Saturday, October 30, 2004

   *twiddles my thumbs*
-_-' I didn't go to my friend's party cause I just felt so exhausted, my body's been kinda weak lately, it seems even more so if I was stressed out(trust me I had major stress yesterday) so I just didn't go, and fell asleep at like 9:40(so early) LOL. anyways, my eyes still feel sleepy even though I'm not, but I think I'm gonna do something today, dunno what. prolly buy a few Xmas presents. I dunno. I'm so poor, I don't know what to do! LOL. You know, I haven't eaten anything...and it's an hour away from noon O_o but I'm not hungry, arg! LOL, this is prolly why I'm weak(my lose of appetite) hmm... well I gotta shower up, ^_^; have a good day everyone I do some more site visiting later today, okay. bye ^_^
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Friday, October 29, 2004

   wah cha ha! ^_^; don't ask, heh, today has been hell but that's okay cause things got better. well, I thought I broke the van somehow, I mean I did'nt do anything but I heard this weird scrapping noise, at 3:00 I finally found out that somehow some barbed wire got stuck on it. phew ya know, but it really weighed on my mind the whole time ya know. what else... um... I finished "Night". have any of ya'll read that? it's very good but VERY VERY VERY VERY sad. T_T I teared up a few times in class while reading it. let's see what else, um... I pretty much had an easy going day, practically. we had a pep rally too! ^_^ so I just got to talk to friends and whatnot. it was funny cause my friend goes, "Want some gum?" I'm like "No. Ah, Chris you trying to say I have bad breath. hehe" (of course I had finished some gum like... 20 minutes ago) anyways, he goes, "Ammmbeer!*gently hits my leg*" he's fun to be around. I miss him cause he's a weird crackhead like me. but we never see each other since he's a sophomore and I'm a junior. anyways, I'm going to his party tonight and I found out that there isn't gonna be alcohol since his mom's gonna be there, which is okay by me, but I wouldn't have minded a drink or two. ^_^ heh, oh well. anyways, I got a few things to do before I leave so have fun everyone ^_^ see ya(sorry I can't visit today)
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

   phew
^_^; I'm so sleepy I'm gonna die. LOL. I've been searching relentlessy for something. and my eyes have grown weary. hmm...sounds poetic. LOL. ^_^; anyways, today has been pretty good. yesterday I left school around half past 11 and I didn't have any make-up work! woot! ^_^ I've also been looking up stuff about scholarships and that stuff, and well, I feel very discouraged on how I'm gonna get my college paid for. To anyone who goes to college in a foreign country could you help me out some and tell me how difficult it is for you and if it was really expensive and stuff.*looks at hinaru* ^_^ I know you do. LOL. anyways, that would be MUCHO appreciated. hmm....I'm going to give in and have a Dr. Pepper. LOL ^_^ I haven't had a soda in like a month. so I guess I can slack today. ^_^;

I got a job to draw some things! it's awesome ^_^v I'm very excited. anyways, I really gotta go and site visit ^_^ have a good day everyone.
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

   yay, my heart ache is gone! whoot ^_^ heh, well, Tony's back(thank god!) it cheered me up a lot. Lesse, um.... been very weak the past two days. Like I ate yesterday and all but I was like a zombie or something with energy. but I've had more today, still kinda out of it though. Um.. I made a 100 on my history test. whoot ^_^ first A on a test of his for this 9 weeks. Oh, I was disturbed really really bad yesterday, in 4th period these 2 girls from Special ed. are in there and one of them was grabbing the other one's boobs. O_o I was like um... O_O*turns around and talks to Whitney* LOL, yerp that's what I did. Yah, well, not much is really going on. got a bit frustrated at my brother for a few reasons but whatever. well, I'm gonna go eat or something I think. ^_^; Oh, I think I'm going to a party Friday! ^_^ should be a lot of fun, I think I'm gonna get wasted or at least buzz some. and Chris said my bro could come. yerp, so, yah, there is but one problem. I dunno who's driving us home, I mean, we don't believe in driving after drinking, ya know and the party is from 7-11 so that means that I can't drive home since latest I can drive is 11. oh, I figure something out. well, gotta go. take care everyone ^_^

Question of the day: What is your favorite place or places to shop?

mine are Maurice's, Bookland, and Electronics Boutique. but I rarely go into EB cause games are so expensive!
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

   O_o
well, let's see. I was really exhausted yesterday, and after my ACT's mom had me do some chores. heh, not very fun when your sleepy. oh, I forgot to mention something pretty funny, well I had to get up early so I could take a shower and then go to school to take the ACT well, I forgot to set my alarm. -_-; so I almost missed taking it ya know, but I just skipped my shower otherwise I wouldn't make it. but I feel like the luck Tony gave me kept me from waking up at my normal time on Saturday(which is 8-9) anyways, ^_^; heh, ya'll prolly think I'm silly for thinking that. my mom rented a bunch of movies, I only want to see one of them. it's "The Prince and Me" I love that movie, and what better when your kinda sad(well I'm happy but my heart has been aching) um..oh, maybe ya'll find this silly too, I thought what if I wear some jewelry my friends gave me, maybe it would give me good luck on my test. ^_^; like I said, I'm weird. LOL. oh, my brother bought Shadow Hearts 2 and they gave him the first one for free(that's so cool!) I had an interesting dream last night, I had gotten stung by a wasp and I had to go to the ER and they told me I'd have to live in a hospital for the rest of my life, and I was really depressed about that, and then Tony came and he told me that he'd be with me for the rest of my life no matter where I was. *sniff* it's like a Hallmark moment, although I'd hate that dream to come true cause I hate hospitals and I HATE being helpless. anyways, yerp, today I think I'm gonna play the first Shadow Hearts again cause it brings back a lot of good memories ya know. oh, and I'm still gonna take requests. oh, and I forgot to answer my question of the day from yesterday, I wish that I could dance, I'm very clumsy and not very coordinated. ^_^;

