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Sunday, May 15, 2005


pondering again ...
i wonder if anyone seeks a reason for living anymore . ppl really just let life slip by with there jobs and hobbies . i think most ppl dont care about why we are . i know we arent here for the way were living now . i hate reality . full of government and polotics and sin and sadness and stupid things like that . were living the way others want us to . we hate our lives but dont do anyhting about it . we hate school and work but we go do what other ppl tell us to do anyway . brainwashed by human lives . emotions . its nothing important . eventually everthing wil die and suffer and hurt . so why act happy to be here . why wait for it . some ppl say emotion is what keeps us living . keeps us a burning desire to live . mostly because humans are afraid of pian involved in dieing . im not afriad . and i dont have emotion . so still , what keeps me living ... i wonder all the time ... and i dont know if ill ever understand ...
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