Sunday, January 30, 2005

   Sixteen years of joy and counting...
Okay.

I'm sixteen. Wooyeah.

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MY B-DAY is in THREE WEEKS!!11!rawr!!1!

Seventeen, here I COME! Mwa. I just can't contain how happy I feel. "Who is happy everyday?" I sometimes ask myself. It's just no that common. Why am I happy? I have no clue.

I. am. just. happy. :3

No, perfection does not emanate from my pores. I--by no means--have a perfect homelife. I am flawed, yet happy. I am frustrated by things, yet I am content. It's wonderful. ^_^

But, I am expecting a wicked Birthday. I won't have a party or anything, but just meh mommeh, and sibs. Maybe a cheesecake, or ice-cream cake to top it off.^^

Also, today I went to see Phantom of the Opera, again, but this time with my friend, Emily. It was pretty good--even for having already seen it. Though, I completely bust out laughing on a really serious, dramatic part of the movie--when everyone else was quiet. Hah. I couldn't help myself! I think I embarrassed Emily. >.> Heh. Emily and I have a lot of goooood memories together. That little burst of laughter can be another one.^^

But, after that I went over to Kera's house and babysat Emmy. (My niece, my joy.^^) I watched the lil' pumpkin, and then ate some pizza and hung with meh three sibs.

I then came home at about 10, and went online. Woo.

Oh yeah! And as I was at Kera's house.. heh.. I accidentally walked into the garage in the middle of a "weed-fest". *glare*

That was kinda embarassing, and disheartening to me. I knew they did it and all, but it just kinda hit me hard, having seen it again. I haven't seen them smoke in a long time--though they still always did. I guess I kinda thought it as not real again because whenever I saw them they never were smoking.

Then I see this..

But eh. I am their younger sister, and they are much older than me. I have "no right" to tell them not to do it. And maybe that is true. I feel powerless in the situation of their marijuana smoking habit--because I am powerless in it. I have voiced my opinion to them about it, and that is all I can do. But, I will accept them no matter what they do.

Andy and Kera are GREAT people. They are wonderful, and strong. Whenever I see my brother's face I smile. Whenever I think of my sister I admire her strong spirit. That is all I can say. They are very important to me.

Wull, I am out. G'day!
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