Okay so I feel very tired today and I have to work all night. I know I must say this all the time but I want a better job and now!!!!! I'm sure alot of people feel that way too. You know, since I have been in Maryland I feel like life is darkening. Or maybe it's because I stay in a basement all day long. I want to be in school now and I want a car so I can go places and get away from this small living space. And maybe when I get a car a better job will be closer in my horizons.Israel is starting to discourage me about our relationship. I dunno what he is really doing but for now, I really just want to keep him off my mind and focus on my future. I'm tired of him making me feel so bad and lonely at times.... So I really want to start school so I can study and not worry about all that stuff.
So how has everyone been? I hope good. Sorry I haven't been on much. I caught a terrible cold, I've been working and well, sleeping. I may not post back for a little while after this though. Tomorrow I can finally venture out into the world! I have a train that is taking me out to Delaware and I am going to see my friend Alyssa and I will be going to my friend Kyleigh's wedding! I can't wait to see her. We met on MyOtaku. She was one of my first friends on here too. So she is a pretty important person. ^_^
So, the weather here has been pretty strange. I wonder if it will start to stay consistent. I know by now it can only get colder from here and I'm not too worried about that. I got my winter clothes.
See? I'm all ready for winter! lol Oh and so for Halloween my work said I could dress up and I did but I ended up being the only one who did! That made me a little mad but everyone liked my costume. I just put on my old clothes and I ended up looking like a wizard of some sort. I had a green witch hat but through the night it got itchy. haha
There I am. lol sorry it's a little blurry. My phone kinda sucks with taking pictures. Anyway, I better be off. I'm getting very tired and I have to get ready for work in a few hours. Plus I wanna eat something. Oh and guess what? My flare ups are getting better! I haven't been in pain in a long while. Thank Heavens. I hope things just get better from here. Good bye guys! Hope to hear from you soon!
