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• 1991-03-08
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• 2006-04-18
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• Long Distance Runner
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• Tsukiko

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• Kiki's Delivery Service
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• Detective Conan (Case Closed), Fruits Basket, Cowboy Bebop, Bleach, Trinity Blood, Kodomo No Omocha (Kodocha), Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (The Wallflower), Black Cat, D.N. Angel, Death Note, Ouran High School Host Club, Full Metal Alchemist, etc.
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• learn Japanese, travel, play instruments, become a writer
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• writing, internet, video games, IM-ing, music (especially Japanese), drawing
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• writing, video games (Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts), listening to others' problems




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myOtaku.com: Fantasy Hearts


Saturday, June 2, 2007

Well, I don't know why I'm posting...I guess just for the heck of it...

My site still looks like crap, but eh, what's the point of changing it? I guess I might if I'm still bored by the time I'm done writing this *laugh*

Well, I got hired at Target *woot* so I already have the summer job I never thought I would get this year...it's kind of nerve-racking cuz I've never had a job before and I'm pretty shy in person, but oh well, it's time for me to change.

I've been thinking about someone lately whom I really got close to (or at least I thought I did) about a year ago, but we don't even talk anymore...they got bored with me, or scared with me and I don't even know why I'm bringing it up, cuz it really hurts...but I guess everything you truely care about will ultimately end up causing you pain. A person stops talking to you, or you get separated from them, or they die. Kind of makes me wonder why we human beings long for such relationships with others...we become desparate for them, but in the end we are just scarred by the memories we shared with those people. Yeah, a lot of memories can be pleasant, even causing you to smile when you recollect them, but it's also bittersweet. Every unique memory with that person reminds you again and again that you'll never find another relationship quite like that one. You will never have that special bond with another ever again...

I probably had more to say, but my mind's blank now. Sorry for such a lame post and not commenting on everyone's sites.

*crawls into her corner with ripped teddy*

~ Fantasy Hearts ~
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