Friday, October 15, 2004

   first off comments to your comments ^_^v heh

AiEnjeru: yerp, that's me ^_^ and I'm doing pretty good. I hope the same for you

2lovinuyasha: thanks ^_^v

vashy: thanks ^_^

Britt: yah, it's been nice hanging out with him.

Ghost Xi: ^_^ yah, goofical me! hehe, yah Germany was lots of fun

hinaru: yerp ^_^ *hugs*

Wai: thanks. well, I always state the obvious ^_^;

Kayago: meh, it's fine, I know it can get busy and whatnot. heh, well, I have an tendency to state the obvious ^_^

RanmaVS: yep I took the day off(very nice ^_^) aww, thanks

DemonMessiah: heh, cool and thankies. the dog, I just met it over there. one of my great uncle's friend's dog.(or something like that)

tasslehoff17: really? heh, that is cool ^_^ meh, you might get to go one day, you never know.

Niko: thanks ^_^

TheAngelHasFallen: thanks ^_^ yah, it was pretty fun over there.(even w/out knowing the language and all)*hugs*

darkeangel: heh, yah ^_^(I just figured out how to put them up here using your tutorial)*hugs* I'm eating a chocolate muffin, and I'd glady give you it, cause I ain't to crazy bout those things ^_^;

silentsnake: LOL, well, if you find all that stuff would you mind dropping me off in the UK? thanks ^_^

Shinigami: thanks, yah, it's nice. ^_^

Litamiko: yah, I can only remember a few things and it all gets jumbled together ^_^;


okay, well that's taken care of. phew, been a bit of a long day. good thing though....








NO HOMEWORK!!! heh, cept to study for my make-up history test. *sigh* it's nice to take a day off and not miss hardly anything. ^_^ okay, today in German was boring(we worked for once. LOL) and in history we took notes. (-_-' does it ever end?) lunch was amusing cause me and Becca started talking about how we don't particularly like our parents(and how they always are so protective over us) and what type of music we like. I mean I dunno, I feel weird cause I make good grades and stuff, but I. I don't really like my family.(my bro is alright) but I feel like I don't belong, like I"m an outcast to them. I'm more introverted than my family down South, but up North I'm so different in other aspects that I don't feel right there either. and well, I can't talk to my mom about my life because she wouldn't approve. *sigh* I haven't told her about Tony, actually no one in my family knows about me and him together ^_^; anyways, yah. sorry if I whine and complain too much. what else, yah, I mean I listen to Marylin Manson, Slipknot, and Disturbed. You really wouldn't think that from seeing me, but just cause I listen to that music doesn't make me bad. Anyways, it was just nice knowing that she feels the same why I do about those things. (kinda cheered me up a bit) okay, in Chemistry it was kinda spooky cause alluva sudden the American flag fell down. LOL, we told our teacher it was a sign that we should quit taking notes. ^_^ we disscussed a test in Medical Therapeutics.(not very fun) anyways, before I went to school was nice, cause my mom had Mike drop her off at like 6, and so I had the house to myself(well Rob was here but he was sleeping) it was rather peaceful actually, although I got bored and almost left like 10 minutes before my regular leaving time. ^_^; um,..oh yah! I almost hit a boy, I wasn't paying a teacher a walked down(sideways) onto a lower bleacher and he was behind me and I didn't look behind me so I almost hit him ^_^; heh, need a rearview mirror. oh, after school, well uh... I do draw some stuff that I don't think I'd put on this site(nudity ^_^;) and Mindy tried looking through my sketch book and I said no, and so she tried to take it from me, and also, I was trying to leave but she was pulling on my purse and I was trying to pull away. I finally escaped and left school(how else was I to keep them froms seeing it? ^_^) OH! I drew a pic from Gravitation. it turned out pretty good(the coloring I thought especially). anyways, I think I might post it. well, see ya'll (sorry this is so long) wait!

Question of the day: What do you want to be?

well, to be completely honest I really don't know. it's a tad embarrasing. although I have thought of an accountant or bookeeper(I like those kinda of jobs ^_^;) anyways, yah.

have a great weekend everyone ^_^ TGIF!!











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Thursday, October 14, 2004

   Don't be scared!! ^_^ LOL






okay, these are pictures of me in Germany oh, of course I'm the chick ^_^ heh, and the old man is my dad. anyways, yah, thought people might wanna know who they talk to. LOL.

anyways, I've had a good day ^_^ I'm not in school. that's always a plus. what else, me and Rob went over to chrissy's last night, and we went to the mall, and I got some jeans and a hoodie ^_^ yay! hmm...meh, I wish Tony could come back soon. -_-; I miss him, ^_^ anyways, I gotta do some stuff, and I wanna do some site visiting too.so take care everyone ^_^v bye
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

   I feel kinda crudy about this, but I'm pretty sure I won't be able to visit everyone's site today. -_-' forgive me? anyways, the rundown of today

Woke up late..again. so I had to put my glasses on instead of wear contacts. When I was on my way to German, Britt told me that Ashley said I left my lights on, so I had to ask about a bajillion people if I could leave the school to do that. anyways, once I get back to German she sends me away to decorate the back board in the cafeteria. I got a major bad headache that lasts until 2:30. In history we had this quiz over Indians. -_-; heh, found out I can be considered an Indian by a tribe cause you have to be at least 1/16 Indian. anyways, in Chemistry we had a stupid test, that I ...cheated on. LOL, okay, well, we had a senile old teacher fill in for Mrs. Harville so why not. LOL, and the stuff was all too much to remember.(yah, first time cheating in that class, I feel bad about it, but oh well) Um.. we had a fire drill in Medical therapeutics, while we were taking this test -_-; then my headache goes away, and I take Chrissy home ^_^ and scan pics!

PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT!! T_T it makes me sad cause my ones of Chi are doing so horrible, and I dont' understand why.

Yerp, then my headache returns, then I pick mom up and she does work for about 15 minutes, I even clocked her out, i wanted to leave so bad. LOL. um.. yah. mom brought work home so she'll be doing that soon, and I got chemistry homework, and I really need to rest. Oh, my grades for this 9 weeks:

German I-Schmidt-313- 98/A
U.S. History-Altizer-301- 94/A
Chemistry I Advanced- 100- 95/A
Medical Therapeutics-Shepard- 228B- 100/A


yerp those are me grades ^_^v oh, and I prolly won't be on much for a bit cause my bro should be here late tonight or early tomorrow. well see ya*hugs* take care OH, WAIT

question of the day:
What is your biggest fear?

Well, I have a phobia of wasps, I cringe at the site of them and begin to feel pain on my face(I was stung very badly there). yerp that's my biggest fear ^_^;

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Monday, October 11, 2004

   Quizzy! and...my day
APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to
regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong
mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's
problems. Brave and
fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and
generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates
oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a
way that only their luver can see.


What does your birth month say about you?
brought to you by Quizilla


well, I did get to go site visiting yesterday after all, I guess I should just about warn ya'll that there isn't a guarantee anyday that I can, but I do try my best ^_^ hehe, anyways, my dad said something really stupid and hurt my feelings last night, so I just tried to end the conversation, he's was saying that well, I only wanted Rob to come down so I could skip school Thursday, and I was like O_O NO FUCKING WAY!(yes I said that word to him, I say what I want, how I want, to whoevever I want. LOL yah, I can be mean, if your mean to me) anyways, that got me in a particularly bad mood, so I just talked to Rob afterwards, got on the comp a bit, and drew some fanart of Chi ^_^ I"m gonna do some more too, hopefully I can scan them tomorrow, yah, sound cool? ^_^ then I went to bed cause it was kinda late

Well, this morning my alarm clock went off and I shut it off and fell back asleep. LOL I'm really bad about getting up in the mornings, I mean I get up at 5:50 am T_T too early! LOL, um... well, I had enough time to shower, I just didn't put my contacts in. yah, I wore my glasses -_-' then I got a pillow in German and lied my head down. In history we had to work in groups to teach a lesson, *shakes head* I don't like that stuff, I don't like my group either. ^_^; hehe, Although Chrissy provided some laughs, she meant to say"Why don't we all take everyday off?!" but she accidently said everything instead of everyday. *randomly removes clothes* LOL, just kidding! ^_^; hehe,(I'm in a goofy mood) um...what else, chemistry wasn't that bad.. I guess, just way to information for the chapter -_-; um.. and medical therapeutics we just did a worksheet and that didn't take too long. although people kept asking me for answers.. what am I ....a textbook?! LOL, just kidding, I don't really care too much. yah, that's been my day in a much shorter condensed form ^_^ well, take care everyone, I'm off to visit sites. bye *hugs*

OH, wait! the quiz it's VERY accurate of me! O_O scary huh?

Question of the day: Is big bird a girl or boy? LOL ^_^

um...I think it's a boy. not too sure about that though. LOL

EDIT: OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT TO MENTION THIS! Today is my brother's(Rob's) 19th birthday. meh, he's getting so old. LOL. he really is growing up on me. (hey, I didn't grow up wiht him so it's weird thinking he's already 19)
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

   um...don't think I'll have much time on today. Kinda busy ya know what I mean. I have/had some house chores. anyways, yesterday:

Got up, did my history work, showered, left once mom got home ^_^; hehe, couldn't stand the kid any longer. LOL, so I hid out at Chrissy's. Then we went to the mall, which was fun! ^_^ hehe, I bought Hellsing vol.3 (finally) and Chobits vol.2 ^_^ then we stopped by my place to get a few things I had forgotten. then off to Britty's! well, tehe, Tony got online and I didn't know T_T and my friends finally told me, and they tried to stop me from talking to him and said they were holding me for ransom, it was kinda funny, but I was like O_O LET ME TALK TO HIM!!! cause I mean he's gonna be gone for 2 weeks, anyways, I prayed for him at the time he said he was leaving(I'm such a dork). well, something unexpected happened at Britty's. a lil boy named Devin came over and spent the night. I mean it's a small house and we already have, Britt's mum, Shanna, Britt, Mindy, Chrissy, and me, so the kid too it was like -_-' he was a real cutie though ^_^ hehe. anyways, he came as we were playing Fatal Frame and well that's not a game a kid his age should watch or play. then after he went to sleep, Mindy put in "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" and well, I have an odd sense of humor but that definitely wasn't my "cup of tea". didn't even finish it. I layed down for a bit cause I was worn out,and then we all went in there, I had the TOP BUNK! whoot! ^_^ and my hair was dangling over whenever I looked over and Mindy would hit it like a cat would play with your hair. LOL. it was odd. tehe, weird friend's are the best! LOL, I had several dreams one was pretty good ^_^ and the other one wasn't.

