Saturday, December 18, 2004

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home (Forever)

Oh (She’s the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perverse
When I see her, it’s worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never
She’s coming home (Forever)

Oh (She’s the only one who makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy
Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face
To recognise
Such a pheromone cult
To terrorize
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me

Yeah!

Oh, I'm a slave and
I am a master
No restraints and
Unchecked collectors
I exist through my need
To self-oblige
She is something in me
That I despise
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me
I won’t let this build up inside of me

She isn’t real!
I can’t make her real!

She isn’t real!
I can’t make her real!

(She isn’t real, I can’t make her real)
(She isn’t real, I can’t make her real)


wow..i post alot of songs on here....vermillion by slipknot. i love them
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   random
ok, so i go for a walk randomly bacause jared abandoned me again. and its snowing. i forgot my coat at school(b/c i am a fucking idiot). so i am walking and i feel eyes on me. i turn around and....nothing. i continue walking, and i still fel the eyes. im shivering. then, i get hott, like very hot, like some one just wrapped their arms around me and they have been in the sun for several hours. i spin around and still noone. just as im walking in the house, i hear a voice."please" fuck. im still cold.....
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   grrrrr
let me leave.
let me go.
sick of you sick of all your shit.
i wanna run away.
so we can be together
for all our eternity
i love you
and i hate them
take me away so we can be without them
forever
just us
together

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   uherg..
so my sister is at pudges....u read that right. sigh...so im here alone. eatng a icecycle, i am that bad at spelling. amaki, i need a ride to and from gs tomorrow. im worried about everyone. it how i get around 'christmas'.i feel like shit.thsnk god for anime night. i am staying up and watching. gah, i wanna talk to someone....no body to talk to though.....but i dont want to talk to them phisicly b/c i feel like shit.interesting mood today..... welp, i should take a shower. off to bath!!
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Friday, December 17, 2004

   o gawd
*sob* jared jjjjust *sob* skipped out on *sob* me...i am ssssoooo pissed at him *sob* me and pudge are crying about it right now *sob* (moan* GAWD!!! how could he do this!??!-flame

ps-all those who read this an consider it seriously.....FUCK YOU!! LOL
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   hehehe
pudgey is over but going to the potty so i thought id post. hi! does anyone read my site anymore?? :( anyway, FIRST DAY OF BREAK1!!! and i am on a babysitting jjob. SLACKER I AM!!! lol today sucked. my tests were easy but boring as hell. we get pizza tonight so thats good i guess. every one is yelling at me cause of some cutting/anorexia/souicide icons on my xanga. FUCK THEM!! I CAN DO W/E I WANT... sept anyof those things cause amaki wont let me....litarilly she has sky shove stuff down my throught at lunch and wont let me be sad...........grrr...WHY MUST SHE SAVE ME??!?!?!? lol pudgey wanna say somat to my adoring fans who will get art soon? yoyoyo dis is da pudge. da pudge masta who is stuck with a fat hamsta. rememba, pudge is yo masta. keep listenin to that Joe Strumma cuz da music neva dies.... oi oi oi! pudge loves ya... please go to pudge's xanga and sign the guestbook/ post a commnet. pudge's username is chaoticalliancegbh44... andy is the coolest puppa doggg eva1
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

   yay!!
the damn chatter box screwed it!!! ahh look at all my lovley posts! they are back! yaya!!!!*hugs posts*
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   GAH!
can anyone see this???
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   AHHH!!!
holy fuck! where r my posts? where is anything!!!!! THEY R GONE!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!1 MY EMOTIONSSS!!! CAN U SEE THEM???? FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
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   sooo sleeepy
gah. i had a play today. i was watson. i wore my lovley suspenders but on side sorta uh...well i was useing saftey opins right? and well one side came undone because my boobs are so huge. i know, creepy. i was falling asleep in french. the esson wasnt even boring! but i was like dreaming and still hearing french..odd uh? and whopty freakin doo my painters red. come on think girls think!! lol well i am goin over to skys today to help study for the massive amounts of tests we have tomorrow. I HATE TESTS!!! no not really...i hate math and french tests back to back. *sigh* *lopes off*
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