Thursday, December 23, 2004

OMFG!!

How many times will you have sex?
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Times you will have sex:	87, but it's 186,482,032 times if you count masturbating.
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   well....
my feet are cold, so naturally, i feel like shit. *sigh* so, i keep feeling like a need to be depressed about something....anything.... i cant stand being happy. gah, what the hell is wrong with me? i feel like i cant trust anyone anymore, not even myself...i hate myself....'specially when other people love me...gah
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   hehe
i am being adventerous!!! thats right, im not wearing underwear! buwahahaahhahaha!! flame the pantiless wonder!!! hehe
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   *cough*
so this morning i woke up to....DOGGY KISSES!!!! yay!! it is a lovley way to wake up, it really is! 'course maybe if it were human boy kisses......*dirty thoughts* ooooer......*cough* anyway..i also woke up with a sore throught and a bad dream...i wwent to school and jared was there....and they all laughed at me...and said yesterday was a joke...wow....my instability with people is growing as i get better friends....creepy...oh well, EGGNOG!!!!!! yes this begins my eggnog fest, eggnog till break is over :D!!!! yay!!!-flame
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   ...
Who needs to be sad
When they’ve got friends like these?

There’s a guy who loves me
But has never seen my face
There’s a youkai
Who can NEVER be replaced
There’s an elf
Who is bipolar
They all give great advice.
There’s a punker
Who believes
That two guys is twice as nice.

When I am angry
When I want to cut
When I can’t go on
When I am stuck
When I want to run away
When my tears can’t flow
When I return to my depression
They are always there

I love them all
More than their families probably do
And they’ve told me over and over
That they love me too

They all have their special ways
To show me that they care
And all their ways
Make me feel like I belong

I see you their
Sitting, reading the screen.
You are just as bad as me

I am far from being cured
But I have them with me
But maybe you don’t have them
Just maybe

So call me
Mail me
Do whatever you choose
And ill be there for you
You’ll rant
You’ll rave
That I don’t know what its like
It’s the same shit
That to my friends I gave

I think I have had this poem written
Deep inside my mind
I just never wrote it down
It was never the right time

So, to all my friends
You saved me once again
I can never thank you enough
Now I extend a hand
To everyone else

This poem’s rhyming is not very good
The rhythm is off to
I don’t care though
And I don’t think you should

Who needs to be sad
Mad
Or anything but glad
When I have got friends
Like these

-im posting this on everything.
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   holy fuck...
im shaking.....my tears are spilling out of my eyes like a foutain...thats right...im crying....because...i have the best friends in the fucking world....and i am offically the worst for trying to hurt myself....i love them so much....*shaking*
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   ...
Do ever wonder
Why im so alone?
I never stay in a place to long
They all leave me
Forget me
Deceive me
I am always alone
Then you came along and wanted to help
Like all the others pretended
What you don’t see
Is in my mind
The hidden memorys of whats to come
I am abandoned
I am a slave
The words on my arm
Are my souvieners
They hold all my pain and anger
Then I write the words
Down on this paper
So those who cant see my arm,
Can see what these words mean.
I need you,
I want you
You can never understand
What you mean
Why I cant stop
Why I am trapped

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   ...
im sorry, they threw me over the edge.....it felt sssooo good, i couldnt stop myself..im sorry
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   *sigh*
christmas pictures today. i suprisingly do NOT lok like shit! acctully i look pretty damn fine. lol sorry. anyways, yes jared, you. and i do not know wh. but i am still in that mood...has anyone heard a song by blink-182(yes i know they are sell outs but their last cd(not the pink one)is awsome and says fuck a lot so yea...) that goes like..youll never set foot in my room again, youll close it off bored it up remember the time i spilled the cup of apple juice in the hall, please tell mom(i subsitute dad) this is not her fault. yea, well thats what i feel like. sorry cant remember the chours. *sigh* i feel alone.....for anyone who gives a flying fuck....
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

   yay!
a quizz i have been taking on quizilla turned out awsome...just the way i wanted it too...anyway, i feel very depressed right now. why you ask? i havnt a clue,all i know is i wanna cry...and i cant...*sigh* *fangs retract*(<--sign of saddness for all that dont know) *lumbers off to bed* -flame
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