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Thursday, April 6, 2006


   I thought that I would be getting used to this by Now...
I thought that I would be getting used to staying in the Dorms by now, but now my situation has become worse. I miss home and everyone there. I was remembering how lively I was when I was home, and here...I'm always so worn out. I cant stay like this forever, It's tearing my spirit apart. I want to come back home, I want to be with the people I love. But then again, I dont want to leave the people that I love here either. Why must I be torn in this way! I thought that I would be able to adjust right after spring break...but I guess my mind was just playing tricks on me again. I want things to be different. I want things to be better. The week right before spring break, and spring break were the best weeks that I had in the Last 3 months...and now things are getting more and more complicated and I just feel like giving up. I dont want to be this way...but I dont want to be the other way either. Please Pray for me! I need help...not only physically, or mentally...but spiritually as well.

I love you all
Nancy

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