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Thursday, February 23, 2006


  sup peepoles!! im kinda not myself right now but i just wanted to post some stuff which dont really matter. first of all has anyone seen the adventchildren movie yet? i wish to know if its worth seeing (although anything FinalFantasy is worth seeing)how is it and if its good/fantastic/awesome as its hyped up to be. and on another more solumn note i am to busy for live >_<+ i have too much on my brain and i feel it is about to burst with gooey pink stuff if i dont get myself in control!!!>=O i have a painting to do for homework, fix my room (it just got painted a nice bloody red...i mean a light green color and i got new carpeting which is fleshy pulp..i mean silverish blue, my brother is going to drown on saturday....i mean he is going to be baptized. ^_^ yay for him, i hope his new him is better then the old one; maybe less sarcastic and bitter, that would be nice and lastly i had the most F'd up dream possible i woke up in tears, it was awful. =[ as is sung in cinderella "a dream is a wish your heart makes.." i just hope this dream will never see the light of day it will crush me and know that i will die inside forever and ever a living cold and hateful existance. i had a dream where i was waiting for him and he didnt show up so i went home to find that my friends were there with him and he was hitting on one of them. it was like he didnt even notice me at all...thery were laughing and having so much fun..like i was never there...ever...it was mute everything that happened in the dream was silent...i was so grief stricken i just cried and cried as i knelt on the floor..i woke up with tears that morning..i hope this is not the dream that comes true...i pray the bad-dream-eater monster gobbles it right up and never lets it out, ever. i know this dream will never come true, he loves me as much as i love him and then some...this will never invade my life. i wont let it.^_^
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