Saturday, November 27, 2004

   The Laugh's on Him
Hey all!

I'm sure you're all standing there, staring at the subject line, going "Huh?" Well, don't worry, I'll explain it all to you in a bit. First off, I want to say that I hope that everyone had a great Thanksgiving Weekend!! (Doesn't it just make us wish that our December break was closer?)

Okay. Anyway, thank you all a TON! for yal's support- I'm glad we did so well too! ^-^

Alright, next to wheere I started. The laugh IS on him. Who? Ryan. You know, my boyfriend? Well, used-to-be-bf.

Okay, this is what happened- See, we were talking on the phone, and Ryan's one of the stupid "suicidal" people. -.- He's so stupid. He has such a good life ahead of him. His parents are together and happy and he has a little sister and it's all good. They have good jobs and he doesn't do anything around the house and still gets $20 a week for "allowance". Feh. But, in his own words "His life is horrible, and no one will understand him". Anyway, I was just sort of ignoring him while he wa all moaning about his life because I was cooking (and listening to AFI ^-^) and he didn't seem to like it very much. So then he was going on about how I don't care about him and how I'm a horrid person. I was like- whatever, I'm not letting it get to me. So I just said the usual- I do care, I'm just a little busy right now cooking supper. Well, he didn't LIKE that answer, and before I know it, I'm hearing stuff about how I'm such a slut and how I'm a whore and how I'm so easy the whole school could buy bedroom time with me for less than $3, and that he could get ANY girl on Earth and that'd be better than me. -.-

It went on like that for about 20 whole minutes, and by this time I was on the verge of either hysterics, tears, or both. I was trying to keep my cool, asking him why he thought this and such. He wouldn't answer, and some of the things were really starting to hurt, but when he started about my family- oh hell no! There's no one else in the world that I'd protect more than my family- specifically because I DON'T have that perfect life that he does. He tells me that I don't understand how horrid his life is- I tell him that he has no clue. He hasn't had to rely on neighbors for food because your mom doesn't have a car to drive to work and you're only a little kid. He doesn't know how it's like to not see his dad for years at a time. He doesn't, instead he takes it all for granted, always saying that he wished that his dad and mom( who he calls a SLUT! O.O) would die etc. So when he started saying shit about my mom and my sisters, I couldn't take it and hung up. And do you know what was on my answering machine?! "El- why the HELL did you even have the NERVE to hang up on me? Call me back, you stupid bitch." I was like...O.O HELLO!!! That wasn't even my line- it's my MOM's! So in all honesty, I wa sobbing- he always said he loved me, and then this. WHat happened? So I called my sisters (they live in virginia) Holly and Heather. It goes without saying that they were pissed, but Holly was waaaaaaay beyond pissed, and I never even got to tell her that he was saying shit about her before she was already on the phone. Let's just say- he was put in his place. Not only now is it that if he calls me it'll be reported as harassment, but Holly has already made damn sure through her connections that he won't be getting ANY gf (no matter how SLUTTY >.<) for a damn long time- if ever. So hah! Stupid f*er.

Damn. My life sounds like a Jerry Springer commercial. Oh well. It feels good to have that off my chest, though it makes me really angry and sad at the same time. -.-

Well, I have to get going, have to help Stephanie with a research project about Pegasus. Ta Ta, I <3 you all.

**El
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