Tuesday, July 11, 2006

   I hate school
Yes, I said it....I hate this dreaded thing. But the good thing is 1)I got a job at Target! 2)I actually talked to a boy for an hour and a half!First time ever! 3) I renewed my relationship with the Lord! hurray for me! i think that this year is going to be absolutely spectacular. i just wanted to give you the jist of what is going on in my life ^_^. Okay i will see you all later
Faye
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Friday, June 2, 2006

   Happy Birthday Nancy!
Yay! I have finally turned 19! I think that the downside of this age is that I've passed status from 18, but am not yet 21 -_- *sigh* odd ages suck LOL. Well yah, I get out of school on the 17th of June, but then I'm taking a class at BC starting on June 12th..how that works out, I dont know. But the plan is that I will end on August 2nd, and then finally have a real summer, at least until September 22nd...thats when school starts for me *tear* Oh! and I need to find a job too. I have to save up for gas and food money. Irvine houses and stuff are so expensive. I dont know what to do! Yipes...oh well that is in the future. I have to worry about now! I have finals in 2 weeks so yah..I have to study like a hermit! See you all later

Happy Birthday Me!
Love to All,
Nancy
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Thursday, April 6, 2006

   I thought that I would be getting used to this by Now...
I thought that I would be getting used to staying in the Dorms by now, but now my situation has become worse. I miss home and everyone there. I was remembering how lively I was when I was home, and here...I'm always so worn out. I cant stay like this forever, It's tearing my spirit apart. I want to come back home, I want to be with the people I love. But then again, I dont want to leave the people that I love here either. Why must I be torn in this way! I thought that I would be able to adjust right after spring break...but I guess my mind was just playing tricks on me again. I want things to be different. I want things to be better. The week right before spring break, and spring break were the best weeks that I had in the Last 3 months...and now things are getting more and more complicated and I just feel like giving up. I dont want to be this way...but I dont want to be the other way either. Please Pray for me! I need help...not only physically, or mentally...but spiritually as well.

I love you all
Nancy
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

   Minna! Problems just seem to arrive!
The man that I adore is about 26 or 27 years old! I dont know if true love can save this situation...especially since my parents are uber protective.

Pray for my sanity!
Faye
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Monday, March 20, 2006

   Currently...as of this moment...NOW...
Yo to the people out there! The weeks are drawing closer and I dont really know what is going on around me. I went to a church conference today and I realized that I might just have a crush on someone for reals! Not one of those "Oh, he's cute!" crushes...No man, this is the real deal! Not that I'm going to tell any details or anything...but even though I dont see this person often...I feel like I have a weird connection with him. "Awww now that's cute!"

So here I am...swooning over someone I dont even really know, but I do talk to him when I can! So dont get me wrong, its not like we are strangers or anything LOL. If only I went to an all-boys school...this would be like a certain graphic novel I just finished reading! I thought it was absolutely hilarious how they (Sano and Mizuki) both loved each other, but neither of them knew how the other felt, so they kept their feelings inside -_- crazy bakas! I cant believe it took *blank* (insert number here(so that we dont ruin it for Bena)) number of volumes for them to confess! Dang it...I read and read and finally it happened, I guess that super long suspense is the best way that people could make money in the manga business.Even though it literally kills the readers who have to wait...and the bank accounts that hold their money!*sigh* Otaku tend to be poor...

So yah...I believe that things are looking up for the most part. I've been talking with another guy(not the one that I'm crushing on..this one is a previous crush LOL) (who I think is kawaii) and he and I have had numerous conversations now to date! I cant believe that once I shift my attention to someone else How easy it is to talk to my previous tet-a-tets! wow That is a revelation that I must utilize to the utmost as time progresses *points finger happily*

Well things are going well. I have one more final on Friday (Chem) and then a final paper due for my english class. Plus I have to wait for grades in order to see if I pass into next quarter's classes *shiver*...Then I have a wedding this saturday...one of my male(...no he's really JUST a BUDDY) buddies at church is getting married! Yay so I get to dress up and go see his lovely wife in her wedding dress! I'm SUCH A HOPELESS ROMANTIC Lol! And then finally! A breather with spring break HURRAY! I cant wait to return to all of my fellow Bakersfieldians!

I'm uber excited ^_^
Well I better head to bed, I have a ton of work to do today...(and its productive work too! *gasp!*)
So I will update when I can ^-^
Love to all
Nana-Sama (AKA Faye!)(All-Hail)*I almost forgot LOL*
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Monday, March 13, 2006

