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Birthday
• 1988-02-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• On my cushiony butt!
Member Since
• 2005-05-09
Occupation
• Shane-chan's lover ^_~
Real Name
• Dani

Personal

Achievements
• I have slept for 2 days straight without waking up once and no I was not in a coma.
Anime Fan Since
• 2002
Favorite Anime
• Air, Ayashi no Ceres, Fushigi Yugi, Kannazuki no Miko, Kaikan Phrase, Gravitation, Rurouni Kenshin, InuYasha, Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito, Fruits Basket, Moonlight Lady, Chobits, Evangelion, Front Innocent, and that's all that comes to mind^^
Goals
• To live with my girlfriend and start a family together when I get out of school, to graduate high school, and to run 2 miles without breaking a sweat ^_^;
Hobbies
• Singing, Painting, Drawing, Running, Eating, Loving, Horses, Nookie(if you older people know whatt I mean)*wink* and psyhic and astrology stuff.
Talents
• Psychic abilities, artist, fast runner and eater, good kisser! ^_~

myOtaku.com: FlameoftheSun

Thursday, June 2, 2005

I did it!
Today I finally yelled at Roger. After about a year of holding my anger in and not saying a word I finally let it all out. I still have no idea waht my mom sees in him. Today he was going on and on about my eating disorder and dissing my entire existence for it and telling me every thing that was wrong with me. He said that I should go to a psyciatric facility which is ridiculous because mental is the last thing I am right now, he said my mom should control waht I eat like a child, and told me that I am the worst child he has ever come across and that my life is doomed. That made the most pissed off I had ever been in my life. I asked my mom if I could duke it out with him and she said yes, and then I let the fur fly. I had never yelled at anyone like that before because I am tired of his constant critisizm of me, my mom and sister and I did not hold back. I told him to shut his mouth until he knew the whole story and to not humiliate us but he still refuses to change. i kept yelling until I started crying and couldn't take it anymore to my mom broke it up and I ran upstairs and started shaking and tried to find ways to distract myself, then later my mom came up and said she couldn't believe what he said that it was cruel and that she was proud of me for finally getting the courage to stand up to someone. I never show anger, so I was proud of myself too. Actually I was angry waking up because last night this guy I know down the street kept asking to have sex with me and no matter how many times I said no he wouldn't listen. I told him I have a girlfriend and I'm loyal to her nor do I even want to cheat on her with anyone. That didn't stop him apparently. He told me she wouldn't know and that made me so made I swear I was about to blowing smoke out of my nose. Luckily Robin told him off and then he got offline and I blocked him on my buddy list. But if he ever asks me that again I'm gonna tell him to go fuck himself(pardon my french)I feel like I'm finally gettting the courage to stand up for myself. Makes me happy. Especially when I'm so sick of having guys view me as nothing but a sex object and now treating me otherwise. Carleigh always treats me like a precious treasure and makes me feel so loved tho...^^makes me feel all giddy and warm inside. I can't wait to see her on Saturday, feels like such a long way away...T_T

And I want pasta right now.
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