Birthday 1991-11-02 Gender
Female Location usa Member Since 2005-06-22 Occupation student Real Name noyb
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Verse one
Breaking further
the cracks growing
Every time it starts I
get more cracks
breaking under the pressure crumblling more
struggling with tape
that wont work and glue that wont stick
the cracks growing larger
and I am breaking further
verse two
going farther under bleeding more
everytime you hit me it cuts deep
no one sees they never do
the blood on your hand from my wounds
I dont cry out I never do
as im thrown across the room
The pain is nubming
Im growing cold
my heart is dead now
there is no feeling left
I am ice and a hard wall
because my heart is gone
and my spirit is broken by you.
verse three
I went to school again
a place where I go to await death
I see you laughing
with your friends
living in your perfect world
I grow colder as I watch
hating you but why do I feel
warm then
This feeling is different from anything before.
Verse four
I'm healing with your help
growing warmer everyday
my cracks are healing in the forge
your love lights it everyday.
verse five
Your love is gone
my forge is cold
no fire to heal
I am broken more
As I'm hit on th floor
I am broken forver more.
Alone inside of my mind
I fight a battle
I fight myself
not to see you
Your innocence
I will keep untainted
Your love will not form
I watch from the shawdows
never letting you see me
I comfort you never seen
I comfort you when you dream
I protect you from being tainted
I stop you from going wrong
I tyr not to love you
but you see me
and youlove me
and I destroy innocence Comments (0) |
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
I am alone trapped inside a cold prison
there is no light here
there is no hope
trapped inside of the darkness
that light cannot penetrate
trapped inside a past of death
there is no life
no heaven for me
only the heat of hell
the darkness livivng breathing
in the scent of fear
fear that radiats off the livivng flesh
trapped inside a cold drak room
with no hope of escape
I cry Comments (1) |
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
A person is searching
fighting despretly for redemption
but death is all they find
God has abandon them
and turned them from heaven
forsaken by mortals,angels,demons
they walk ungiven unbidden
lost here ina dissimal place where they are unholy and forbidden
watching for life they wait
the person is searching
for something they belive in despretly wanting to be loved
The rose peatels fall
on the red ground
the white rose petals
splattered red
And the soft rain
threating from around
The rose petals falling in a crimson white
The wind is calling
for an endless night
The green grass
stained red,brown
The light gone dead
the rose falls and turns red Comments (0) |
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poem
Mascure
blood flying everywhere
mascure
the dead are all around
mascure
did i do all this
mascure
I canstill hear the screams
mascure
thier blood is on my hands
mascure
there are still people begging
mascure
I smile as blood sprays
mascure
I am cold inside
mascure
I laugh as they die Comments (0) |
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poem
you are my darkness
forgotten by light
the waves of life
crash upon your mind
eroding memories you need
the life you had before
the moon wanes on your soul,
and you fight a war without knowing why
you are the one that has to fight
hidden by light the rest of us hide
while you battle the darkness of your heart
the mountains so high no one should climb them alone
forgotten by light you fight to save
but at the end of the day no one cares
you fight for them and they dont know
when you come home to me you cry
you seem so strong and you say to carry on
as I cry from the unknown
the darkness closes and I feel you die
forgotten by light and life I cry
and you tell me to live on
as I cry tears of blood Comments (3) |
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element
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and unique. You are quite distant from emotion and people, but you have been made this way by one thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail to see it, and are quite creative be it in art, music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in now you don't even bother to try having been hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude is that you don't need anyone but yourself, people are just trouble waiting to happen. But you really do want to trust someone no matter if you see it or not, deep down your waiting for someone to come and set you free. This kind of depression can turn dangerous, don't let them get to you. Not everyone in the world will hurt you, humans are humans and are not perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps your shell will eventually disappear.