Friday, November 12, 2004

   hey, guys
thanks to all the ones that commented to me yesterday even though I didn't get to comment back, ya'll are the greatest. ^_^ eh, anyways, well, Nannie is okay at the moment. Apparently her blood pressure had gone up over 200 and so if the hospital hadn't been able to lower it she would have had a stroke. so yah, thanks for keeping her in mind. Anyways, well, it seems I just can't go on being ill for so long. It's really annoying cause I feel like I'm always sick, I finally got tired of it and am going to the doctor. So yah, today so far

German: Made a Christmas tree out of construction paper, almost burned to death. LOL I think I got a fever or something
History: Took notes, talked for about 25 minutes before the end of class(we quit early today! ^_^)
After History: I went to the chemistry room and took my test. I also got my progress report from that class(a 94) still making an A even with that 65 quiz grade ^_^;. Then I left school. I came home and took a short nap. Then at 1:45 I went down to the doctor(to the walk-in clinic since appointments were packed) and they tell me that there is an 1 1/2 hour wait, so I said screw it and came home for about an hour, then I go back(Oh, I signed in) so yah, -_-' I really wanna find out why I feel so weak most of the time. I mean sometimes I'm worn out and asleep at 6 and that's not normal, I dont' even have a job and I'm worn out. Maybe it's just stress I don't know. Anyhoozles, I'm gonna try my best to comment although I don't think my mom wants me on the computer today. so I'll comment asap! *goes into swirling vortex of doom* good bye guys*jumps out* something funny to bring a laugh or something out of ya. I was really out of it this morning and used the towel my mom used to dry the dog to dry my hair. LOL. ^_^; ahahahaha, I'm so daft and confused.

Bye
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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   Condem Nation....united we stand...
ahaha, isn't that funny, I made it up, cause my friend said "condemnation" I dunno. anyways, yah. eh, pooor Chrissy she's really stressed, the poor girl. she seems depressed, it's nearly contagious. anywyas, I hope she feels better. welp, today we practiced CPR on our mannequin, I hope I passed my skills test. ^_^; it's hard to remember everything. Plus you get really tired after so long, we had to sit on our knees for about an hour. my knees we worn out, so my legs kept on shaking when I was standing. LOL. ^_^; we had to do the position for the Heimlich manuever(sp?) on a partner, and um.. my partner has a big waist so I couldn't wrap my hands around the best. -_-' anyways, I prolly wont' get to comment cause mom is stealing the comp. from me soon (I think) so yah. eh, today has been better thank god. oh, I hope everyone took a moment of silence at least to honor today. welp, so far Rob hasn't got mad at me today(how odd. LOL) he got mad when I got home last night, cause he wanted to go to the mall, he still went but I just got home kinda late. so yah. I think I did okay on the history test. Thanks for the good luck wishes on it, darke! heh, I even packed me a good luck chocolate. LOL. I ate it before the test. yerp. eh, guess I'm supersticious. anyways, yah, kinda busy today, got a chemistry test to study for too. so take care everyone. and remember *swings wooden sword around* I'm gonna get you!! *does Indian call* LOL. okay, maybe not, have a great day tomorrow.

