

well, that's all for today
:Listening To:
nothing again! *sigh* such a depressing world without music xD
:Time End:
9:12 (wow, that took me an hour...too many distractions!!)

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Sunday, January 6, 2008

:Current Site Song:
"FANTASY" ~ Alice Nine
:Date:
doyoubi, go ichigatsu 2008
(Saturday, 05/01/2008)
:Time Start:
10:50
:Listening To:
"A Little Priest" ~ Mrs. Lovett (Sweeney Todd Motion Picture Soundtrack)
:Mood/Thoughts:

::Who sir? You sir! No one's in the chair--Come on, come on!::

I think that's the longest I haven't posted xD I just don't really have anything to say...
Hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year thus far. I visited family both holidays, and that's always nice. My aunt, uncle, cousins x2, brother, sister, and I saw Sweeney Todd on New Year's Eve--We loved it! I've been listening to the soundtrack non-stop uahaha!

Oh oh!!! And I started sharing a locker with the Japanese exchange student--Rio is her name--and so we've started to leave each other notes in between classes since we don't really see each other during the day. It's so motivating! And she's so excited I know a bit of Japanese b(^-^)d Last note she left me, she showed me how to write her name in Japanese--woot! We'll both be joining track team this second term, so hopefully I'll be able to talk to her more and learn learn learn Japanese! I only have till the end of term to talk to her! Eep!

:Response to Comments:
lol, let's see if you can remember what you commented xD

:Silver Wolf Shiko:
Yes, I agree Shou of Alice Nine is just as yummy yums as Saga is xDD I'll have to get some more songs of theirs--I LOVE Shou's tight gold pants in the new pv! ga! And no I'm not a perv! xDD
:demon dragon:
Yup, I work at Target *clears throat* "Can I help you find something?" lol!
And yes I can say the date in Japanese now! woooooot!
:TigerFantasy17:
In relation to helping me with Japanese you said,"I wanna make a suggestion but I don't want to be a smartass and criticize you too much..."
Don't ever feel this way! Especially when it comes to Japanese, please please correct me with every error! I really want to learn this beautiful language and will need all the help I can get! haha, so thank you so much for all you've done for me. ^.^ Arigatou gozaimasu!
:the78thdude:
haha, I'm glad the black Hello Kitty background isn't annoying to you xD And this year was the first time I was able to do Christmas shopping of my own as well.
:randomized05:
You said, "lol thanks, i dont normally have a positive attitude towards myself at all but with my friends i always am ^ ^" You should be more positive toward yourself!!! I know it's hard, trust me--life has so many bumps and rough terrain to journey through in terms of self-esteam, but just remember that we're all beautiful, inside and out, and our actions can be imperfect at times. We're all human, after all. *hugs*

Wooh! So many comments! haha, thanks all.
Mata atode!
:Listening To:
"Pretty Women" ~ Sweeney Todd & Judge Turpin (Sweeney Todd Motion Picture Soundtrack)
:Time End:
11:21

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

:Current Site Song:
"FANTASY" ~ Alice Nine
:Date:
doyoubi, nijuuyon juuichigatsu 2007
(Saturday, 24/11/2007)
:Time Start:
9:13
:Listening To:
"FANTASY" ~ Alice Nine
:Mood/Thoughts:

::Saga is hot, I'm not gonna lie xD::

Well, I don't really have anything to post, but I felt like changing up my site as well. Just don't ask why it contains Hello Kitty + Alice Nine, I don't know myself xDDD

I'm glad to see a few people who haven't been on Otaku in a while posted! I was starting to think they had left T.T;

Well now I know how stressful Christmas shopping can be. I went out for the day after Thanksgiving sales with my family and cousin. It wasn't the crowds that was stressful, but trying to find the right present for everyone with the right price. I'm only about a third done with Christmas shopping, after all of that >_<

:Response to Comments:
~ Sorry I haven't done this in a while ~

:the78thdude: Unfortunately, I don't think it is my internet connnection, because the window screans never shut down when I'm on the older computer...but I don't know what's wrong with it. Yeah, I don't really see the person I feel clingy to very often anymore either. We just happened to see eachother around at school and were about to talk a few days in a row.
:TigerFantasy17: lol! Cling to your friends' hoods and ask for piggyback rides, eh? Hehehe, that sounds so cute--and fun! ^.^v
Thank you so much for continueing to help me in my Japanese studies. I think I keep getting confused in how to spell "month" in terms of naming it versus when you say, like "next month" which is "raigetsu" is it not? I'm not sure. Sadly, my Japanese studies have come to a standstill since schoolwork just keeps piling on and that has to come before personal studies. I hope to study much more during winter break though ^.^ Thank you once again, I really appriciate it.
:randomized05: I love your positive attitude ^.^ You're right, it isn't the end of the world. lol, sorry you hate P.E. so much! You only have to complete 2 years of it in your high school though, ne?

