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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Well, who has the upper hand?


I think I finally knocked some fucking sense into Irsael.

LAst night he made the worst move he could have possibly done with me that night. So all was well and we were watching a movie and he starts to come on to me and I really don't feel like doing anything intimate with him because we already did you know what I mean? And well, he got pissed off at me asking me why I don't want to be intimate with him as much and why I don't know why I feel that way. I still told him that "I don't know" and when I did that he got super mad and he said well, "the next time you are feeling healthy and you don't want to get intimate with me then I am just gonna stop trying with you and look for someone else to do it with me." He knew that sounded bad and then he threw in a joke at the end. When he said that he knew I was hurt and angry and PISSED!!!! He clenched up and I almost started to growl and I started hitting the wall really hard. He was like "Oh My God Brittany I didn't mean that! I didn't mean that!" Then I screamed back at him "You wanna know why i really don't want to be intimate as much with you? You really want to know why????" I told him it's because he hurts my feelings all the time and that he hurts me deep and I try to hide it but no matter what he keeps hurting me and it's affecting the way I feel about myself and the way I feel about life and the way I feel about him. He pretty much knows know that it's all his fault. I told him and he felt bad. I know he did. I told him to fucking get off of me when he tried to touch me or hold me. I asked him how he would have felt if I told him I would go out and find someone else to please me. I know for a fact that even if I joked about that my ass would be out the damn door.

Other than that, I deleted my facebook, and got rid of alot ofmy guy friends and now myotauk is like what BritLaw said. "our sectret little clubhouse". This is really my favorite place to talk and rant and vent and be happy. I'm glad I never gave this place up.

Well, my microbiology final exam is tonight. I'm gonna go study for it after volleyball class. I'm super nervous but I think I am ready for it. I should be. I've been doing well in the class as it is already. I hope you guys do well on your finals (if they are coming up soon. Please take care my friends. You are the best ever!

I can't wait until winter vacation. I will keep you guys updated then too. Bye bye!


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