EDIT: v.v guys... I'm really worried. Nannie called and said her arm was going numb, and apparently she was in a lot o pain and crying. She isn't the type of women to cry. We think she's having a heart attack or stroke, I really don't know. Please guys, just keep her in your thoughts. It would really mean something to me. Thanks guys.
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   grrrr!!!
I just typed a bunch of stuff and then the comp just suddenly shut down, how annoying.... anyways, *thinks* today has been a REALLY OFF DAY! O_O arghhh. LOL first off I was really ill feeling this morning so I took some sinus medicine and it made me sleepy or something. in first block, all I did was work on the backboard in the cafeteria. LOL ^_^ but it drained my energy or somethign cause when I was walking to 2nd block I thought I was gonna pass out I felt so weak. -_-' but luckily I had a chocolate bar so I eat most of it and gave the rest to Chrissy. ^_^ it gave me more energy, although it didn't help me with my.... knowledge today. ^_^; heh, I got so embarrased in history, Altizer asked us who was the leader of the Bolsheviks and I said John Lenon. LOL, and he was of course a Beatles member not an assasin mofo communist. LOL. Altizer got a big laugh out of it though ^_^; heh. then I left my chemistry homework in my locker and had to run to get it before class, I was late to class but the teacher didn't give me a detention(phew!) cause I told her I had to go to my locker for it. Um... also I made a bad bad bad grade on the quiz in there, I made a 65 *gulps* eh, I've never made a grade so low in chemistry, I guess it's cause it's vocabulary, (never been good at that) although I'm great at the math in chemistry. so yah, oh well. We got mannequins for our CPR unit in Medical Therapuetics and we had to name it. LOL. Yes, I named mine Tony. ^_^; heh, but hey I don't want to name it some other guys' name. oh well. let's see. hmm...*opens skull* wow, there's nothing in there. LOL ^_^ okay, well, I think I better finish my site visiting, take care everyone.


to Litamiko: I got the cursor from some site(the address is on my intro, and just copy the code they give you for whichever cursor and paste it into your intro) ^_^

to AwesomeDude898: I plan on posting the comic. (if I can get ahold of a scanner and a comp. w/ internet access)

yerp. okay, now for one more quick thing


Question of the day(It's back by unpopular demand, ahaha): Do you skip meal(s)?

I don't, cause I'm weak enough it seems eating the regular 3 meals, plus I hate taking a nap everyone afternoon cause I wouldn't eat lunch and it weakened me. Breakfast also gives you lots of energy and helps you with those early morning classes. Dinner is the greatest, ^_^ I never skipped it ever. LOL(at least I dont' think so). Yerp, basically I love food. LOL. well, I'm off. bye everyone

EDIT: One more funny thing. I was in the gym and I was talking about I don't chew pills/tablets, cause they make me sick so I said, "I don't chew. I swallow!" LOL, then I realized what I said and burst out laughing. hahaha, leave it to me to make something innocent very perverted. well bye
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Monday, November 8, 2004

   heh, well, I got to talk to him yesterday, not for long but still, ^_^ thanks for giving me 50cc's of Tony, darke! LOL ^_^ anyways, well, my uncle is doing fine, he'll be going through some physical therapy I believe, and he should be back home in around a week or two. anyways, today was pretty good, but I'm tired(as usual) but I have decided to get a job very soon, hopefully in the next week or two, I really need the money if I plan to go to the UK,ya know, and I dont' know if I'll be able to hold a job next semester. it's gonna be tough no doubt but no one said it'd be easy. ^_^; *looks around* my bro put an "I love Hooters" sticker on the computer -_-; why?! why?! I mean, he's not the only person who uses the comp, and I certainly don't love hooters! LOL. okay, oh, does everyone like the new cursor and music to my site? I do. the music is from FFX ^_^ I love that game. heh, my subsititute in German asked me if I was a German foreign exchange student O_o wah?! LOL. Oh, the letter I sent out to Tony last Tuesday it hasn't been sent back so I'm assumimg it went through *does the happy dance* LOL ^_^ oh, I made this funny comic last night. I'll do a lil description
1st panel
Amber: Guess what?!
Chrissy:What?
Amber: Tony! Tony!
2nd panel
Chrissy: That all you think about Meeber?
*Chrissy calls me Meeber*
3rd panel
Amber:Hmm....Tony...maybe...your Tony.... right.
4th panel
*Amber holding a sign that reads "Must get to UK! Will do anything for $$$!" in other hand is a pom pom and only wearing my undergarments*
5th panel
Chrissy: O_O Ma...Ma-Meeber!! That's not the way to earn money.
6th panel
Amber: ^_^;Your right I forgot to take my bra off. Silly me!
last panel
just notes basically, it reads "Not based on a real event (though it could, haha). pic of Tony."cause British men are SEXY! hahaha

^_^; don't ask. LOL. heh, I had fun with it definitely. welp, I believe that's about all really. got some homework to do then I'm gonna go out and look for jobs. well, have a good day everyone ^_^