Question of the day: If you could vote this election who would you vote for? If you are voting this election who do you plan to vote for?(of course Bush and Kerry aren't the candidates)

well, personally I don't like either, but Bush has really f*cked America up, so why not see if Kerry can do any better ya know. yerp that's what I think.

WEll, guys, I hope ya'll have a great day. ^_^ now I'm off to play a game(since I did site visiting early)
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Saturday, October 23, 2004

   YAY!
okay, well, things going much better. 1)got things worked out with my friends. 2) my uncle has been taken off the respirator and they aren't gonna amputate 3) I'm DONE WITH MY ACT'S!! whoo-hoo! mooof, lesse, I know

Art to be scanned:
Chi-riffic(color)-Chobits
Chi(color)-Chobits
More Sweetness(color)-Original
ShuichiXEiri(color)-Gravitation
Follow Me(color)-Original
Fairy Queen(color)-Original
Beach Chic(color)-Original
Cosplay(color)-Original/ Crossover(not sure what to put it as yet)
Momiji again(color)-Fruits Basket
Almost(color)-Love Hina
Alternative to Almost(color)*not sure on putting this on up*- Original
Charm(color)- Demon Diary
O_O EEK!(color)- Gravitation
Kitsune(color)- Love Hina
Kyo-kun!*not finished coloring*- Fruits Basket

told ya'll I've done a lot of art. LOL. let's see. ya ^_^; heh, anyways,

to everyone: thanks for dropping by my site and commenting even when I can't. thanks for all the good luck wishes. and well, I know I"m not that good at art and I usually have good ideas but never get them down or finally do it, but I would like to try to draw a picture for you. It might take awhile but if you'd wait I'd try my very best to do it.(disincludes CeeKari and Brit cause I've drawn you things all the time. haha. just kidding)

^_^ and okay, better go site visit now

Question of the day: What's the one thing you can't do but wish you could the most?

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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   GRRRRR!!!!
-_-' I'm sorry guys, I prolly won't be around again till Saturday afternoon or maybe even Sunday. you see I'm so freaking busy or just upset. Yah, actually I'm pretty ticked at two of my friends. One for not being able to come to my party that I invited her to.. 3-4 months ago. and the other cause she thinks I should not eat during my lunch block to do some stupid shit. Yah, I eat during my lunch and it takes my whole lunch period to get the food, eat it, and clean up. besides why should I feel weak and about to pass out? moof, yah, sorry. today has been horrible. and worst of all I got ACT's saturday at 8 am. -_-; yah, it blows. I feel like I should she a therapist, I'm so upset. I nearly cried from all the stress and anger I had. anyways, I've been drawing a bit more, maybe I'll get them up one day. I think I might draw some more now too cause it makes me feel better(for some odd reason) please forgive me for not site visiting today. I really don't have much time for it. I hope you all have a safe and good day tomorrow and great weekend. ^_^ bye guys(and thanks for reading my rant)
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

   Hey, I'm really sorry guys, that I couldn't comment yesterday. Something really bad happened. I found out that my uncle had been ran over on the interstate. I was really tore up, and well, just didn't feel like talking. anyways, he broke both his legs and there is a 10% chance he'll have to have them amputated.

okay, onto happier things. ^_^v today has been GREEAAAT!! In German we did these easy sentences that animals were hid in such as "Will a map help?" llama is the hidden animal ^_^ and then she had me work on Christmas ornaments. In history I found out I made a 92 on my test. um... I got to enjoy lunch today ^_^ and in Chemistry I found out I made 100 on the most recent test. in medical therapeutics we did a crossword and properly put on/removed gloves, and wash our hands. meh, some weird girl bragged about never washing her hands. O_O what a strange chick. not washing your hands is gross! um.. anyways, yah. it's been an easy day and full of good news(unlike yesterday). oh, I forgot it was raining really really really bad today. so when I was walking to the school because of some dumb wind current, the rain got allover my back side. LOL. looked as if I just lied down on the road. LOL. yerp yerp. that's practically been my day. well, guys, I hope to make at least a few visits today, but I dunno, cause I'm going over to Britt's for ACT practice.

question of the day: what do you like to do afterschool(or just in your free time)?

