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Monday, April 25, 2011


This is how I feel!


Well, I just found out that I will be going by myself to maryland. I find that okay because I ust want to take a break from Israel and be by myself visiting my family. I know it sounds bad but it's true. I don't think I can spend the rest of my life with him. We had two fights this week. One was more of an irritated argument.

The first one was about kids. As you may know, he is 21 and i am 20. I have big dreams. I want to get my masters and get a great job before I have kids and I may be around 27 or 28 when that happens. He wants kids when I turn around 24. He says if Iwe don't have kids but like 26 then we wont have any at all. I find that really mean. I want to get my life straight and settled and live first. Not throw my life away right in the middle to have a baby. Seriously.You know, I feel like how I did when I lived with my mom. I even put a password lock on my phone so he can't get into it. I don't even talk to him about what I feel anymore because he doesn't understand me. We are so different and I don't think it will work.

Anyway, sorry about the complaining. At least I have a place to go up North. My dad wants me to live up there with him but with my own place. yay! I already got the acceptance letter to the community college and i am getting all my financial aid taken care of. I just hope life up north is better. My grandmother loved it so maybe I will too ^_^

Anyway, I should be studying for my exams tomorrow. My final exams are on May 3rd. Oh! Im nervous.

Take care my friends!


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