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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

And Today's Subject is...
Ah! I knew it was the damned code! Thanks Jamie! I look forward to getting that coding ^_~

Well, before I go on to type this, I jsut want to say that I'm in a much better mood now... so, here goes.

Today, honestly, I felt like crap. At first is was just because of allergies and the fact that I didn't get nearly enough sleep... but wait, the plot thickens. For what is possibly the third time in the past couple of weeks, I started thinking about the past. Normally, this isn't a big deal, but there are instances in my past I would much rather forget. Namely, the two heart breaks this past year. I'm not going into detail about that. At least not now. It's another story. But the longer the day stretched on, the more I thought about it. And the more I started to feel sorry for myself. Pitiful, yes, but I can't control my emotions. I hardly did anything but sit and look miserable through most of school. I felted like I wanted to hide in a hole and cry. Which I came very close to doing.

Now I've at least gotten into a more optimistic mood, but I can't stop shaking <_<;;

I'm not sure if it's the whole emotional thing, or the extreme cold, but whenever I do anything at the moment, I can't stop shivering. Like my body's breaking dwon or something... ugh.

Anyway, if Stephy is reading this, I want you to know that none of this is your fault. I'm talking about something entirely different. And if anybody ELSE is reading this, then Bleeaaah =P

Sayonara, and good night -_-
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