Monday, August 22, 2005

   ive been somewhat busy for the past few days. watching naruto and keeping up with anime movies and the like. but i have also been stressing over the grades that i recieved during the summer. after viewing them that aspect of life i am perfectly content with =]. i got a "B" in English 101 and i received an "A" in my health class which was not much of a big suprise. =D. but as of last week i was terribly miserable without having seen him =/. after the tuesday that i spent at his house watching movies, meeting his parents and eating dinner at his house. he then took me home but we got sidetracked and started to look for scary looking streets. so we lost track of the time. as soon as i got home...my mom was dissapointed with me...i should have called her atleast...they have lost trust of me from that night on and now my responsibility is diminished and must return to its full capasity. hopefully soon. after that tuesday i was saddened by what i had done...i think i cant go for atleast 4 days i had to see him =]. luckaly the weekend rolled around and i got to go bowling with him, my bro and a few other friends. =D. that made my day =] and the day afterward was the cherry ontop of a bizarre week. he took me out for lunch and we went walking in old town pasadena. then we went to see "the 40 year old virgin" (quite an odd movie), its great to see him laugh =]. we then went back to his house and watched another movie while doing something else. but yah the movie was "ace venturta pet detective : when nature calls" an oldie but a goodie. i can never get sick of that movie and neither can he =]. well after that i had to make a big decision...i called my parents THIS time just for trust sake and turns out they were going out for a family dinner without me ={. (we were heading out to eat as well)i called to find out where they were eating and told them that we were going to meet them there...they asked where we were and i told them at his house..they said its best to go out to dinner by ourselves but then he said he could get there in time hes a weaver of traffic so i suppose it wouldnt be hard to find the eatery. but my parents doubted me which was a big suprise to me..i needed to prove to them that they can trust me again. we arrived at the restaraunt 3minutes after my family got there. "suprise suprise" i said. there was a big smile on my face it was amazing. i love him so much. =)
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Saturday, August 13, 2005

   sorry to say that i have been away. i was on a family trip to Bryce Canyon. quite impressive, a family vacation...he was wanted to go with us but his parents wouldn't let him. he texted me so much, it was so hard to talk on the phone. no service ;_;. but we worked it out. i had an intersting family experience. besides the rocks (hoodoo's),humid and hot weather that drove me nearly insane and unexpected thunter/lightning storms there was a lot of family bonding which lead to me being irritated and annoyed by it somewhat. but overall it was nice to get away for a while. he came over yesterday when i got back. he was so glad to see me back he missed me so much. i missed him a lot as well. and now im back...and i have a birthday party to think about tomorrow. its great...its busy..im home. missed ya all! =]
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Monday, August 1, 2005

   i can't believe it..i reveived my very first kiss yesterday (on the lips!!). =] this will forever be memorable. it was so spontanious it was great =]. weird thing was it was underwater XD. but *sigh* life is grand. i'm so happy, its not even funny. my friends think that its cute since it was both our first kisses. i just think it was...awesome.it all started as a pool party and then while swimming underwater he catches me and kisses me. its crazy...its not anime..but its news..im happy...
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

*sigh* i'm about to turn in another paper for my english class and i'm so scared that i didn't spend enough effort with it. i want to get a good enough grade in the class....hopefully it works out...i just want to go to class hand it to the teacher and walk out...but its not that easy...there are procedures that he goes through to check them...i hope mine passes and is not as vague as it seems to me. then again this is my paper and i should know what is wrong and right in it...its depressing...these essays have stressed me out
and i havent talked to him in a while...i passed up two days and that was all i could take. i couldn't stand being apart from him...we have become so close within the past month nearly now..hes out of school and i have another week and a half to go =[. if i know him the way i think i know him...we will wait for me and possibly visit more often. his visits are great.
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

   things are going pretty well. last night was memorable =). i think im having too much fun and not concentrating on my summer school work...which is a problem..i just gotta organize my time...he understands =D
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

   so much...happened..today (july 22) i just received a kiss from him..after spending time playing tennis with my brother and his friends we watched movies.as soon as the second movie was over i walked him out of my house and exchange of hugs then...wham *sigh* =] life is great...so is he..XD
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

   i just had my very first date yesterday...FIRST DATE!!! ive never had a boyfriend before...i have not clue what to do with him except to enjoy his company and relish in his presence...anyone know what to do? i have no clue =[. as for the date it was soooo awesome. i must tell the whole story. he arrived at 6:45pm and called me 3times which i missed because i was trying to find something to wear.(my sister and dad were not happy with what i was wearing. they thought i was going to dinner with him and his parents or that we were going somewhere expensive.-_-) after i changed back into what i was wearing before i ran down to meet him and saw 2guys instead of one...another friend that lives close to me stopped by as well...because he was wondering why my new bf was visiting me. well..we left and while sitting in his car he handed me tickets...they were to see the new "charlie and the chocolate factory movie" i didnt know that we were going to see the movie. i thought we were going out to eat and thats it. it suprised me..i was soooo happy..XD. we ate out at Islands..ive never been there b4 but it was great. and after we got full we went to the movies. which btw is an awesome remake...i cant help but beam...=D it was sooo much fun..*sigh* so great...but..yah..dont know what to do with him since im crisined his "girlfriend" now... anyone....please...help...
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

   today was eh..yesterday was better, i hung out with my friend and we watched movies during the afternoon. we watched bubble boy and the girl next door. its funny because he has not seen as many movies as i have. its great to hear him laugh...though it wasnt that funny to me...not much to talk about now. summer school was boring as usual. i cant wait til its over..soon..very..soon..i drove home today which was..different...but it was okay..i just havent found my passion for the open road yet..eventually it will come. my friend is taking me out to dinner tomorrow. =) i cant wait..he wouldnt say where it was, guessing its somewhere great.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

   life is great...i cant help but say that im having the most positive summer ever! ive seen so many movies lately..its crazy...fantastic 4 (its okay), batman begins (pretty good), rebound (ok that one is dumb luckaly he watched it with me) and i watched one of my favorite oldy moldy dvd's "the pest" soooo hilarious if u ever get the chance to witness it..its awesome!! *sigh* i just want time to stop but it cant =/ everything is all too well..he makes me happy.. im working on a not so depressing poem and so far its pretty weird...to me..

take mine:

take it, develop it
keep it safe
close to your heart
close to your soul
so that mine will be with yours
it doesnt need much
just you

take it, develop it
keep it safe
gone i will be
no more to become
i am part of you now
happiness abounds me, all i need..
just you

(its in the process..)
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Thursday, July 7, 2005

   im extremly HAPPY!!! everything is going well...oddly well...all too well...it all started july3rd at a party and then just yesterday..he stopped by at my school to visit the campus and took me home...today...we went to see "batman begins" its a pretty good movie...but sorta goofy in a sense..and tomorrow...more time to spend..i cant wait =] but i wonder...can all this happieness be good for me? i dont want to think to deep into that..it might ruin. ive got a poem.

Summer Survival in the Darkness

wake up, keep up
dont dare to sleep
sands of time i wish to keep
still dance of energy, magnificent flow
the moon is full dont let it go
today we have, tomorrow we dont know
we live or die, through time it will show
before the sun resets the clock, half full is the cup

blazing death has risen up
the light of a thousand eaten cells
how tragic the story it has to tell
killer heat rays courtesy of the sun he sends
hide in the shadows, terror of the end
stick close to the building walls
if you can try not to fear at all
summer will soon be over, almost full is the cup

after all this that has happened..i feel...fearless..
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