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Tuesday, February 8, 2011




Okau, so I am very sorry I haven't been around a lot. Lots of bad things have happened recently and it's ben making life so difficult to bear. About a week ago I found out that my grandmother passed away..... It's really hard to talk about right now, but now I know where that sad feeling I was talking about was coming from. Guys, I don't know how to feel right now. I never experienced anyone in my family's death before. This hurts so bad and in a way, I kind of don't believe it. I keep calling her letting the phone ring for minutes and minutes...... What should I do?

Israel and I have been fighting more because he thinks I am going to live with my mom again. She has been talking to me more begging me to come home with her. But she wants me to give her my paychecks again and to take care of the house. I mean, I feel so selfish fpr not wanting to come home. Plus now she has cancer and she looks very bad.... It's making me cry right now to think about it....

I'm gonna go now, I hope I can post back soon. I took the weekend off to mourn and to just freakin relax about everything.


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