Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Blues make the blues go away

Today is a relaxing day so far. Too bad I have a flare up that could kill the beast. My stomach has this rock feeling deep inside. Tomorrow I go to the hospital and I see the specialist. Good thing. It's been getting worse and worse each day. I go half way into remission. Soon it will go away. I hope. I noticed that a lot of my friends on here have been feeling kinda down lately or depressed for no reason so I am gonna put up so of those blues from cowboy bebop. ^_^ I hope you enjoy them. I really hope you listen to them. Let me know if you do. You probably already heard the songs before but I always thought Cowboy Bebop really did amazing things with their music. Mai Yamane and Steve Conte along with Yoko Kanno really make good music with anime's such a Wolf's Rain. Anyone heard that anime before? lol Well, now I gotta go get dressed an ready for the day. Israel will be home soon and we gotta run some errands. I wish my insides felt better. ugh. Play those blues cowboys! I hope you all have a great day and take care. Hope to hear from you later!

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   Sleepy, beddy, snoozie time

Hello all!!! How are you guys doing today? ^_^ I have been doing very well but I feel very very very tired. I went to bed at like midnight and had to wake up at seven. UGH Bad hours. I will be at school pretty much until seven and it's eight in the morning right now. I have a busy schedule lined up this week. Monday: Go to school and make dinner tonight Tuesday:Sleep in and get some extra studies done then go to social security office to get social security card. Must write vollyball essay Wednesday: School all day from 9 am to 9 pm Thursday: Paperwork for pre-employment at Publix at 10 am Friday:Enjoy the day off! (probably my last) Saturday: Orienatation at Publix for five hours Sunday: Orientation at Publix for four hours Well, there goes my full weekend! Pretty busy huh? Well, not so busy but still, alot to get done. I feel the wheels moving again. yay! All I need now is $1,500 to get Israel a lawyer to help save him from owing people an ungodly amount a money to a bunch of bitches. Other than that, I'm getting things done. I hope everyone is doing well today. I noticed a lot of people have been busy. I haven't heard from a lot of friends on here. But I am sure you guys will be back soon. Just take care and know that I'm thinkin bout ya! I'm gonna get going now. Class starts real soon and I left my book at home! Ugh this means I really gotta take good notes. I get my final in microbe class (the written one) back today! I wonder how I did. Hmmmm....Okay! Take care!

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Grrrrrr...... Freaking Wal-Mart

Okay well, I am so glad I don't work for Wal-Mart anymore now. I think all those people there are so annoying and mean. Ugh I went there because I needed a manager sign that I am unemployed and they wouldn't do it because they want me to pay a company to sign that I am unemployed. Long story and I don't wanna explain. Other than trying to get food stamps and have my old company sign, I am doing fine and happy. ME and Israel went out today and it was very hot outside and sunny so I think I am a little sun burned. Owies..... I am so happy we have internet in the house now. I can just go home and do whatever I need to online. Makes things a lot easier than going back and forth to the library, and to school. I can finally just stay home and chill out. Ahhhh life is good. ^_^ So, anyone ready for Halloween? I am but I don't have any plans. And I don't have any money to buy those awesome bags of candy that people get. lol What are your plans for this Halloween? I hope you guys have more plans than me. Anyway, I am gonna get going now. I hope you all are doing well and happy as can be. I'm gonna enjoy the rest of my day. My first day of work starts Thursday!!!! Oh I am very very excited. Can't wait!

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On the road to success!

So I noticed in my last post I had a lot of typos. Ugh so embarrassing. Well I finally have internet in my house now so yay!!! I am so happy now. lol Today has been a really great day. I woke up and cuddled with Israel, we went to the bank to fix my address, went to Wal-mart to get money out of the money card to pay bills, went to Checkers because we were craving those amazing french fries, then we went home to take a nap, and then I went to Publix because I got the job and today was drug testing day!!!! So now, I finally have a job again. I turned Save-A-Lot down because the pay minimum wage and Publix is paying me $8.00 an hour which is way more than minimum wage here in Florida. I am sooooo happy! Anyway, I am gonna get going. I hope you all are doing well. Oh an done more thing, that lab skills exam, I totally got a 100%!!!!!! This week is so great!!!! YAY!!!! Take care everyone! Hope to hear from you all soon!

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BIG DAY FOR FAROE!

