Good Afternoon my friends? How are you? I decided to go and comment and visit your sites first so I can have time to read everyone's fairly. I'm glad I got to meet a new member of the MyOtaku. Her name is EvileMonkey. lol I believe her and GoodMonkey are good friends?But anyway, I woke up today to realize that everyone in my house left super early to go somewhere. No not or anything. It's times like these where I wish I had a car and I would pack my things up and move away without them seeing. I was really sad actually because no one told me they were leaving. My sister doesn't talk to me anymore and my mom doesn't say anything to me at all. Not even hello. I haven't called them yet because I will feel very dumb if I do so... I guess I should just enjoy this time alone?
I called Israel today to talk with him and he made me feel happy. We talked until he had to go to work. I miss him so much! But he will be back in mid August and I am so excited!!! He says that we are going to be together forever and I really actually want that. Normally when a man tells me that I get scared and want to leave but with him.... it's so different and I love it!!! It makes me happy inside however I do get a little scared because what if he ends up not liking me? I have known him since I was 16 and I have told him so much about myself already.... maybe I'm just worrying way to much.
So, GoodMonkey? How in the world did you get to change your theme??? I can't change mine at all and it's bugging me so much!!! Tell me your secrets pleeeaaaassseeeee????
Thanks so much GoodMonkey for calling me a good friend. And Deadly Neko? Of course if I need to talk more about things I will come to you and all my friends. You guys are like my cyber family now. You guys show me more concern than my real family does. X Shadowme X I know it is a pretty hard decision to make but sometimes I feel like if I left, maybe my family will like me more... It's like flipping a coin. There is always a chance it wont land your way.... But that is what life is about isn't it? Taking risks and living??
Anyway I gotta go now. I will talk to you al later!!!
