Sunday, May 15, 2005

pondering again ...
i wonder if anyone seeks a reason for living anymore . ppl really just let life slip by with there jobs and hobbies . i think most ppl dont care about why we are . i know we arent here for the way were living now . i hate reality . full of government and polotics and sin and sadness and stupid things like that . were living the way others want us to . we hate our lives but dont do anyhting about it . we hate school and work but we go do what other ppl tell us to do anyway . brainwashed by human lives . emotions . its nothing important . eventually everthing wil die and suffer and hurt . so why act happy to be here . why wait for it . some ppl say emotion is what keeps us living . keeps us a burning desire to live . mostly because humans are afraid of pian involved in dieing . im not afriad . and i dont have emotion . so still , what keeps me living ... i wonder all the time ... and i dont know if ill ever understand ...
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This is from a freind of mine . his name's Tokune . his sites really kool , so id suggest going there ^_^
Hey go to my new and improved web site, take a good look around, and take my first ever poll question, look at my new art gallary, don't forget to comment them, and take my poll question's, and tell every one about my new and improved site please?!!!!!!!!
~Tokune
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   ah , a few lonely words ...
*sigh ...
its so beautiful out side . i used to be such an outside person . i really wanted to go to amptgaurd today , wich is a game played at the park . see ppl get these pipes and cover them w/ foamy noodles ( the ones for pools ) and fight battles . its like a LARPG , i guess . its fun and outdoorsy . but my moms new boyfriend is coming over for a bar-b-q so i dont get to go anywhere today ... T.T i need some friend to come over and keep me company ... im all shut in a room w/ nothing but a computer to keep me company ... jeez i need a life . i wanna go to Austin and get me some manga . but i dont have money any way s . mabey ill start drawing my manga again . i drew a page or two last night . i dhould dedicate more time to that though . anyway im rambling and i have a quiz result to post . and survey says !!!


Your eyes should be gray.. the same color you see
the world. You have faced many sorrows and
losses, but yet its starting to get to you.
You're depressed and lonely, so maybe it might
be time to go and find someone to talk to.


What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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hmm ...

Judgement! The card of determination, rebirth and
decision.


..:What's your personal Tarot Card?:.. ( Anime Pictures )
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

oh id come up w/ all different kinds of fighting styles and ways to kill other players and test them out on everyone !!! Helba ? ... yea ! i think so !

YOU ARE HELBA!!!

You are a hacker, you hack the game and do things
that normally could never exsist, crist you try
to create things that normaly no one would
suspect, your a sicko....you just couldnt play
by the rules could you


Which Dot Hack Character are you?
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.......

Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little
odd, but this is a side-effect from when the
element of Water gets to hurt. Once you were a
content soul, and happy with life. But then
something happened. Not necessarily on one day,
it probably happened gradually over time. You
lost your will to care and became even more
reserved from the world. People had hurt you in
ways you do not want to remember and now you
isolate yourself from them. You have turned
into an outsider and probably dress more in
black than you used to. Your depression is
eating you up and tearing you apart and the
worst part is that no one is willing to help,
or so it seems. In school you are often by
yourself or one single friend and you rarely
seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad,
distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to
your face and you need a saviour from this
world. You may turn to music for understanding
and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid
of some pain. You are not very open about your
problems to your family/friends, and wish that
they would just notice it and make it go away.
Rate and message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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   hmmm , im really liking this quiz !

The Assassin.


What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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Kingdom Hearts Rox !!!!!!




What Kingdom Hearts Character Are You?


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aww ! im not sad !




What DDR Song Are You?


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   no kidding




What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You?


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