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• Kiki's Delivery Service
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• Detective Conan (Case Closed), Fruits Basket, Cowboy Bebop, Bleach, Trinity Blood, Kodomo No Omocha (Kodocha), Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (The Wallflower), Black Cat, D.N. Angel, Death Note, Ouran High School Host Club, Full Metal Alchemist, etc.
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Tuesday, December 5, 2006






~Sometimes a dream is all that you have left to hold on to~


Wow...what a fucking horrible day *smile* *sigh* Well, I crashed, just as I suspected...I crashed big time. I've cried three times today so far......Fuck...I'm so freaking stressed out right now I just don't know what to do! -_- My grades are lower than what I thought they'd be, I'm still pissed off at a stupid, insane idiot (Michael) AND whenever I get just slightly emo, my mind brings back all of the shit that I've gone through---then I get totally pissed off at myself because I absolutely HATE self-pity and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I swear, that's what I want to do! I want to drive. Just drive and drive and drive until I find a grassy plain where there isn't a single human being, a single living soul for miles, get out of the car and scream my fucking soul out. Just scream out all of the pain and anger and sorrow--just get it all out so I don't have to fucking deal with it anymore.

But that's life for ya, isn't it? Shit...oh yeah, another thing---no trip to Japan this summer, oh no. It's just too freaking complicated for the school to set it up this year, so there's gonna be a trip to Japan next year--maybe. Or, you know what? Oh second thought, there might be a trip in two years, no maybe three--Fuck! Just don't even freaking announce that there's a possibility for a trip to Japan if there isn't!!!! Ahhhhhhhh! ><

*sigh* Well, I'll be changing my site today---it'll give me something to concentrate on other than the fact that I'm pissed off at life again--and the lolipops, cookies, and Cheetos aren't helping this time...I'll try to visit too...if I feel up to it.

~ Fantasy Hearts
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