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Monday, August 30, 2010

You are the only exception


Well, my friends, my mother has had the last straw with me I guess. i'm spending today and tomorrow with my love, Israel and she told me to get out. She said I was selfish for choosing him over my education and my family. But the problem is, I am at school, he said he doesn't want me skipping classes and I certainly don't want to choose him over my family. I just didn't get to see him on his birthday and I don't see the problem of staying with him for two nights. She started a fight with me but she let me go out cause she said she needed my paycheck and she cant have me moving out just yet. This is so stressful.

On top of that I got a flare up so my insides are all messed up. I guess that's the price I pay for not being able to manage stress. Having Ulcerative colitis sucks. I never thought I would have an auto-immune disease but darn.... life is so unexpected. But I took my meds so maybe my intestines will calm the heck down. lol

So my wonderful friends how have you been? I've been doing pretty well. I'm kind of tired but I am also really happy because I'm with Israel and when I am with him things that seem tough become simple and life is just better. School has been good today. I got to play Volleyball and practice. I want to become really good though. I am going to buy a volleyball and start practicing because I want to join the volleyball team that is offered here at HCC. I wonder if I could make it? I want to be apart of something good and I think sports would be awesome. And it would help me over power my disease. Have you ever wanted to be apart of something big? Or something around a close knit set of people? I have always to be apart of it but I always felt like I wasn't good enough to be apart of something really awesome. But now I'm changing all those thoughts I embedded into my mind. All this rebelling against my mother has made me stronger and I gained some self-esteem. After my father ran off, my family life has gotten easier but because I'm the child of my father and not my sister or brother's dad (which he isn't around either) I get treated like my father now. My dad wasn't a really great person but why do I have to get the brunt of it all now that he ran off? Maybe it's because she knows I'm going to run off too. But I am nothing like my father.

Thanks BritLaw. lol yeah I love Astrology/Astronomy too but I keep it to myself around Israel because he is a very faithful Christian and sometimes he gets an attitude with things like that when I bring it up. lol But it's ok. I believe in that stuff!!! Thanks everyone for the nice comments. I haven't really been able to get on here to much because I work four days a week and study seven days a week. Well more like five. But still. Anyways, I am going to stop writing now and I will write back again on Wednesday. Israel doesn't have internet at our apartment yet. *giggles*

Please take care my wonderful friends. I will go and read and comment on your sites soon! Bye Bye!
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