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• 2005-02-15
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• daydreamer
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• ashley

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• my poetry has been published...my heart has been digested...
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• to become a well known author and poet..mayb a lil bit of stage work..but if all fails i'll write screen plays...
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• writing everything...
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• acting..writing..stand up comedy




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Monday, May 30, 2005

home again home again...jiggity jig....
as i said to kev...too much shit in too little time...everyday is a new worry and more crap....this last little while has really put things into perspective for me in more ways than one...honesty has it's bonuses..but well..it has it's many donwfalls..sometimes keeping things just in your head is a plus...it can stop someone from getting hurt...but it's not being honest...if you should come to the point where things slip out and you are left to deal with the consequences...then you should just count your losses and move on...and move on FAST...don't wait around for an explanation or an excuse to cover it up...just pretend what you said was for the better...right???....WRONG!...honesty kills...it rips everything you've ever lived for away from you...keep your secrets..hide your anger and frustration and leave everyone else out of it...hide it all away...my advice to you all..agree with me or not..i am walking proof of a thought once for the better gone completely ass backwards(quote Mr. Stevenson)...write it down...tell the wall...just keep it in yourself...but get it out all in the same...hide it all away and suffer through...just (so you can't sit and curl up with it anymore)...i don't know if i've asked you all this question before....but just in the same..."HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR THE THINGS THAT ONCE HURT TO FEEL GOOD AGAIN???"....make sense??.....no?...well tell me about it...i have so many things to tell...like i said to kev...too much shit in too little time...
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