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Saturday, November 5, 2005

its been a while..every moment i live is placed in my heart of a thousand scars. over and over, again and again continuous bombardments of new feelings and cherished memories consume my heart and other half. i know that i will never be the same nor try and attempt to be the way i was before... all that has changed me has blemished me for the better. everyday goes by with worry and i cant help but let it flow, like blood in water it swirls and mixes to bring something new, something different. i wonder what situation the future will present me and anticipation sets in..i dont want to predict for i know that my thought will be cast out and disappointed. i love the mystery, it consumes me with wonder and amazment. there is nothing that i want more...a surprise for my eyes and my feelings overflow to meet the water that churns with my blood..

and old poem that was once true...
Hopeless

born into crimson and cold
cursed and customed to fit this world
memories start to take hold
my character revealed, childhood sold

an endless waltz of perpetual scar
youth accomplished yet completly marred
all are close and yet so far
undetermind future leads to internal war

what is there for me when i have no key
to the doors that are wide open
think it through the answers will come to you
but when that is i dont know
from tears strike my eyes crimson
as i wander into cold
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