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Monday, November 14, 2005
my weekend...
Mood : confused
on Friday, not to much happened... school sucked as usual. On Saturday i went to the mall with Levi, Casey, BJ, Courtney, and some people i dont know...it was a lot of fun. then we all went to McDonalds...lol! that was cool. i had to be home by nine, so levi took me home around seven thirty. we got back to wellington about an hour early, so him and i went to the park and hung out. then on Sunday, my friends hanna and carmen went around and took tons of pictures... that was fun. my friend hanna is having some problems, her aunt choked her and tried to kill her so she spent the night last night... she doesnt know what she is going to do, i hope that all works out. i talked on the phone to Levi last night on the phone for like 7 hours... beating my record of five hours! lol! we talked until like 3:30-4:00 this morning. i was like...loopy...last night. i went crazy on the phone after midnight... i like totally lost it, and i kept sayin "odd" things like "theres a blue piggy and he shits cheese" lol! i dunno what i was thinking tho. lol! but i also said some important things to Levi about how i feel, i really opened up to him without really meaning to... i guess when it gets late i tell everything thats on my mind.... EVERYTHING! i guess thats the best time to get information outta me. lol! im an odd person. i mean even my friends dont seem to really BE THERE for me, you know what i mean? they all seem so diffrent and i cant trust or really talk and let it all out to anyone, i wish i could just sit down with someone and...cry. just cry. i need that, but i dont have anyone there for me except for levi and i dont wanna have to put him thru all my emotional baggage... thats not right, its enough im pulling him through high school again, coming home and telling him all my problems.... but despite everything...he actually...listens. he's the first person i think to do that in a long time. i mean sure people hear me when i talk but no one truely LISTENS... i dunno if anyone gets that. i am sure no one is actually reading all of this tho, so i can just sit here and...vent. it fells better, but i guess it is kinda sad im venting to a computer...lol! oh well... im sure i will talk to levi about most of this anyway.... i just... oh never mind, i dunno what i am talking about. well i guess this is long enough, so i better get going, i will talk to whoever, whenever, i guess... thanks for listening...
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