Friday, February 11, 2005

   not worth living..
today was a slow day. i wish it could have been exciting but sadly its reality. best part of the day was walking in the rain to the bus stop. i dont really mean that but it was different for a change. i wish i had more to talk about but my life is boring so i rely on anime and music as a supliment for this dull existance so far i am running low which is not a good sign. i might as well get back into my videogame-self. maybe i will start tonight and start a new game in Kingdom Hearts or perhaps some bloody game since i lost some of mine..my blood.. i have to fulfill this boring life..wish i knew what i wanted out of life..i feel so lost..

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   blood..
i donated blood today. my blood. it was pretty cool. i watched it race through the plastic tubes as it made its way to the bag at the end. the needle...the needle was like the lead of a #2 pencil..that thick..scary.. my arm went numb..as i applied pressure to my body to pump the blood out..my blood. it was awesome from donating a pint of blood..my blood i get a pint of ice cream in return, a cute looking eraser, juice, snacks, and a cool/sexy looking pressure bandage. too bad i find out what my blood type is in 2weeks...i dont wana wait!!! i cant wait..that was the whole point of the dotation to find out what i am. and the weird thing is that i didnt bruise X( i wanted one so bad. it would have looked radical sadly..my arm is not tarnished. oh well yes..the blood drive was great and Bleach is awesome.
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   i love reading rants about utter nothingness its awesome. I just started reading the Bleach volumes that i have obtained for my birthday and ther awesome!!!! sadly i have only one more volume to savor and read at my own spare time, which is not now. Oh yes, and today was a regular day. pointless, boring and homework filled. it makes life worth living.
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

today was okay...its not like its going to get better..sadly..
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   guilty?
today was crap. i got in trouble for something so little as wearing a hooded sweater to school. my hopes of staying warm from the nasty cold is now shot down from the sky...no i must walk in coldness and breath the air of dispare..(sounds good..) i will not rebel as to keep up my grades and progress as a frozen living burdensom teenager. i hope i can bear it... i have been for the past 3months.. and today happens to be my dads birthday..what does my family do? eat in =/. oh what joy this may bring...i love the rain...
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   its one of those days that i wish it wasnt so quiet...nothing happens and it scares me..its like there is no point in today. eventhough there should be..i hope American Dad will highlight my day..
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   today was alright, it could have been better. wish it was..i guess tonight is gunna have to make up for it. my bro's friends are truely an odd bunch of kids..with bb guns now.
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

its funny how things work out for the best. i dont expect much from anyone...nothing..and yet they come through even though i dont care of what the outcome may be..im going to miss them when i go to college...thats if i go..i wish i knew what i wanted...i feel...lost..i wish they would help me out...wish i knew myself more...
(so random)
constantine looks like a cool movie, cant wait to see it. Hide and Seek is good if u like thrillers/ suspence movies..wish i went today with my friends to see Boogieman...but that would break my mommys heart..which is hard to mend even now...
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

anyways...
this is for wednesday...yay my school kicks ass in basketball. and...yes life is crap without knowing a mother figure...
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   yay for today..
today was an "eh" type of day. not that i didnt like it or hated it, it was just an okay day i suppose. but the highlights are that i finally read my birthday presents Bleach woohoo! its pretty good i have 1 more to go sadly...and i started playing the minish cap game its awesome..sorta like the windwaker (haha i beat that)so its good, sorta easy so far..but so far so good...just great...
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