Mata atode!
:Listening To:
"Gothic Party Speed Session" ~ Ayabie
:Time End:
9:33

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Monday, November 19, 2007

:Current Site Song:
"NYAPPY IN THE WORLD" ~ An Cafe
:Date:
19 juuichi gatsu 2007
:Time Start:
9:28
:Listening To:
None {*is on older computer*}
:Mood:

::Awateru {Bewildered}::

So the play went really well. A lot of people I don't even know walked up to me to shake my hand and tell me what I did was extraordinary and that I should keep acting. It's very nice to hear such things, especially from people I've never seen before, so I know they're not just being nice or anything.

Our newer computer works less and less online now, which is a real stinker, but we still have this old one I can use at times, but sorry if I still can't comment as much as I'd like to.

I've been going through a kind of weird emotion again...I feel clingy. Around a certain person I just feel the urge to cling to him like a lost puppy. I hate it cuz I feel extremely vulnerable and I don't know whether I like him or not. We've been good friends for a while now, which is awesome, but I don't think he'd ever like me other than a friend--you know? I guess I'll just have to wait until things play out.

Hopefully I can make myself go on a run today. I've gotten very lazy and out of shape without P.E. as a requirement this year and I really don't like feeling blah like this.

Alright, that's enough talking on my part xD
Everybody enjoy your Monday!

:Listening To:
None
:Time End:
9:38

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

:Current Site Song:
"NYAPPY IN THE WORLD" ~ An Cafe
:Date:
14 juuichi getsu 2007
:Time Start:
21:36
:Listening To:
None {Mama's asleep}
:Mood:

::bareta {jumpy--in a worried way}::

Decided to put up a quick post tonight. How is everyone? This week has been going fairly well, but I'm very tired and a bit stressed. I procrastinated this last three-day weekend, and so didn't get enough work done as I should have, not to mention the play opens it's second week run tomorrow, which means late nights away from home for me.

On the positive side, I met someone who wants to start an anime club at our school as well, so we kinda mentioned starting one up next semester. It's a maybe, but eh that brightened my day--being able to talk to someone a little about similar interests. He liked my spikey hair too x3

Wow, I wish I had something more interesting to post, but I really don't. I'm kinda in a bummer mood right now because my parents were argueing again like they almost always do and I'm worried about a Spanish project as well as a Pre-Calculus project and THAT worries me because I probably won't get much sleep tonight again *sigh* anybody here do that? Think about too many things at once so your mind won't allow you to fall asleep? Anyways, oyasuminasai.

:Listening To:
None {woot--Mama hasn't caught me yet xD}
:Time End:
21:46

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Monday, November 12, 2007

:Current Site Song:
"NYAPPY IN THE WORLD" ~ An Cafe
:Date:
11 juuichi getsu 2007
:Time Start:
20:44
:Listening To:
"SEVENTH HEAVEN" ~ L'arc~en~Ciel
:Mood:

::shiawase {happy}::

Konbanwa!

How is everyone? Hope you're all having a good Veteran's Day. How many of you don't have school tomorrow? I don't (^w^)

So work went very well this past week, even though there's a good-looking new checker...oh well, at least he isn't Japanese-good-looking. Then I'd be dead xDDD

School has been alright. I'm slipping a little in History, but I scraped by with an A- for this progress report. Hopefully I'll score well on our next Honor's Physics test to up my grade a little ^^;; Then it's free for Thanksgiving--woot!!

As you've probably guessed, An Cafe is my favorite band at the moment ^.^ but L'arc~en~Ciel is close behind! I just still haven't heard very many songs from L'arc.

