Hello, everyone how are you? I’m doing pretty well now. Yesterday was good because my mom finally calmed down and I spent the day just relaxed. Then I went grocery shopping and I had lots of fun doing that. Shopping always makes me feel better. I really don’t know why though. Lol maybe it’s just spending money or thinking about all the food I’m going to cook.
Once I got home Israel came over to my house which was an amazing surprise!!!! He told me he wanted to take me somewhere and he took me out to eat at Applebee’s. I thought that was so sweet too because he knows how stressed I have been so he wanted to make me happy by spoiling me again. Lol He gave me a digital camera too. It’s really nice. He says he wants to start taking pictures of me and him together so do you know what that means???
BUM BUM BUUUUMI am so posting pictures on here now!!! I never had my own camera before so it is pretty cool to be able to take pictures whenever I want. I hate asking my sister to let me use her camera. It doesn’t work so well for some reason (and it’s nicer than this camera too) so I don’t like being very responsible for her things. You can understand I’m sure. Lol
My mother apologized for trying to break my computer. She felt bad because she thought it really did break and she knows how important this laptop is for college. Without this baby I would DIE!!!!! This computer helps me out so much that I probably am addicted to it. Whenever I need fast access at school, I got my little Laptop here. Lol It’s a Gateway computer and boy does she know how to take a punch. Lol It’s very sturdy and I love the Gateway brand. Our first desktop computer in 1996 was a Gateway and it lasted for a long time and then it got stolen… but then we got another gateway and it lasted a long time until it got struck by lightning….. This one I am trying to take very very good care of but when people are punching her and throwing her around, it really takes away the life of the computer.
Thank you for all of your kind and sweet words yesterday. It really made me feel better. I don’t believe what my mother says is true but t just really gets to me when she says it publically and in front of my siblings. Israel knows what kind of things she does so I don’t think he will go away. He is look for an apartment for me and him and he will have one by the end of this month. School starts next week so I know I will be up in Tampa with him too.
the only bad thing is that Israel is having car trouble and it’s getting pretty pricey. I know he works and makes good money but still I know he doesn’t have a lot of it so I really hope he can handle this. I don’t want him to keep taking me out buying me dinner when he needs to fix his car but he won’t take no for an answer…. He says he has missed way to much while he was gone. I know he wants to make me happy but…. I don’t want him to go broke. I love him way too much.
Today I had to work and well, it was no fun. My throat still kind of hurts and I was irritated today. I almost got an attitude with a customer because she was being way to demanding. I stopped myself because I don’t want to take anything out on anyone but still I was somewhat shocked at myself. I don’t know what has gotten into me today. I need to take a nice hot bubble bath… I feel happier though because my mother chilled out and Israel still loves me but I think inside I am really hurting…. I don’t know why… Have you ever felt that way before? It’s downright aggravating!!!
So, I noticed that tonight isn’t much of a posting night. I really hope that once the school semester starts everyone will still be able to get onto the Myotaku. I will really miss everyone who can’t get on as much…. Cause then everyone will lose touch!!! I’m kinda scared of that…. But hey, I think we will all be friends forever anyways. *huggles everyone*
Anyway, I got to go now and take my medicine and talk to Israel. I will read posts and comment on the ones who updated today. Not many did though…. Take care of all of my wonderful friends. You guys mean so much to me. Never forget that. ^_^
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