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myOtaku.com: Fire Fox Sakurie
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Bad News.. and New Art! ^^
Ni-hao! ^.^
Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Art trade pic I did with aragorn1014.^^ It's suppose to be Tohru-chan from Fruit Basket... ehhh... didn't turn out looking too much like her.^^"
Umm.. if your comfortable with awkward sad stories, then read on. If not, just go answer the question of the day. I don't want someone's day to be ruined because of this.^^"
(Sorry, may be some "no no" words in here, but as I've said to Koii-chan, I only say them when I feel the sadness and anger inside like I do know. TT.TT)
Last week, I found out that I was moving to San Diego with my dad. I thought it was just a move and whatnot. No big deal. ..but it's not. My dad and step mom are getting divorced. This is because my dad was a FUCKIN IDIOT and decided to have affairs with another woman! WHILE he was still together with my step mom!! He's SOOO FUCKIN COLD!!! =_=;; He lives away from the family for almost 2 years now while my step mom takes care of me and my half sister. But no. He does absolutely NOTHING for this family! And he decides that he no longer has feelings for my step mom so he goes and screws someone else. =_=;; How I WISH he would die and go to HELL!!! I
I feel such sadness for my step mom. She raised the family and took care of EVERYTHING. And to find out something like this. Ugghh. I'd die. I'm surpirsed I didn't kill myself! XD
He is ruining MY WHOLE LIFE! He had already left my mom when I was 3 and I only get to see her for 2 weeks each year when I visit her. Back then, I never blamed any of them for what happened. (Even when he LEFT ME at my grandparent's house for 5 years while he went off to United States and never talked to him, I never blamed him for anything!!) But now, it's ENTIRELY my dad's fault! He's such a coward! He runs away from what's happening and tries to find the easiest way out! He won't even go for counciling!!!!!!!!!! My step mom is nice to me even though I'm not her "true" daughter. And she get's this. -sigh- And what's even worse is that my sister and I have acutally MET this FREAKIN BITCH OF A WOMAN!!!! She has to take blame in this as well! She already has kids AND she still has a husband!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH BOTH OF THEM?!?!
I feel so sad. I have to LIVE with my Fuckin Bastard of a dad AND a Fuckin Bitch of a woman. I DON'T want to live alone in the dark again. He has NEVER once became close to me! He doesn't know ANYTHING about me! He says that he'll make out relationship "better". YEH RIGHT! When I visited him last year during the summer, He left me, a 14 year old and a 5 year old sister at home ALONE at midnight to go to work. (That was when my step mom was on a business trip.) I REALLY don't want to live in that darkness again. TT_TT I want to go back to
Taiwan and live with my mom, but I know she can't afford me financially and I won't be able to keep up with the education. I also thought of living with my step mom, but she's not allowed to sice she's not my "biological parent". Plus, I've been so afraid to be around her. After she told me what happened, she told me that every time she looks at me, I remind her of my FUCKIN dad. I feel so sad for her. TT.TT
-sigh- Divorce papers are being signed and my dad is "trying" to make out "BOND" stronger. FUCK RIGHT! He doesn't know ANYTHING! He's never been there for me EVER in my life!!!!!!! I really don't know what to do. I don't want to live with him and another woman, who he apparently loves her "deeply and emotionally because she's 'the one'". Again, FUCK RIGHT!!! He's only doing it for sex and I know. It'sso sad since even I know more than he does about this! I bet most of you on here does too! He SO deserves to ROT in HELL! He's broken my heart so much already. It hurts so much. It's so hard to hide it. ..heh.. I've just caused myself to cry from writing this. How sad..
Question of the Day
1. Do you live a happy life and everyone in the family has a strong bond with each other?
2. Is it true that there's a story behind every pair of eyes? (Hey! I should make an e-card of that! :D)
3. Did you go see Pirates of the Carribean 3? (They could totally continue the story! XD)
4. Does hugs from friends make things better even in the slightest way?
5. Sakurie-chan luvs you! TT.TT
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