Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   Thank you. Thank you very much.
Thank you very much!!! You guys made me realize even more that life is more than a place of misery. Thank you for keeping me alive.

I promise I will never try to kill myself ever again. I even noticed that most of you seemed to be shocked that I felt this way. It was a cold secret that only me and Kikii used to know.

I never really knew that you guys liked me so much. It is also nice to know that you guys trust me sooooo much. Now, I am going to trust everyone(on the MyO thats my friend) I love you all too.^^ I really do.^^ Oh and Glitch, one day, I will meet you one day. We promised we would go to Japan together.^^ I also have a song for you all. I think it matches me. It's from Wolf's Rain and if you have the soundtrack you will know this song. It's called Strangers.

We've found a kind of paradise in a flowers bloom.

We've seen the end of a mystic land so close it meets the parting sun.

We've shared the thoughts that two could share, we feel the truth, magic that we send...

Searching for something new

Isle of Gold in flowers bloom

We've heard a kind of paradise beyond the desert's dunes.

We've walked the earth in solitude, so cold we need the warmth of sun.

We've lived the life that we could live, we see the truth magic that begins...

Searching for something new
Isle of Gold in flowers bloom

We've found a kind of paradise, below a sky so new.

We've weaved a web of mystery so wide, we need the light of day.

We've worn the cloak of secret lives, we've seen the truth, magic that we send...

Searching for something new
Isle of Gold in flowers bloom

so when will it end?

so when, when will we meet, my friend?

That song reminds me of the MyO.^^ It reminds me of all my friends here.

Well, my cold is getting a bit better. My legs don't hurt but my neck and the joints of my fingers and my arms are killing me. I have the worst sore throat and I keep sweating every once in a while.

Okay well, I will visit some sites and once again thank you and If I could, I would give you all one big hug. I love you all.

Good Bye!
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Monday, February 21, 2005

950 hits!!!!

Thank you everyone. I couldn't have gotten this far without you.^^

I woke up sick today. My head feels so heavy and my mouth is so dry. I keep drinking water but my mouth is still dry. I haven't even said a word this morning. I hope I get better soon. I have am going to be busy today. My muscles in my legs are so sore. I can't even walk. Wahhaahahahaaaaaaa I am so unlucky!

I couldn't stop crying last night either. I kept thinking about all the friends I have but I can't talk, hang out or be with any of my friends 'cause my mom is over protected. I wish she wasn't so over protected. I am so lonely that she doesn't even see me suffering. She doesn't even know how many times I have tried to kill myself.
*sniff* It's true. The all happy Faroe has a secretside to herself. I have tried to kill myself numerouse amounts of times. But I failed. For some reason I won't die. I tried to kill myself once by pouring bleach in the bathroom and my eyes burned that I couldn't see anything and I cut my rists but instead, I missed and cut the side of my rists. I laid on my bed thinking I was dead but when I woke up, I was just alive as ever. I have triend cuttingmy neck but I got scared.

Then came along the thought of running away. If I was gonna run away, I had to learn to be tough. Which I grew up pretty fast when I was 9. I was ready but then I got scared again. by the age of 13, I was really gonna run away and never come back, untill I found the MyO. I got an account and then, I made friends.*sniff sniff*

I knew that as long as I had some friends out there, I didn't need to run away. Sometimes I wish I didn't grow up so fast. I wish I was still innocent but I am not. I'm not very special either. I better go. This is gonna be a long post but all I wanna say to you is thank you for keeping me alive.^^

I love you all.

See you laterz.
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

Just an average day today.
My sis had a great B-Day. Although she couldn't go on the MyO, she still was very happy.^^ She got a ghost in the shell DVD. I can't beleive my mom bought that. I hate it when she buys anime for me because she picks the anime I should watch. Thats why I sneak the anime. I actually bought the Cowboy Bebop movie on my own. Surprising they let a 14 year old buy a rated R movie.^^ She hasn't found out about it yet. I hope she doesn't. Okay well, then my sis got a new PS2 controller 'cause the other one got ruined. And now I am going to pick up her late preasnt which is.... a new FLCL movie which is the third and final one. That was my gift. But they didn't have it at the store so they had to order it in.^^ I don't think she minds.^___^

I hope this isn't a long post. I don't wanna get annoying.

