Friday, November 11, 2011

Hello all! How has everyone been? Right now I caught some sort of cold or flu. Well, I have no idea what it is but my throat hurts and I feel weak and tired. I stayed in all day basically. It's so cold out and I don't wanna get even more sick. I unfortunately have to work tomorrow and it's an annoying shift. 1:15 pm to 6:00 pm. I was going to have lunch with my grandma but work decided to be a jerk. Oh well, that is life. anyway, I have been doing well and I got my classes for the Spring. I am so excited! All my classes are tough though. I have Trigonometry, Statistics, and Chemistry. The easy classes are Hiking and Psychology. Hopefully I can pass all these classes with A's and B's. Last semester wasn't to good for me. I only got B's and C's. I was so sick and I was always fighting Israel and my mom and my grandmother passed away. That semester hit me like a ton of bricks. I just hope that this change will be better for me. away from all the stress. I finally went into remission. My flare ups have stopped for now and I feel so great! Even though I have this cold, I feel so great! So the Wedding was amazing! Kyleigh was so beautiful and it was so exciting because I got to see her for the first time! The wedding ceremony was wonderful and the reception was lots of fun. Then after the wedding we went to Karaoke. I really had a great time. ^_^ That was me and Kyleigh at the Karaoke bar. And that was us at the reception. I had so much fun! Okay, so I guess I better get going. I am really tired right now and I may go to sleep soon. Okay everyone! Hope to hear from you soon!!!!!

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October is over

Okay so I feel very tired today and I have to work all night. I know I must say this all the time but I want a better job and now!!!!! I'm sure alot of people feel that way too. You know, since I have been in Maryland I feel like life is darkening. Or maybe it's because I stay in a basement all day long. I want to be in school now and I want a car so I can go places and get away from this small living space. And maybe when I get a car a better job will be closer in my horizons. Israel is starting to discourage me about our relationship. I dunno what he is really doing but for now, I really just want to keep him off my mind and focus on my future. I'm tired of him making me feel so bad and lonely at times.... So I really want to start school so I can study and not worry about all that stuff. So how has everyone been? I hope good. Sorry I haven't been on much. I caught a terrible cold, I've been working and well, sleeping. I may not post back for a little while after this though. Tomorrow I can finally venture out into the world! I have a train that is taking me out to Delaware and I am going to see my friend Alyssa and I will be going to my friend Kyleigh's wedding! I can't wait to see her. We met on MyOtaku. She was one of my first friends on here too. So she is a pretty important person. ^_^ So, the weather here has been pretty strange. I wonder if it will start to stay consistent. I know by now it can only get colder from here and I'm not too worried about that. I got my winter clothes. See? I'm all ready for winter! lol Oh and so for Halloween my work said I could dress up and I did but I ended up being the only one who did! That made me a little mad but everyone liked my costume. I just put on my old clothes and I ended up looking like a wizard of some sort. I had a green witch hat but through the night it got itchy. haha There I am. lol sorry it's a little blurry. My phone kinda sucks with taking pictures. Anyway, I better be off. I'm getting very tired and I have to get ready for work in a few hours. Plus I wanna eat something. Oh and guess what? My flare ups are getting better! I haven't been in pain in a long while. Thank Heavens. I hope things just get better from here. Good bye guys! Hope to hear from you soon!

