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Monday, November 22, 2010
Don't bother none
Well, long time no post. I have some bad news for you guys too. Since things have gotten bad for me in life right now, I may not be able to post or read your posts as much as I would like. You see things have gotten so bad for me that I don't even know what to do..... Let me explain...... Well, the other day, Israel used my computer and I forgot to log out of facebook (yet again..... and this time I deleted my facebook) He read a message that I forgot was in there and well, he seen that an old friend of mine had a little crush on me. This message was from 2009 when I wasn't even dating Israel. But, I totally forgot about this incidence and well, Israel told me that we are no longer together as a couple..... He says I broke his heart for the last time. He yells at me now everyday about how I ruined our relationship by lying about my friend. I totally forgot about how he had a small crush on me. It only lasted like four days!!!!!!!! Ugh.... But here is the problem with everything Israel has told everyone that we are broken up and he changed his status on facebook to single but, he wont let me leave the apartment, we go on walks and he holds my hand everywhere we go, we still sleep close to each other in bed, he kisses me and he still goes as far as you know..... And then when all is said and done he will whisper in my ear telling me how I ruined our relationship but we will figure things out. All I can say is ???????????? He wears the key I gave him around his neck now. I don't know what he wants. He says I need to take ownership in what I did and that I need to admit that I am a liar. I want him back though. I can't stand to think of him being with another woman. He says that he can't ever marry anyone but me. He said that yesterday night. This morning he looked at me before he dropped me off at school, kissed my forhead and then told me that he will figure things out. Then he kissed me. Right now, I am so confused and I think that is what he wants to do. We still act like we are together but I haven't told anyone but you guys that we are broken up. He's told everyone!!!!!!! I wish I could win the lottery. A big lottery too so if he decides he never wants me back, I can get the hell up out of there and live on my own forever. After Israel, I will probably never love a man again. I don't know what to do anymore....... If you guys have any ideas as to how to own up to a lie that would be great or how to get someone back without looking like a pity party or pathetic that would be great. Or just give me some advice as to what I should do. |
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