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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   *achoooo*
^_^; ick, I hate the computer being in the guest room, it reeks of cig smoke, it's very nasty and upsets my allergies. Oh well... anyways, um.... I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out December 27th. -_-; I know many are like, "Wow, what a Christmas gift!"*sarcasm* but hey is better to get to eat the good Xmas food, and then get it done while I'm still outta school. oh well, anyways, I got Brit her Xmas present she'll like it very much! ^_^ I know it! well, I did some more drawing and coloring last night. and I got about 31 or so drawings to submit whenever I can do that(which may be awhile) anyways, how is everyone? *thinks* um........ seems as though nothings been going on. oh, I went over to Brit's and saw Chrissy over there yesterday. whee, what fun. LOL. oh, we got "50 First Dates" I love that movie ^_^

-_- I miss Tony a lot. I'm suffering from Tony withdrawl! LOL, I do miss him though. anyways, I didn't have to go to church this morning, mom just said I didn't have to go, so I read my bible at the house and that's all. well, guess I better go. have a good day everyone ^_^
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Friday, November 5, 2004

   TEDDY ROOSEBEAR!
LOL, I accidently called Teddy Roosevelt that ^_^; leave it to me to screw things up. LOL. anyways, heh, today has been so-so would have been better if it was more exciting an NO tests! LOL, in first block I drew like 27, 12-inch leaves(I never want to see a leaf again!) um, then we had a test in US history and it was kinda tough(the multiple choice always gets me) Um.. then I forgot my lunch money so I had to charge it to my account, ^_^; I had to eat or else I'd die. LOL. I prolly would knowing me. Um.. then I had a chemistry test and I had to pee during it so I was trying to rush and finish it before I pissed on myself. LOL ^_^' like you needed to know that. ahah...ha..heh.... -_-' then in medical therapuetics we had to do the blood flow cycle, easy but she makes things just pass by so very very slow(I'm a fast paced student, not..sloooooow) then we had a pep rally and Doug scared me! alluva sudden someone sat down beside me and I was like O_o and then I hear "hey, Julia Roberts"(that's what he calls me) he was bummed out, cause of his ex, so I tried to cheer him up and gave him a hug(they really help, he gave me one when I was really depressed one time and it made me feel better O_o) yep, and that's been my day practically. oh, my bro and I are talking again, but I don't think we are gonna be as close as we used to cause, I mean he does this all the time it seems and yah. oh,,.... very very bad news


























my uncle is gonna have to have his right leg amputated. I think they are doing that today. -_-' I feel really bad for him and his family(I mean like wife and kids) hopefully things turn out okay cause they are also having financial issues, cause they went bankrupt and are having to pay $200 a week and then w/ those surgery payments, I dunno. well, yah, best to just keep onto some hope and pray I guess.

*looks around* well, I gotta git. I'm gonna try to give Tony a ring real quick so yah. anyways, after that I"ll visit sites, bye guys have a great weekend.
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Thursday, November 4, 2004

   Well, things have gotten better since last night, but I have this dread of coming home now. OH well. Well, here's what happened:

Mom: I didn't vote for Kerry I think he'd legalize same sex marriages.
Me: Nah, I read he isn't for that.
Rob: Oh, bull shit, Kerry's a fucking liar!
Me: Well, Bush is too.
Rob: Quit being such a fucking spoiled bitch!

I got so mad I dont' remember if I said anything back to that, I just remembering having a few tears come out and then leaving the house. ^_^; yah, I feel daft for crying but it really hurt my feelings for him to call me something like that for something so freaking stupid ya know, all I did was state the facts. whatever, my bro is becoming mean. we used to be really close but lately all he does is get mad at me and call me things like that, I'm just sick of it all. Then I got home from Brit's and Mike goes,"Why didn't you call?" I was like, "I forgot", Mike: "You always forgot, you can't drive anymore!" Me: "Oh, I guess I'm AN IDIOT AS WELL!" *walks off to my room and stays there the rest of the night*