   Jesus conquered the world, and gives us Victory!
Amen! Praise the Lord! Halleluiah!
I am so excited to be living today and everyday with the Lord by my side ^_^. I just cant tell you all about the joy that I have felt recently...even though I have 3 finals and a final paper to worry about...I just figured that if I stressed about those things then it wouldnt be any benefit to me. I have decided to leave it to the Lord because he is so gracious to take care of all of our needs! Amen! So how has everyone been? I've been fine! Other than struggling to study for all of my finals, and snoop after tall dark strangers LOL...I've been trusting in the Lord and taking each day one step at a time. I think that I have developed a new lease on life now that I realize I have really nothing to fear LOL. So yah...I hope that all of you are having an uber blessed time out in Bako! I miss all of you, and hopefully we will be able to hang out over spring break ^_^!
Love always!
Nana-Sama (All Hail!)
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   In celebration of completion!
Its me Nancy (all hail!) and after weeks of intense studying and banging my head on walls...I have finally completed the first set of midterms! Yay...I think that in order to celebrate the occasion, I will properly announce the fact that I have actually made conversation with the men that I adore. (there are only 2 so far...my Chem TA Andrew...and my church buddy Paul ^_^) soooo happy. I know they are both really old (like 23) but what can I say...they are single and spicy!! I didnt even know what spurred me to step away from my usual "Stalk don't interact" routine...but I think it's time that I make a move in my life LOL! So I see Koneko and her man are making progress! What about your escapades Bena and Gany? Well yah, I decided to drop my calculus class and take a break from math until next quarter or this coming summer vacation. I dont really know how I am still coping with all of my classes, but the Lord has really been helping me lately. I watched SAW 2 yesterday...and I was freaked out beyond all reason! I was so scared the whole time. My roomate's boyfriend got her the DVD for V-Day (b/c my roomate likes scary movies) and so she invited me to come watch it...at midnight...in the dark...with no one to hold me when I got scared (which was the whole time LOL) so I just sat there, petrafied and trembling. LOL I followed the two of them around all night long so that I wouldnt be alone. They thought it was hilarious. I was like a scared little lost kitten. Well yah..I think that I will end here because I have to do some work (productive work) now LOL. I will hopefully update and post some more later
Love to all who care
Faye-Chan <(^-^<) <(^-^)> (>^-^)> Kirby dance!
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Saturday, February 4, 2006

   It has been a long time Minna!
Yo to all who know me! This is the Nana-Sama (the long lost duckling with no apperent life...) Yes I have returned after at least 2 months of utter wandering. So how has everyone been so far? I have been so busy with my life that it seems like I just dont have time in the day to do the things that I did in the past. I miss all of you ever so dearly and I wish that I could come back to see you all. I have 18 units this quarter so I have classes every day except the weekends, and even then I just dont have enough time to do laundry or anything. So yes...I am still alive. I just took 2 of the 4 midterms that I have this first 5 weeks of class. I took the Chem and the Calculus so I have been cramming and stressing for the past few weeks. SO sorry that it seems like I have forgotten about you all, but I havent. Um...I guess that is basically it for now...hopefully I will be able to post more frequently as the tiem goes by...I really dunno what the day holds, but I will be sure to tell all of you the details if anything exciting popps up.!
Well I will be seeing all of you on the flip side,
Nana-Sama (all hail!)
*sigh* soooo exhausted...
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Sunday, December 11, 2005

   MINNA!!!
Another day! Another life LOL. What is up with this font? I wonder why everything changed. Well yah, I spent the last friday in my dorm dancing and watching movies with our RA and the people who stayed over till Saturday. I really got into the whole party spirit LOL. We played games like tag and Werewolf all night and I really had fun until I had to wake up at 8:00 on saturday morning. That was really funny. My room mate set her alarm for 8:00, but she ended up waking up at 11:00. We had to be out of our dorms by 12:00 sharp or we would be charged money LOL. I guess I'm getting used to the whole dorm scene now. I used to hate it, but after going down there and hanging out with the people for like 10 hours, I think they really like my company ^_^. I'm grateful that the Lord is allowing me to adjust well to the social limelight of college LOL. I think that I might just have to find a place ON campus to stay, for next year. I kinda wanted to live off campus, because Its much cheaper, but now...I think that it might be better to hang with the people that I already know. So yah...here I be...with my Irvine Clique... (obviously they havent reached the title of POSSE like my Bako Posse has) that would take at least 3.7456 years. I actually calculated LOL. So I will end here, I want to help Pam (the lady I'm staying with) cook for the people who are coming to her house today. I wuv my posse!

Nana-Sama (All Hail !) ....Now!
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Thursday, December 1, 2005

   Just another Day!
Meru-Meru-Meh! WOAH... just another day LOL. I just got done watching One Tree Hill after eating some really good oatmeal. I registered for Winter Quarter Classes today and man was it hectic! My Registration window opened really late and It seemed like I would get no classes, but I prayed really hard and I trusted that the Lord would come through...and HE DID! I was soo happy, I got all of the classes that I wanted, escept for my Chem Lab, but the lady in the office said that I shouldnt worry about that until later! So everything worked out fine! I just LOVE the Lord! He always comes through no matter what the circumstance is...So yah I have a research thing going on during my first week of winter break. So I will be arrive back in Bakersfield later than I expected....-_- However it will give me experience for the research that I have to do in the summer time! Yatta! Jesus totally rox! He knows exactly how to make everthing perfect, even if the situation seems really sucky at first! yah so I will probably come home some time during the December 16th weekend! yay so that I can spend 3 fruitfully fun weeks with my friends and family. Spreading holiday cheer and other good stuff LOL. yah so that is the basic concept of my post! I hope that it wasnt to overexcited even though I am super hyper right now.
I love you all so much (not in the spewwy way...you nasties!) and I miss you too.... hopefully we can have a great party to make up for the lost time!

okay that's it for now!
Nana-Sama (all hail!)
Ps. Jesus is my Homie-G!
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