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   Wanting a social life

Keep. Getting. Distracted. By Family Guy. Haha It's the one where they are stuck in the house because of the rain and Brian is high off mushrooms. It's really freaky. haha and creepy. So, how is everyone tonight? I'm doing okay. I got got back from work around nine and well, here I am. I think it's ten now. Or wait 11. lol I don't work tomorrow or Wednesday which is good because I have a flare up and I have a bleeding ulcer. I had to drink coconut water for electrolytes and I had to buy Iron supplements because I started to get very dizzy and I wanted to pass out at work. AFter I got those things I felt better but it does not help the pain I have in my side. If that's one thing I learned from my mom, it's not show pain well. If you met me, you would have no idea I was this sick. haha I just don't want to be known as sick. Israel wants me to start trying for disability but I don't want too. Maybe when I get too old to work I will. So, the other day, my Uncles took me out to buy winter clothes. They spent like 400 dollars on me! I was so surprised. I could not believe that. I wanted to buy my own clothes but they told me that they wanted to get me them. I am so thankful for them. I don't have very much money and this helps me so much! I am going to call and thank them very much. Ugh my colon keeps hurting. Jeez. Anyway, I went to the school today and I will be dual degreeing (I know that isn't a real word). But I will be at Harford for about ummmm, two semesters and then I will my get my degree in Science Lab Technology. Then I will transfer to CCBC to the Essex campus and hopefully I get accepted into the Medical Lab Technology. Because then, I will only be four semesters away from getting that degree. Once I establish a job through a hospital or Lab company, I will be able to get a better place to live and I will go back to school for Microbiology/Virology and I can continue a career in research. ^_^ Yay. Thank you Belinda for the compliment. I don't really do it on purpose. I just became a happy person after a while. I used to be the most negative person in the world (and in some cases I still ca be) But I just try to be more optimistic than usual. It gives me some sort of personal hope. Ummm..... When did I run into you? lol I don't recall. haha I'm sorry! I probably wasn't being very observant. I feel silly. Hey maybe one day we can hang out. lol show me around the town sometime. haha I get so bored being stuck in a basement all day long. CrystalFlute, working in a day care sounds like fun! My friend Alyssa works in one and she loves it! But why are you temporary? Maybe if you do really good they may keep you permanently. That really sucks that you got pulled over while trying to keep up with your boyfriend. Israel used to want me to keep up with him while he was on the bike but heck no! I'm not gonna run him over while he is on the motorcycle and I am in a car. I hope your ticket wasn't too high. Well, I think I am going to get going now. Israel will call me soon at midnight. He works over nights from seven at night to 5 in the morning..... I hardly talk to him anymore but I think it will all be okay. I just feel so bored all the time. I want to start making friends. *sigh* Good night everybody. Stay safe tonight my friends. ^_^

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Sleepy today but work at 4:15 pm. Jeez. My store really sucks with time. I go home at 8:30 pm though. Work work work and still my paychecks are so low!!!!! WHY!!!!!! haha I guess the little bit I get should make me happy but Still? How the heck am I gonna get a car? Jeez. I guess I will have to stay with my Uncle for a little while. But then my job? AHHH! Crap. SO confusing. I will get my degree in Science Laboratory Technology soon. In about two semester but then I am going to get a second degree for Medical Laboratory Technology so I can work in a hospital. I will be going to Essex then. Anyone around here go to Harford? Haha I need a ride there when school starts. lol So, Israel and i are doing good. I think he is going to visit me soon. Plus he wanted to know my ring size. That makes me a little excited!!!!! haha yay! I'm all over the place right now. I guess I can't really focus much. Oh well. this is going to be a quick post anyways. Take care my friends. Hope to hear from you soon!

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Kinda tired

So today I get to relax. I don't have to work until five tonight. It's about 1:30 pm right now. So far, all I did was mail off my pay stubs to the Harford Social services(I am trying to get food stamps because I only get like 200 dollars every two weeks). And I walked my doggy Snoopy. ^_^ Thank you guys for your comments. Yeah, this relationship is definitely going to get harder. Israel is now working overnights at home depot and so that means, while i am awake, he is sleeping and when I am sleeping, he is awake. He works 7 at night to 5 or 6 in the morning. I can talk to him o the weekends but this is so hard to do. We lived with each other and we always went to bed, woke up, took showers, went to work, went to school, and had fun together. It is not easy making this transition to being away from him this far and not being able to talk to him. I know I can do this long distance thing but jeez, I would prefer not too. I don't think he will be back until next year or so. I am happy about all the feed back of your relationships though. It sounds like everything is pretty successful. I just hope Israel can do this relationship too. I love him so much and I will do anything for him. I am like Maryland very much Shadow. I am in the Parkville area right now. I haven't really been able to see more of this place because I have no transportation. I think I am going to fix my dads car so I can be mobile! I need to get to the school too so I can start getting my classes and finish my Fafsa. Ugh I need a car! Anyway, I think I will be going now. I will talk to you guys later! seeee yaaaaaa