But, as I said today is better(or did I say that?) well, today at school it was a easy-going day. ^_^ how cool! and also before school I found out that Rob is trying to schedule a flight out of here on January 10th(thank god! LOL. I love him but yah) Um... Oh, it was SO SO SO GROSS in Medical therapuetics, we had to watch a video of someone having heart by-pass surgery and well, it was...graphic. bleh! I had to look away cause it disturbed me. Anyways, I've been doing some drawing and coloring heh, gonna have to submit around 20+ art works prolly. LOL. I did some... "questionable art" but not much, I don't think... ^_^; oh, well. anyways, thanks for still commenting even if I couldn't last night *hands out cookies and leftover halloween candy* have a good day everyone ^_^

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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   There comes a day...
...when you gotta have your wisdome teeth pulled T_T and for me that day is very soon. Ah, I'm so scared, but I gotta get it over with ya know oh, how I dread it. OH, well, anyways, my teeth are still good though. LOL ^_^; (obviously I had a dentist appointment today) Today has actually been pretty good, kinda funny too ya know. IN German we had to draw a picture for each sentence she said. It was neat ya know(like a comic or soemthing). OH, yay! I got to hear Tony's voice yesterday, yay for me. LOL ^_^ I really like it a LOT!! Well, I sent it out anyways, cause I was too lazy to drive to the post office, oh well, if I need more I'll go buy more stamps and stuff. ^_^; anyways, how is everyone? good I hope. oh, if anyone wants to know Tony's gift I'll pm them. OMG! My friend Michelle(she's....obese) well, she went to Chris's party on Friday and she dressed up as a French maid O_O and she bought it from a sex shop. I saw pics I was... disturbed. LOL. It's good that she isn't ashamed of her body, but she shouldn't wear that. I dunno. anyways, I gotta do some chemistry and pick mom up so I'll be back to check around your sites! See ya and have a Merry Christmas. LOL. j/k too early for that. have a good day ^_^

EDIT: I have to quit site visiting, yah, you may think it's daft(stupid) but Rob really hurt my feelings and I think I wanna get out of the house.
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Monday, November 1, 2004

   Hiya, what's up? had a good Halloween? um...I did I guess didn't really do anything ^_^; typical thing for me. I couldn't go out for the lasagna ingredients early in the day so I gotta fix it tomorrow ^_^ oh well, I prepare it tonight and bake it tomorrow or something. Hmm..I see a bunch of money in front of me... I want it. LOL, nah I don't steal money but it sure would be nice to have a bunch, so I can. O_o my mom just accused me of backtalking and I didn't say anything, she must just hear the music... dafty. Oh, I wanna wish Ranma VS a happy birthday! ^_^ he's 15 today. maybe ya'll could wish him a happy birthday(I would have done this for other people, but it's hard for me to keep track of b-days) ^_^;; anyways, um.. I made a gift for Tony last night, I can't say what it is cause I'm keeping it a secret from him. LOL ^_^. oh, do ya'll think that 3- 37 cent stamps would be enough to send a letter from TN to the UK? I would think so. I'm just not sure. anyways, I'm gonna do a few fanarts today well I hope to at least. Now, I gotta be off! see ya'll bye ^_^
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

   hey guys, well I had a crazy night last night, well not really, but I fell asleep at 6:40 O_o I didn't sleep well either, but oh well. ^_^ I went to church and well, the past two weeks I've just felt like the message is really touching me(can't find the right words for it) anyways, hmm.. I wonder why I'm changing. still dont' like church though. anyways, um.. well, I'm staying home today ^_^ very nice! ^_^ and I think I'm gonna rest a lil(yah, I know, but i only got 7 hours last night) but mainly I think I'll lie down close my eyes or maybe work around the house. I also gotta go out and buy stuff to make lasagna cause mom wants me to cook it tomorrow. sure why not I love lasagna! only mine and Oma's though ^_^ well, have a happy halloween everyone see ya! and to anyone else that has tomorrow and tuesday off as well, enjoy the break! ^_^
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