Tuesday, February 26, 2008

   ^^;
-started pediatric rotation
-spring break is next week! YAAAAHHHH!!!!
-passed my test last week, therefore...
-..passing my nursing course


Think that about sums it up ^_^;; short and sweet
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Monday, February 18, 2008

   bleh
life has been really sucky the past few weeks. I failed my test two weeks ago..I made a 71 (I have to make 75 or above) It's really hard to deal with, after being a straight A student. Anyways, so that happens, I'm really late to clinicals one day cause on of the girls in my carpool showed up 25 minutes late. I'm really stressed about work and school and being able to pay bills. Then there have been little incidents that my step-dad does that completely irks me. So I had enough and told mom yesterday that I want to move out this summer. I just kept my mouth shut around my step-dad. but he makes a really weird, mean, distasteful comment. So I'm about to doze off for a nap and my dog starts barking. My step-dad says,"What's that bullet? Amber's commiting suicide?!"

I dunno maybe I took it too hard, but it really hurts my feelings (I'm really sensitive about the suicide issue, it's a personal thing I'd rather not discuss) but anyways, so I start crying and I call my friend up asking to spend the night. While I"m packing my mom walks in and says,"What's going on in this house?!" and I told what happened and she fussed at him some. I just kept my mouth shut and left though.

So I'm staying at friend's houses for a little while. I'm still pretty sure I"m moving out this summer but I'm not completely sure because today at financial aid, they said I won't get a letter to re-apply for my scholarship. So if I have to get a loan out just to pay for classes, I dunno if I'll be able to get a loan large enough or one I'd want get. But I'm supposed to talk to this guy at 3:30 or so....

Anyways, thanks for letting me vent off my frustrations *goes back to studying*
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Monday, February 4, 2008

   Quick Update
filed my taxes ^_^v getting a nice amount back.
Love my psychiatric rotation.
Still missing my boyfriend.
Had a dream about having a fling with Tila Tequila....oddness
Worked my tail off, and now....I'm tired ^_^
broke my $400 necklace but it's getting fixed for free(yay for protection plan!)
played Rock Band last week
Joined a fitness center


I think that sums it up ^_^;
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

   England and a new semester
So I went to England last week, and it was great! But to be quite honest I didn't care too much for the country, mainly because 1)it's TOO expensive 2) I got confused which way to look when crossing the road(yah I know it's just reverse from here but....it still messes with my head) 3) it's way too crowded

But I did have a wonderful time with Phil even though it was for one day ^_^ I liked the gardens and bowling too. Phil was ze best of the sucky bowlers ^_^ teh. I wasn't too bad until the game ^^; Oh and being with Tony was way more than I could of hoped for, the first day was quite awkward but it really is in any relationship to be honest. I took some pictures...kinda sad I didn't take more than I did but, oh well. We stayed at the Sheraton Skyline in London. I really loved it (so much we went back there the night before I left) I got to drink freely and legally ^_^ I got a bit tipsy once ^^; but definitely never drunk. I rode the tube. Enjoyed Pub food, payed for overpriced fast food.

One of my favorite bits though was Tony letting me sleep in while he went to run an errand. When he came back he also brought with him 5 roses ^_^ it was a nice gift, especailly cause I've never received roses from a male species ^_^ LOL. I brought a rose home with me for memory.

We also went to a VERY nice, yet extremely expensive restaurant (we had to have reservations..wow)

*thinks* OH! They have t.K. maxx, not t.J.maxx(J and K are capitals to show difference more clearly)

I also met Tony's parents, quite nice actually ^_^ and they loved me as well so I was happy. I also got to see his lil' brother eli(so cute ^_^)

well I can't really think of much else but I'll leave you with some photos

Tony and Eli(Eli being the small creature on top of the large creatures shoulders)

here are 2 pics of Tony and I eating at the Super Sausage, the meal was good and the portions were very large.







OH and another hard semester of nursing school has begun T_T
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

   Wow...
....it's been 6 months since I've posted ^_^;;; ugh a ton of stuff has happened since then. I mean a TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNN!!! I can't really sum them up too well...^_^;; but one of the most important things is that I was accepted into nursing school(big relief) but it unfortunately keeps me swamped with homework. I haven't seen my friends in....two weeks ^_^; Eh, best go see them sometime. I went to Louisville in May, it was a great time ^_^ running through the water sprayer thing that was in the middle of the street in my clothes....well just meaning I wasn't in a bathing suit. ^_^

*thinks* something else was on my mind.... O! I'm going to England in January! I got a small loan out so I could go ^_^v very excited! and I think that covers the main points of what's been going on since I last posted. I hope that everyone else is doing fantastical!
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

