So, I feel like this is goiing to be an urgent post to bring my friend CrystalFlute back to the MyOtaku.She is very upset and I realy don't know the whole story to it but I really miss her and I care about how she is feeling. She feels like she can't be herself on here because she feels as if she is upsetting people. I want her to know thatYOU CAN BE YOURSELF CRYSTALFLUTE!!!!!
We really care about you and I consider us a family. lol (I know maybe I'm a little lame but hey!) I really feel like I'm going to lose a great friend and I really don't want that. I really hope she understands that no matter what you will be loved here!!!!
That is a card that I made a long time ago when the MyOtaku was hoppin. lol I found all my cards on theotaku so, here you guys go!! See this is a message that I want EVERYONE to hear. Everyone on the MyOtaku is an awesome friend. Sometimes our feelings get the best of us but that does not mean we can ridicule them for that or make them feel like that are looking for attention.
Please don't leave us CrystalFlute. You are amazing, sweet and pretty and
You are such a good friend!!!!!
I want to thank you guys for commenting yesterday. It meant a lot. And thank you for keeping my hopes up with Israel. HE told me that we are going to run away together and start our life together. I can't wait. He says once he is enlisted into the Marines, me and him are going to get married so I will be able to always see him and be with him. I love him so much and I can't wait until he comes back here to Florida.
Today, I'm probably not going to do much. I have a toothache and my mother hasn't given up her silence on me. (she hasn't said one word to me in two days) So she wont take me to the dentist. This really sucks. Israel says when he gets back he will take me there. Thank goodness for that! I'm probably going to just read some of your posts and comment and then play Oblivion (I love that game soooo much!) And then read my book The Witches of Eastwick And yeah that will be my day. I am still on vacation from work and yes I am enjoying it because I can sleep in and talk to Israel at night and catch up on all that lost sleep that I have obtained.
So how are all of you today? Good I hope. If not, shout it out here on my comments. I like it when people vent and let out all their steam. lol It always helps me. My doctor told me that if I hold in my feelings then I will make my disease worse. So, If anyone needs to vent or rant or rave or yell or cry or be happy I am always open for discussion!!!
You guys are the absolute best
And I love you! lol
Anyway, I'll be on my way now. My mom is home and I'm going to clean the house a little bit. o one really does that a lot around here. I hate having a dirty home. It *shivers* bothers me. However, my room can get a little disorganized at times but hey, no one is perfect. lol I will talk to everyone later so I hope to see you around.
Oh and CrystalFlute, please know that you are wanted here and don't worry about the people who can't handle your feelings. Don't ever tone yourself down to make others happy. I care about you so remember, Just let out those feelings. That is what your friends here are for.