Today is a bog day! I have a microbiology exam in an hour then, I have volleyball class, and then I have the Publix interview to be a produce associate. Ah! I'm so nervous. I need a job now. The other day Save-A-Lot (a smaller store thats kind od local I think) called me to come in to fill out some paper work for a job. Maybe if Publix doesn't work out I could work for the other store. I do however would prefer to work for Publix. They have awesome benefits. This morning is tough for me though because I am so tired. I had to wake up at 4:30 am againe to get to the school. I want Israel to have better hours now. HE hates this early stuff and so do I! I am gonna be on my way now. Get some scantrons, eat a little something and sit down and look over my notes. I'm fairly confident that I will do alright on this exam. Take care my friends!!!! I hope you areall doing well and staying safe!

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Why??!??!??!??!??!??!

I'm a little aggravated because I am at school on a Tuesday and I need to study for my exams tomorrow and i have one today at 4:30 p.m. because I am taking it early due to my job interview tomorrow. Thank goodness my teacher is super nice. He doesn't like giving people tests early. But oh well. I thanked him a bunch and was thanking the Lord that he was nice today. Now, I am trying to find a way to order my damn birth certificate so I can get my social security card so I can get a job. My mom has all my important documents because well, shes a bitch and nevr gave my my things. I AM SOOOOOO MAD!!!!!!!! I don't have the money to spend for this crap. Ugh...... Anyway, I'm gonna make this short. Got a bunch of phone calls to make and lot's of studying to do. On the bright side, Israel made me Pancakes and scrambled eggs this morning. He is so cute! Well, now I gotta go be upset again. I hope you all are having a sweet and wonderful day. Take care my friends

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This semester is almost done. OH MY!

Well, I am finally all better from my tummy virus. I tried to make it all day at school but I just couldn't. I called Israel and told him I was really sick and he came to my rescue to take me home and take care of me.I love him so much! But now I am feeling way better. A few days ago, I went to put in some applications at a few stores and guess what, a couple hours after I put in an application at Publix I get a call back for an Interview! I am so excited and I pray that I get this job. Israel, Kyle, and I could really use that extra money coming in. Plus once I get a job and get paid Israel wont be in debt anymore. I don't want him to be suffering anymore than he already is..... He is so amazing and I love him! I have more midterms on Wednesday and yes I have been studying for them. I feel weak on the math but I think I can do it. Ugh math math math....... Well, I took my lab exam. I feel like I really really and I mean really bombed it. I got so nervous and my slides wouldn't dry at all! I was getting upset but I still tried my best to predict the results. I think I did them correctly oh I pray so!!!! Okay, let's see.... I met Israel's family finally and I can really see why he never wanted me to meet them. His older brother is this thug looking guy and he really scares me. HE has been in jail a few times and hes banned from all Wal-marts. lol I thought that was funny but still he is mean too. His younger sister who is about 19 years old is kind of trashy too.... She is pregnant and she doesn't know hwo t he dad is and she just broke up with her boyfriend because she says he is too controlling (and by controlling he doesn't want her to wear slutty clothes and flirt around on him) and his youngest sister who is about 17 OH MY GOODNESS! She is like one of those ghetto girls that I would have probably picked on me in high school. His mother was like high when she was with us and man.... I think his dad is the only okay one however, hes got issues of his own, but not like the rest of his family. I now see why Israel doesn't want to be around his family. I just really don't want to be near his brother. He really scares me. Anyway, I have nothing to really do now except sit and study. But I just don't wanna! I have so much stuff on my mind that I just want to sit and reflect. Fall is really here and it's nice and chilly. Halloween is almost here too and I don't know what my plans are. I need more money and then I can do something. Let's see how the job interview goes and then I can make plans for outings and whatnot. I am just so sleepy.... This morning I just wanted to stay in bed close to Israel and sleep in. I had to wake up early to get to school and for Israel to get to work on time. lol Busy Mondays. I hope you are all doing well and that your Monday isn't too too busy. lol Please take care my friends!!!!

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Pain in my gut

Can't really post to much today. I have midterms and I need to study and I think I caught a stomach virus. Gotta use the restroom real shortly. UGH! Paaaaaiiiiin. It hurts so bad. and my brain is like "SLOOSH" No more studying! I hope youguys are doing better. I will cooment later. Just right now I gotta study study study! Take care my friends!

