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Wednesday, December 8, 2004


   my attempt
my mom tried to get on my user. i wouldnt let her. she screamed and i said i wanted to talk to my pysicatrist. she said no. i told her this was against my 5th admendment rights. she screamed. i ran out w/o any shoes. i walked and decided that would go get my backpack then go to a neibors. call kaze and tell her to pick me up. rents caught me and i was rude. really rude. they shoved me into the car. yelled at me. i was silent the whole trip. more yelling and screaming. i was silent. acted all "nice" to katie when she said i couldnt go. then to my sisters. i was silent. i want to go away. i jut made a fake apology. i wanted to hide this diary and my bf.the gods know now that it is irrelivant. i want to cut. really bad. i wanna feel something. but all i feel is anger and saddness. but i cant scream and i cant cry, it shows weaknes. and i need to be strong. like hess. a warrior just like amaki and pudge. i am not an emo. i WILL NOT be an emo, b/c i am a punk. ill do w/e i fuckin want and have noregrets. i love u guys. *sigh*
"you turn off the tv and you SCREAM AT ME. i cannot wait to LEAVE THIS PLACE. i cannot wait till you GET OFF MY CASE. this house is not a home."

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