I like to draw, be a computer addict(LOL), go shopping, and visit friends. ^_^; kinda tough squeezing everything in though.


well, take care everyone ^_^v

p.s.-Tony's gonna be back soon ^_^ yay! ^_^ oh, and some bad news, I don't think I'll be able to scan all my pics until next month -_-; I wanna SCAN!!! LOL.
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Monday, October 18, 2004

   hiya. ^_^ moof, I've had a pretty good day today(much better than yesterday) yesterday was ... ughh. I had to visit my family in Greeneville, and well, let's just say, I don't really feel like I fit in with them. plus, my cousin Donavon had his gf over and so he wouldn't really talk to any of us. and then my cousin Julianna's bf came over so it was once again kinda awkward. yerp. so I colored for a complete 4 hours straight. I tell you, that's one way to get sick of coloring. Oh, but once I got back home I went out to Bookland and bought Gravitation volume 7. ^_^v it was awesome!! LOL. K san is so cool with those 3,000 land mines and what not. LOL. Anyways, tomorrow I plan on scanning some more pictures. I got a bunch I think. ^_^; heh, I will put them up if I can go to my friend's place, if they haven't put their scanner up or something. hmm..my bro said he'll prolly stay here for a week and a half(which is good) not too little, not too much. although we don't know when he's going back. what else... oh, I had to make a test up during lunch(my lunch is only 30 minutes and I left the 3rd floor for the cafeteria with only 8 minutes left of lunch). so I only got to stuff a chicken quesidilla down my mouth(stuff not chew. LOL) anyways, yah, it held me for the rest of the day(I wanted to eat some apple sauce though) hmm.. chemistry is biting my butt(LOL) I hate this balancing chemical equations(some aren't that bad but others -_-') yah. anyways, we got grade cards today, so that means I'll be getting some money ^_^v well, guys, I try to visit(been really busy lately). take care everyone and my apologies if I don't make it...
WAIT! I FORGOT TWO THINGS!!

to hinaru: yes, my bro has a nose ring. it's like a bull ring. he looks kinda silly with it. ^_^; *hugs*

to Ghost Xi: I choose the UK because Tony Weaver lives there, and I've fallen in love with him, and I wanna spend my life with him. (plus I always wanted to study abroad)

to everyone: I like all of your wishes ^_^(Tony, that last one was silly! ^_^ heh, I could make that) LOL) anyways, yah ^_^v let's all find a magic lamp. LOL



Question of the day: Have you ever liked your sibling's gf/bf? (If you have a sibling.)

I've never liked my brother's gf's to be quite blunt the ones I met were sluts. (I know that's mean to say, but it's true) anyways, yep.

TAke care everyone. see ya ^_^v

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

   to ParnoidPerson: meh, already left you a comment on your site ^_^

to AiEnjeru:LOL, yah, parents are so strange. anyways, see ya ^_^

to hinaru: yah!^_^v heh, preach it. yah, I might not post it cause of some people who are immature on this site, but maybe I make an account on another site and put it up(once it's finished). well, what would you like to be? not what can you be. *hugs* see ya

to kuni:meh, I pm'd my reply to you ^_^

to Wai: yah, I like to be alone occasionally, but I don't like being around my parents too much. anyways, heh, yah I like Saturdays the best. ^_^ you have a great weekend as well

to Living Doll: hey, my father lives in Wisconsin too. odd. anyways, cool dream job ^_^

to Ghost Xi: yah, both of those sound really cool. heh, I can't write things too well. ^_^; I'd buy a book of yours

to Blue Hawk: yah, I think it will. I only have 1 1/2 more years here, so that shouldn't be too long. but thanks ^_^ that's pretty cool(I could never be one of those)

to abram: yes, it sucks MAJORLY. well, it's just that the people around here, thinks only devil worshipers and stuff listen to him(I' live in some place with mostly hics.) yah, I guess it would, I just don't feel like they are family sometimes

to tasslehoff17:thanks! hey, I used to want to be a forensic scientist but I didn't want to be in college so long

to Niko: that's a cool job, ^_^

to Number 5: I already did. I like them a lot ^_^

to Shinigami: well, we can be different together. well, no worries about not knowing. well see ya

okay, phew, I thought I was gonna die. LOL. well, had my ups and downs today. downs: I couldn't go to Chrissy's. ups: I got the new Aladdin! ^_^ whoo-hoo! I'm such a kid at heart. anyways, yah. I've been doing some colorin of my art today. ^_^ I think I'm gettting better at coloring ya know. well, Tony dearest updated today. heh, I've missed him, so it's nice to hear a lil' from him. hmm.. well, last night I talked to Chrissy for a total of..over 2 hours. LOL. it was..interesting. I was like, "Christina...I... I .. I wish I was an Oscar meyer weiner." hehe, that was pretty funny ^_^v meh, I really wanna post some pics. they are good and off the hizzle. hmm.. what else.. well, it's been particularly boring. wait, me and rob went to Brit's last night. I had him take his nose ring out though. LOL. anyways, I think I'm gonna go site visiting now. take care everyone

Question of the day: If you could have 3 wishes what would they be? (must be from watching Aladdin)

1: enough money to make it to the U.K.,college, to support myself, and travel the world
2: to be able to make a difference in the world(to help others)
3: to live happily ever after with Tony ^_^v










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