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myOtaku.com: Fantasy Hearts


Monday, August 6, 2007


:Date:
5 August 2007
:Time Start:
20:59
:Listening to:
"Devilish Kidnapper" ~ The Candy Spooky Theater
:Mood:

::Fucked Up::

I fucking hate life sometimes. {as you can tell, this is a rant post, so feel free to ignore}
Just found out that another one of my friends found "the perfect guy" for her, making practically everyone but me "happily taken".

Maybe I just don't deserve to find that...but...to tell you the truth no matter how much I want it, I don't think I can love. I just get so fucked up in the head when I hear a guy likes me or I hear that they think he likes me that I go to overdrive. All senses are completely wiped from my mind. Gone. I can't think if I like him back or if I would even want to try to like him back. It's happened 4 times in the last two yearts {I know, not impressive at all} but it's starting to really bug me cuz I never have any clue what to do, and so I become bitchy to them in that I start to play with their emotions. I'm majorly screwed up.

...but I'm just so fucking tired of feeling alone and like a piece of shit.

:Listening to:
The empty world I shut myself in.
:Time End:
21:15

{Fantasy Hearts}
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