Okay, well, when Kikii wakes up, I know she will update.^^

See you laterz!
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Lalalalala
Okay. Well, It's my sis's B-Day! Yay! Most of you know Kikii right?

Well, she is turning 13.^^ Yay! I am so happy for her.^^ She is just getting older. Like me.-_- My age is so boring.

I have some greetings! I hope these aren't annoying to you.

What DO you think it's doing?^^

He looks weird when he is angry.0.o

I love this one. It's so pretty.^^

I think this one is so pretty.^^ Chii is so cute.^^ Like a little bunny.

This one is for you Kikii! Your gonna have a "Big and Rich" time 'cause of your B-Day.^^

Well, I am off. I have to go to sleep now. It's late at night and early inthe morning.

See you laterz!

P.S. Thanks for those who have joined both the anime club and the F.A.B.D.S. You guys are so great!^__^
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Friday, February 18, 2005

Greetings, greetings, greetings
Hi! How was your day. My day yesterday was good.^^ I got to hang out with one good friend and that was probebly the best thing of the day. I don't get out much.-_- I wish I did.

Oh and also I have a few more greetings to show if you don't mind them at least.

Hehehe I laughed at myself for making this. It's like Cambells its got the goods. Hehehe. Naruto is to cute.^^

I don't know what made me make this.

I really like this one. I didn't wanna put lean on me, because that would be to common.

Since it is Friday, I think I should put this one up.^^

Well, thats all I can put up right now.

I hope you all have a great day/night!

See you laterz!

P.S. Oh and I am really upset that they liscensed Naruto. Yet another stupid dub! It made me start the F.A.B.D.S. Fighters against bad dubbing skills. I am so sad!
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Hello everyone!
Hi! Well I am so happy! Glitch4.0 is back! Yay!!!!!*runs in circles* Hehehe I usually feel this way when all my friends who don't update in while update! Yay!

Well, anyway, I wanted to show off a greeting I made a while back.^^ I don't think it gets noticed like my Naruto: Raman its got the goods and my Inuyasha: what a dork.^^ So I hope you like this one!

There. Now Chii will finally get noticed for once.^^ This card has only been sent out twice.

So not much is going on right now. It's realy early in the morning so I don't know how my day will really go. It probebly will be the same as like yesterday.

Thanks for listening I guess I should go now.^^ See you laterz!


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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Happy and more happy
Hi everyone! I have a question for you. Can you rate my site? 1 for the worst and 5 for the best! Please!!

Thankies a bunch! Please be honest in your rating.^^

Yesterday, I was reading some posts that Glitch4.0 wrote up. Were you guys really gonna kick my butt?^_^ I know, I know. I was gone for a while but my computer was down and I needed to set it all back up which took me time and it was hard sneaking on to the MyO.-_-'

Well, my day was awright so far. I usually update in the morning cause thats usually when I have time and my day can get pretty busy but nothing special. Its all the same.

Well, see you laterz everyone!!!
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   Hi!
Hi everyone. How was your Valentines day? Mine was good. I got some candy from my mom and I played video games all day.^^ So do you like my new background? I don't know how to fix it though. Could anyone help me? I already got help but I don't understand how to do it.

Well, nothing much happening now. I got to do school today which is a big pain. Blah!

Well, I hope everyones day goes great! See you Laters!
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   Sorry
Sorry everyone. I can't put up any requests because I don't have time and my comp is just to slow.

Thank you for your kind comments from my last post. You guys are just the best.^^ You make me feel soooooo welcomed on the MyO. I am feeling better too.^^ My tinsy bit of jeolousy went away. I don't usually get jeolouse. This is probebly the first time I got jeolouse in years!

Well, I have to do a little school. My mom says I can do just a bit of school today and have the rest of the day off. I wish I could go on the MyO when she is here but she doesn't like the MyO. Thats why I sneak it.

Thank you everyone for your kindness!

Happy Valentines Day!

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Sunday, February 13, 2005

hi
hey everyone. Sorry I couldn't put the requests up but I might tomorrow.

I haven't been feeling very well latly. Not in a sick way but in a hut=rting feeling way. I just have been so lonely and I have been crying so much.

The MyO is my home and all my friends are on it but I still feel like there is something missing. I just have broken feelings that make me feel so sad.T.T

I have to go now. Thanks everyone for being the friends you are to me. And thanks Loaly Worm for updating my site.^^
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