   On Break
Well since about....8:30 a.m. central time, I've been at my Dad's house in Wisconsin ^_^ (the drive was a bitch!!! snowing, people speeding while it's snowing, with me going the limit or 5 under then pissed at me.(........sorry any Northerners) not to mention having to gas up in the towns in Wisconsin.....driving on pure snow. The town where my dad lives was awful, I didn't even see a road, and there was snow piled up so high it was like 7 or 8 feet tall, creepy cause it could cause some hellabad snow drifts. but anyways, I survived, I"m having a pretty good time, but I am freezing (Dad likes to keep the heat at 62 Farenheit....) ^_^ I'm going to an indoor waterpark on Thursday, yay!

well I also wanted to mention that for the duration of my stay I won't be otakuizing, not that this means anything to most people but just to say I'll will return PM's, visit sites, etc. when I get back sometime. *hugs* stay safe everyone, and for those of you on Spring Break... happy break!
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Sunday, February 18, 2007

   sorry found this quiz, teh ^_^

Chibi Seme
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

   life...
well, life has been busy since school started again, I'm currently working 3 nights a week, but I'll prolly be 4 nights a week starting in 2 weeks. Also, I'm going to Wisconsin in.....2 weeks ^^; I leave March 2nd (prolly). I'm pretty excited about it, in fact I'll start driving and feel like I wanting to just start my trip now. ha.

well I've put up a new fanart today too, I think it's not my best but I still like it ^_^ Oh I'm getting my hair done Saturday. FWEEEE!! I"m so excited about it cause I haven't been to a salon since April. anyways, I hope that everyone is doing well and....

I dunno ^_^v I gotta go to bed before work tonight. bye guys
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

   happy, happy
well so far I've passed 2 out of 5 of my classes with an A, and one with a B(with only one more final to take as well, the other final is unknown)). It was kinda funny strangely enough. I got my last ENglish paper back today and I had a 50.... and at first it kinda ate at me like, a 50....but I decided that I wouldn't let it bother, because I passed the class with a high B. teh ^^; maybe I've just gone loopy or something.

I"m hungry ^_^ I want some ramen noodles or chick-fil-a............... hmm...




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oh I had a good time this weekend at CeeKari's and I finally got to see Mitzy again! after months of not seeing her. we played DDR yay ^_^ oh and shadowtiger69 was there as well. we all had a good time, I think,.... well I know I did ^_^;; I also got on with my bad self and cooked like crazy in Cooking Mama (alright so for being retarded) but OMG! I freaking love that game it is HIGHLY addicting, more addicting than meth!


I want my Nintendo DS T_T I already bought a thing for it so I can play games online. OH speaking of which is anyone else here on otaku capable of playing their DS online, if so, I want to add you as a friend, so I can play games with you ^_^.... I've already tested out Mario Kart DS, I got my arse kicked.


well anyways, I still got things to tie up before the end of the semester. take care everyone ^_^
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Friday, December 1, 2006

   Crushing dreams, one child at a time
new mottto, based on the fact that we have empty boxes of Wii's and PS3's so the kids think we have them, and then BOOM the truth, sorry we dont' have any and we dont' know when we will get anymore in.

anyways, my chicken pox has eneded, well I still have spots where you can tell I had it but... I got to go back to society about two weeks ago. ^_^ lots of catching up has taken place, started my new job, and........ getting a PINK NINTENDO DS LITE FOR XMAS......that I can't get until Xmas. T_T oh well

I saw Happy Feet (checked out the game too ^_^) yes yes I like kids' movies, and I REALLY like penguins......I told you Tony they will haunt you forever... ^_^ LOL I also checked out the game Haunting Ground.... and decided last night, I don't really like it. it's a horror game but you can't kill the enemies with weapons, no steel pipe, revolver, nothing but throwing dolls or sending your dog to attack.

In about 3 weeks I'll be going to Gatlinburg with my friends for the lovely mitzy's(myO name) bithday ^_^ yay! it'll be nice cause I haven't seen her since Labor Day. O_O I hear the wind and it's creepy.....I don't want to go to college, it's too scary out there... okay not really, but I don't want to go today, although with that said, I prollly won't pay attention in my first class, and I have a test in the second class, but then I'm done ^_^ teh

I'll be going up to EB today I believe we have an extra discount this weekend,....and I want to buy more DS games, especially wi-fi games, yet I need to buy one of those things that change your broadband connection into wi-fi. ^_^ that'll be sweet.....and I'll be poor. I'm really gonna have to watch my spending. Thank God I"m getting holiday pay next week from the day before thanksgiving ^_^ that'll be VERY nice! I'll get paid $10.50 an hour for that day....damn should have worked a double.

anyways, enough of my ranting and raving. but one question,

What do you want most of all for Christmas?

Alright time for class. take care everyone ^_6v
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