Grr, I wish I'd keep up with my Japanese computer program. I haven't learned anything new in a while and I hope to heaven I haven't forgotten too much. I've found I love learning languages though, so I'll be taking Spanish II and German I next year (my school is just barely offering German)

Nothing much else to report, so yet another boring post from me xDD

To those I haven't visited recently, sorry--our computer is still sick. Sometimes the internet works for some sites, sometimes not. I'll keep in touch the best I can.

Tanoshikatta! (^-^)

:Listening To:
"Promised Land" ~ L'arc~en~Ciel
:Time End:
21:05

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Monday, November 5, 2007

:Date:
4 Juuichi getsu 2007
:Time Start:
22:01
:Listening to:
None
:Mood:

::Nemui {Sleepy}::

*sigh* I wish I'd start getting more sleep. Two projects: one for history, one for english. Due tomorrow. It's not that I procrastinated. Not really--I've had the fall play this past weekend. The response has been good, and I was actually interviewed for it, but the reporter typed out that I hadn't spoken with grammar consistancy, when I am very much so a grammar nerd--especially when it comes to a significant matter. {not so much on Otaku at times though ^^;}

My apologies for being absent. Our computer got a virus again or something...the internet worked, but the window would close after a few seconds, or a minute or two when I got lucky--so commenting/posting on Otaku simply wasn't possible. The problem seems to have been solved for the most part (don't know how we did that) but yeah...A special apologies to Jung Woo---I have yet to type out my comments to your novel thus far. I swear they're all written out, I just have to type them up!!!

Well, hope everyone's doing well.

1. Are you a bad procrastinator?
Answer: Yes
2. How was your Halloween?
Answer: Alright--I had rehearsals and by the time I got home only about 10 trick-or-treaters showed up...meaning I'm fattening up with all of the leftover candy---I had picked out the best kinds this year too! grr *grumble* stupid little kids and their freaking bedtimes xDD
3. What did you do this weekend?
Answer: fall play, work, homework, church
4. Ever had/do you have braces?
Answer: Yup--and wearing rubberbands is really getting annoying xD

:Listening To:
None {parents already going to bed}
:Time End:
22:15
*sigh* it already feels like midnight (>-<)

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

:Date:
24 October 2007
:Time Start:
21:57
:Listening to:
"Sweet Sweet Samba" ~ Bad Luck
:Mood:

::Iya {Irritable}::

Grr, I've reached a point where I'm really annoyed of some friends. Two are OBSESSED with some short sophomore in a freaking band that has a 12-year-old and two 14-year-olds and they wouldn't even talk to him when my friend Nathalie called him over to sit with us one day. OMG they're acting like freaking 6th-graders!! (no offense to those in the 6th grade on Otaku, I'm just enphisizing that they are acting way too immature for their age). It's effing pissing me off. PLUS this other friend is totally bitching to/at me, like, every day. Why do almost all of my "school friends" have to annoy me so much at the same freaking time?!?!

Mkay, tantrum over xDD On a splendidly possitive note *beams* I have discovered where the Japanese exchange student sits at lunch and I'm totally sitting with her tomorrow! Try out the little Japanese I know and hopefully learn from her. She'll be at our school for the whole year *squeak!* lol, watch, my luck she'll be absent tomorrow (>.<)

Rambling over

Mata atode!

:Listening To:
"Sakura Kiss" ~ Ouran Koukou Host Club - Chieco Kawabe
:Time End:
22:11

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

:Date:
22 October 2007
:Time Start:
21:53
:Listening to:
"Juuryoku" ~ Watashime Slug
:Mood:

::Jishin {Confident}::

Well, I have 7 minutes to write this thing, so it's bound to be interesting. xDD

So I took some pictures of my new hair cut x3 cuz some of you wanted to see it. I usually hate pictures--I'm totally not photogenic...but this one came out alright, so yeah. Also, a picture of Miku is at the top of my post and my background for those of you who said you didn't know what his hair looks like xD He compared his cut to Cloud Strife's, which totally made me exstatic (sp?) (^-^)
We both love Cloud! b(0^-^0)d

We didn't have school today--it was an in-service day woot! And I finally got my own bank account. Yeah...that's pretty much it.

O-yasuminasai!

:Listening To:
"Prime" ~ Watashime Slug
:Time End:
22:09

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