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• 2005-02-15
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• ashley

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• my poetry has been published...my heart has been digested...
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• to become a well known author and poet..mayb a lil bit of stage work..but if all fails i'll write screen plays...
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

when i have fears that i may cease to be.....
i had those fears and i held on....and it only got me hurt...i hurt soo bad...in ways by which i can't explain to any of you reading this...i loved him...i love him...and he took everything we built and destroyed it in one weekend with his lies..and his reason...none...he has no reason..but he loves her now...and she is his favorite..after the contribution she had towards destroying me..and i am destroyed..left...loveless..and with this helpless feeling of dissolution..if sense it makes...any?...i am still here...tragically ripped from my crib like an orphan child...loveless...empty...filled from my core with confused anger...and he moves on...leaving me to hurt...to bleed...to stitch myself..i'm like a wounded cat...hiding in my basket under the stairs...licking my own infectous wounds..while a small field mouse peers at me from a chewed void in the wall beside the heating vent...he is chuckeling at me for being so dumb and dashing across the lane...but i fooled them all...i made it didn't i??.i made it back home...barely alive...but living...
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