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Tuesday, September 27, 2011




Hey everyone! Whats up? I have been doing well. I'm glad to be back on here. I started to think about my life and I got to thinking, I need to start making my life more productive. I know working is productive but I want to stimulate my mind. I want to start studying again, and practice my instrument (the flute), I want to keep writing in my diary, and maybe finish some of the novels I've started. I have been mulling over everything and I miss Israel. But i don't want that to put me down.

Yes, Israel didn't stay here in Maryland. He went back to Florida and we are doing that long distance relationship. I don't like it and if he were anyone else, I wouldn't do this. But I love him and I want us to work. If we are truly meant to be then we will make this work. I don't feel the need to find someone else because I am lonely but that doesn't mean I don't miss him. I can do this relationship long distance. It gives me the chance to focus on myself and work and study without the distractions of being in a relationship. Hopefully he will be back by next fall. He is finishing school in Florida and that wont be for two semesters...... at least before he transfers up here.

I changed my major to Science Laboratory technology. I want a job and jobs in research are just so hard to get. With this degree, I can get a job and I am able to go to a four year university to continue my education. I want to get my life started and I hope this works.

Anyway, I work today from 4:30 to 8:30 tonight. Its only four hours. I need more hours unfortunately. I am trying to get a car so I can get to college. It really sucks when your broke. Oh well.Oh and thank you guys so much for commenting! I really hope to hear from you all soon again


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