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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Hear my Prayer


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Well, I think my mind is totally gone right now. Israel and I had a huge fight last night about messages in my facebook inbox. It was a month ago when I told you that my friend said I was attractive and I was totally weirded out by it? I never deleted the messages and Israel went through them and he said I was disrespecting our relationship because I didn't tell the guy off and delete him as a friend. I clearly told the guy that I have a boyfriend andthat nothing will ever happen but Israel didn't take that at all. He says he has no trust for me whatsoever because he said I am basically cheating on him by allowing it to happen and that if he sees this happen again he is going to leave me. Honestly..... I don't know what to think of this.

He told me to fuck off and left me last night. He came back and we talked and he still was upset. He wouldnt get close to me and I asked him why. He said it just doesn't feel right anymore. This morning he was nicer and we hugged and kissed but when he dropped me off at schoola dnI went to hug him, he pulled away and said "You don't want people to know you have a boyfriend." He drove off and sent a message saying "Stop looking for an easy answer. you fucked us up. fix it." I am so hurt because I feel he went way out of proportion with this whole situation. Kyle (the other roomate) doesn't see what is really so wrong but Israel has high standards and being with him is not easy but I love him so much. I don't know what is going to happen now. Israel says he loves me and that is why he didn't leave me last night....... I want to die.

I am at school right now, I should be writing up my volleyball report but I just needed to vent and talk about this with someone at least. I'm so very very sad right now..... What is leaving home was a big big mistake? What if Israel just gets tired of me and leaves? I will have no where to go. Oh God..... I pray to God that everything just blows over....


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