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Gotta become more confident in myself

Okay, so I learned a valuable lesson today. Never ever choose a school day to break in a new pair of shoes. So I bought a pair of flats the other day becuase I thought maybe it would look cute with my new style (I now have this business look about me which I love) and well, I guess they need to be broken in cause my feet are killing me!!! Luckily I have a pair of socks that are easy the pain a bit. At first I thought maybe I bought the right size but no... It's a size 7 so yeah I just need to break them in. So I was reading GoodMonkey's post and I wanted to chip in with going green too! So this is my theme today. Oh and to answer a question about a store here, Publix is like the neighborhood grocery store. Its all over Florida. It actually bought out the Food Lion (if anyone heard of that) so what used to be the Food Lion is now Publix here in the south. lol Anyway, yesterday, me and Israel took a road trip to my grandma's house. It was fun too. The air was cool and it wasn't humid at all. Plus traffic wasn't so bad so being on the motorcycle wasn't so scary. I did however get a bit of a tan. lol but it looks good! I really enjoyed being out with him that day. Now, our next outing will be shopping for a bookshelf! Oh I can't wait to get my things out of the boxes. So, today is a good day. I didn't have to go to school so early and well, my flare up is almost gone but that doesn't mean I wont go see my doctor. I need to ask him if my medicine is working right or not. I have no idea. They may give me another colonoscopy. YUK!!!! But thats okay as long as it will benefit me. Anyway, how are you my friends? I noticed that everyone has been doing okay. I've been fine too. Except my mother still hates me. She just sent me and email calling me a slut, skank and a whore. But what made me laugh was that she spelled whore like Hore. lol I laughed loud. I just wish I could talk to my sister again but she never will want to talk to me again.... It's tough to say but my sister is like my mother's goon. It's sad to say also..... Maybe one day it will all pass? I hope so. Other than that, I am just going to enjoy my life. Speaking of enjoying, school has become a little easier on me but Mid Terms are coming up soon. I'm a little nervous. I have a skill check examination in the labratory on Wednesday. I hope I pass. I pray I pass. My lab partner Justin says I know what I am doing it's just I really have to be careful in what I am doing. Microniology is one of the hardest labs here. I have confidence in myself though. I know I can do it. My microbiology lecture midterm is also on wednesday and oh crap!!!!! Math exam on Wednesday too!!! Jeez, it's all lined up. I know what I am doing tommorrw.... CRAM!!!! *Runs in circles* I feel very overwhelmed now that I think about it. At least this semester is almost over. Next one will be waaaaaay better!!! Anyway, I'm gonna get to studying a bit. I hope you all have a great day! Sorry I ramble on so darn much. Take care!

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Gotta slight fever and no sleep! It's gonna be a great day!

Ugh, i had to go to the hospital the other night for serious intestinal problems. The doctors said I was fine but because I have Ulcerative Colitis, There is bleeding higher up in the intestines and now I need to go se my Gastroenterologist on October 20th. I cant believe they make me that so far away with an appointment when I am really sick. I think that is annyoing and bad. I really hope I can handle all of this by next month. Which is coming like by tomorrow? Yeah it is..... So anyway, yesterday I stayed home and rested in bed. My body hurts so bad and I want my flare up to go away. I think it's stress, and other eating factors and possibly sleep factors that has made this flare up so bad. But anyway, lets move on. How are you guys doing today? I've been.... well you all know how I have been. Life is going well. I have been just chilling and putting out job applications online. Next stop is Publix and Walgreens. I hope I get a job by next week. I really would like to have the extra money in my pocket ya know? Lol so I hear this girl talking about DNA and i so totally know what she is talking about however, the way she is explaining it, I think i can do better. She isn't explaing well about the 5' and 3' ends and that it is a double helix. She is calling it three and five end insted or three and five prime and she is sayings it's like a double highway not double helix. lol I think English is her second language. Oh well. As long as I know what it's all about. I just feel bad for the girl she is tutoring. I think the tutor just wants to be able to talk and show off how much she knows compared to the other girl. I hate tutors like that!!!! Especially if I have to pay them. Has anyone had a tutor like that or had a classmate do taht to you? Ugh it's absolutly annoying!!! Ugh I feel so dehydrated today. I need to grab a water bottle. But the more water I drink the worse my condition is..... I can't win!!! So today my theme in pictures is fruit!!! Kind of random but hey fruit is awesome!!!! Now, I must tale my leave. I hae class in thirty minutes and I need to go get that water and have a 20 minte bathroom break. uuuugggghhhhh I hope my voleyball coach will let me sit this class out without penalty. I hope soooooo!!!! Anyway, later on I will comment more. I did a few now and I will make sure to get the rest of you later. I hope you are all doing well. Take care!

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