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Wednesday, November 24, 2010

If it can better?


Hello everyone. How have you been? I've been tired, running on empty, and emotionally drained. I don't know how much more I can really take right now. Israel says he doesn't know if he will ever get back with me but you see will still act like a couple only we just look like we are mad at each other a lot now. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I just want him with me again. We are so close and I don't want to lose him.... I love him so much!!!! He is really confusing me too. Last night, we went to bed (together as always) and we were talking about pretty much nothing and we were having a good time. Then he turned off the lights and he pulled me close to him and we fell asleep in each other's arms. He asked me if I wanted to start a family. I said yes and then he said I want to too. ?????????? What. The. Heck? I woke up from a dream this morning. I felt like someone was squeezing me and wouldn't let go. I woke up one minute before my alarm. When I woke up I was screaming and Israel was holding me very close. I don't know why but I think I am scared of him..... The person in my dream wasn't Israel but what if it's a sign?

Ugh I really don't know what to do. I turned off my facebook now so no one can infiltrate. I also changed the password too. Apparently you cannot really delete a facebook account but you can deactivate it. lol Whatever works. Thank goodness I have this secret place of myotaku. This is really where I vent and talk. Thank you guys for being the best ever. ^_^

As for me, I'm gonna go and read your updates. You guys take care okay? Oh and Happy Thanksgiving!
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