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Hey everyone! Whats up? I have been doing well. I'm glad to be back on here. I started to think about my life and I got to thinking, I need to start making my life more productive. I know working is productive but I want to stimulate my mind. I want to start studying again, and practice my instrument (the flute), I want to keep writing in my diary, and maybe finish some of the novels I've started. I have been mulling over everything and I miss Israel. But i don't want that to put me down. Yes, Israel didn't stay here in Maryland. He went back to Florida and we are doing that long distance relationship. I don't like it and if he were anyone else, I wouldn't do this. But I love him and I want us to work. If we are truly meant to be then we will make this work. I don't feel the need to find someone else because I am lonely but that doesn't mean I don't miss him. I can do this relationship long distance. It gives me the chance to focus on myself and work and study without the distractions of being in a relationship. Hopefully he will be back by next fall. He is finishing school in Florida and that wont be for two semesters...... at least before he transfers up here. I changed my major to Science Laboratory technology. I want a job and jobs in research are just so hard to get. With this degree, I can get a job and I am able to go to a four year university to continue my education. I want to get my life started and I hope this works. Anyway, I work today from 4:30 to 8:30 tonight. Its only four hours. I need more hours unfortunately. I am trying to get a car so I can get to college. It really sucks when your broke. Oh well.Oh and thank you guys so much for commenting! I really hope to hear from you all soon again

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It's been a long long time

It's been a long long time hasn't it? Yes, I know I haven't been updating or commenting in quite a while. I am so sorry. I have been so busy with changing my life around that I lost track of time. I have to be at work in 30 minutes so I have to make it short. However, I moved to Maryland about a month and a half ago. Israel drove me up here in a truck and he went back to Florida. So far, he is living there and I'm up here with my dad. I don't know when he is coming back buy for now I guess we are just taking time apart, although he says we are still together. When I got up here two days later I got a job at a grocery store that is very close to me. I can walk there in less than 7 minutes. So it's perfect for now. I got my Maryland ID which actually took me forever to get because they always wanted something different each time I went. I actually had to fight with the lady to let me get a number. lol I told her I wanted to see a manager. She got pissed at me too. Now I have to go to the college to get myself settled up for classes and in state tuition. Soon, the seasons will start to change and before I know it, the year will change too. My life is going by so fast! haha I am so happy too. But I really do want to start getting back on here. How has everyone been? I hope you been well. I will check back tonight to check on updates. I should be able to comment too. However, sometimes the internet goes out here because it's free from the landlord. SO I cannot complain. lol I will see you all later! I miss you all

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Hey everyone! My last post must have been misleading. I am still going to post on here buut I am finding hard to actually write a good long one. Plus, its hard for me to read posts too. But I am still going to try my best cause you guys are my friends! And i really don't want to leave.. ^_^ So right now, I am watching horders and it's really sad. some of these people act so crazy about garbage! My boyfriend says I am beginning to horde but you know, all my things are neat and clean and I don't collect trash. I am a clean freak! I just have problems letting go of sentimental things. But I can. haha I'm not a horder. Im also playing WOW. My friend got me started with that game and it's not so bad. However I think Oblivion and Fable are better. Oh well. Anyway, my email again is lerae201@gmail.com. Just in case you didnt get the last post. Find me on facebook if you want. ^_^ I hope to hear from you all soon! Love you guys!

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Find it so hard to keep posting on here!!! Hey everyone. SO I haven't yet moved because my set date is in July. I still need to pack up. Everyone, if you want to keep in touch with me from time to time, Please find me on facebook. My email is lerae201@gmail.com I have to go now, Gonna go grocery shopping. I am so hungry!

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Hello everyone! So today I am going to work at around 4. I get to go home at 10 so I don't have to stay all night and close. I really should change my availability to anytime now. I just don't really want too until my car is fixed. Right now I am depending on rides from friends to get me to work. I would rather walk but it's so hot outside now and walking would be miserable. I guess it's summer time in Florida now. I heard Harford county is pretty country but you see, there isn't anything here in Tampa either. You have your mall, restaurants, and the beaches and You have Bush Gardens but you need money to go and it can get old if you do it all the time. I think the move up there will be good. Anyway, I have to go walk my puppy Snoopy. I gotta get ready for work soon and i know he needs a walk before I leave for work. That wouldn't be fair to him. ^_^ So how is your day going? I hope it's well. Has Summer vacation started for anyone yet? I hope to talk to you again soon! See Ya!

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