Birthday • 1991-01-14 Gender •
Female Location • In your head Member Since • 2004-06-09 Occupation • Musician Real Name • Faroe
Personal
Achievements • So many things Anime Fan Since • FOREVER!!!!! Favorite Anime • i love almost every type of anime Goals • Becomeing the greatest drummer in the world Hobbies • Video Games, Music, Anime Talents • music, writing, voice acting
myOtaku.com: Faroe
Friday, December 9, 2011
I'm a fucking survivor
If that's one thing I learned from my mom. Is that I am a survivor and I don;t need a man to keep me alive and safe. I can take ANYTHING!!!!!!
Well, now that I got that out of my system..... Wait. No. I haven't. I am trying to get myself stronger. All my old friends still want to be my friends. (even after I ditched them all to make Israel happy.) So I guess they are real? He said they are fake. I have so much love surrounded by me. He is not the only one who loves me and wanted to take care of me. I love ME and I want to take care of MYSELF!!!!!!
I can do anything and I traveled here from my home town. I left my childhood, I left behind my fears. I left behind all those fucking lies. I left all the abuse. I don't need a fucking man to do the same exact shit my mom was doing to me.
Picking and choosing my friends telling me what to wear Who I can hang out with telling me I can't see my family Calling me a whore Always judging me
You don't take away from someone's life. you ADD to it.
And that's all I have to say about that.
So how are you all? I've been doing well. Talking with all my old friends. Some are coming up ere to visit me next week. How nice. Gonna party and chill. lol I'm going to Delaware in January to party for my 21st birthday with my best friend Alyssa and my family is going to take me out too. I am going to finally buy a car with the money I earned like always. ^_~ Then I start school and then I am on my way to fantastic career! Then I will make new friends, new relationships and most importantly be healthy. My friends are so proud of me that I finally let him go now. And I never once got a flare up!!!!! Not once! I'm done with this shit! He can go and control another weak girl. She can live that life of a slave. I wont. I can find someone who will let me love and be myself. Express my opinions and not call me a whore if I am a little outrageous and spunky and funny and dress how I want. (I never dressed like a whore but he said I did.) You guys seen my pictures? I never look like a whore! Jeez.
He seriously has more pride than his looks perceive. I am a beautiful woman who has so many things going for me. I'm smart, loving, funny, faithful. I'm great and I would rather spend that with my friends and new people who are NORMAL!!!!!!!
Anyway, I hope you guys are doing well in school. I know that finals are going on and I know that you all are going to do well and pass and get those degrees.
I hope to hear from you all soon! How are your holiday plans going? Lots of fun and family? I sure hope so. ^_^ I love you all my Otaku sisters!
And thank you all so much for encouraging words and your patience. You all have listened to a lot of my crap and my loveless love with him. Gosh how stupid was I? You should have told me I was a freaking crazy girl. HAHA Please help me to never go back to him.....
