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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   Harow everyone!....if there is anyone...
since this thing is supposed to be like a journal/diary of the events of my day i shall tell just a bit of what happened. Today was an okay day nothing major happened except a message was the highlight of it. Hence the post. I dont have much to say for now except that im tired from the lock-in at my school and fed up with life, just a bit at the moment so i decided to place a poem along with this post in particular.

My Black In Heart

my black in heart
in my grasp
beating to a pulse unimaginable
i mask the pain
as its vitality weakens

my black in heart
where putrid life blooms, a disease
letting it return to my system
i fall to the ground and suffer the poison
as i endure the burn of new growth surging inside

my black in heart
long ago was trivial and brittle
now deadly black coursing through my veins
my heart is now of little importance
nothing will be the same

my black in heart
sweet words cannot penitrate
they are no longer wanted in my hearts chambers
it is now that i am alone
as i grow darker within the shadows i grow apart as well

my black in heart
consuming will of bloody carnage
i want to break free and start over
fear to kill i grow scared and confused
i want to live again, a new.....
but for now, i see black

This was my first poem i wrote. Tell me what u think....if there is anyone...
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