today: woke up, my throat was killing me! T_T I had to pee too but I'd wake the others up, either way I got off the bed. Grr!! and they said like 30 minutes later that they had been awake!! I wanted to strangle them, cause I needed to pee but I didn't want to step on one, or wake them up from the squeaky sounds the bed makes. We had the little kid play Kingdom Hearts since I accidently brought it. after breakfast Mindy and Chrissy rode a horse, I don't see the big whoop about riding a horse, big deal, I've done it before, and it's nothing fun or interesting. so yah. but they enjoyed it. then I had to git(get/leave. LOL) so I had Chrissy get ready and we set off. dropped her off, came home. I had a BAD headache so I just layed down and read Hellsing. then my brother called and I talked to him ^_^v then I got online for a bit and decided I better vacum the house. so I did. read some of chobits. and here I am now. yerp,

I prolly won't make it around to everybodys but I wanna make sure I make it to the people's who commented, I also need to work on gb entries. well, I gotta git. bye ^_^

oh, wait, something funny: How do you shorten the term formula unit? ....f u? LMAO, hehe, chemistry can be interesting! ^_^

Question of the day:

Whose the most important person in your life? hehe, of course ya'll know who mine is... Santa Clause! okay, nope wrong person, it's Tony of course. well, take care everyone ^_^ *hugs everyone*
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Saturday, October 9, 2004

   *sigh* it's not FAIR!! -_-' I can't wait for my life to start perking up! ^_^ eheh, maybe ya'll just have certain time periods in your life where nothing goes right. Anyways, why am I whining? Well, Tony is leaving for Greece tomorrow T_T I'm gonna miss him!! It also seems like everyone else is going on vacation, and I'm stuck at home. I dont like where I live. Meh, I won't live here much longer...gives me hope. LOL. What else, well my uncle's ex-gf is had her baby yesterday, and my mom let my lil cousin Amos over, he's the MOST ANNOYING CHILD EVER!! *pulls on my hair* LOL. okay, well, he's better than he used to be but still annoying none the less. when he came over last night, I called Britt and immediately went to her place. Yah, guess I don't have patience with little kids. ^_^; oh, well, okay, so maybe my life is better than it seems. okay, I know it is, but lots of stressful things are happening, and little things kinda bother me at the moment. Oh, well, I'm getting a "vacation" I'm spending the night at my Britt's tonight, and Mitzy and Chrissy should be there too! ^_^ just what I need to hang out with my friends and relax. What else... my brother is coming down here Tuesday, but he prolly won't actually get her till Wednesday, cause its like a 14-16 hour drive from Wisconsin to Tennessee. he's gonna be here for a week! ^_^ sweet! you see, I'm very close to my brother, and I miss him, ya know. I think I"m gonna skip school on Thursday! hehehe, for two reason: 1) mom is going to knoxville to the doctor(so no car for me) and 2) my brother will be here, so me and him can hang out. oh 3) my make-up work won't be due until monday then! ^_^

hehehe, got it all planned. hmm, that's creepy, guess I have to much time to think. LOL. I really do and that's what I hate, I don't like to think all the time, it often depresses me, so I often hang around friends and act stupid! LOL. well, bye people, and I'm sorry I didn't get to everyone's sites yesterday, take care, I'll try to get around to it today
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Friday, October 8, 2004

   hiya, guys, meh, things are strange! I think a chic wants to beat me up. ^_^; i swear I diddn't do anything either. she's just jealous cause her boyfriend was with me, and he for some odd reason said we went out to eat, I just gave him a ride O_O what's wrong with Chris! I'm gonna kill him! LOL. anyways, I'm scared she's gonna want to fight me or something. Oh well.

Today, has been like this

before school: get up, shower, get lectured by mom. she asked me if I liked not telling her about my life. LOL. I said, No, I dont' like telling you about it. haha, I'm cruel. anyways, yah, it was odd

German: got a pillow and rested my sweet little head. LOL. yah, I was sleepy so why not, everyone else does, come on it's peer pressure. then we said the pledge of Alliegance in the German language. god, how odd. Ich gelobe Treue dem Banner der Vereinigten Staaten von Amerika und der Republik, welche es vertritt: ein vereintes Volk, unzertrennlich, unter Gott, mit Frieheit und Gerechtigkeit für alle. Yep, odd huh?

History: we heard a funny story. ^_^ okay, okay, it may sound racist but it's not, so I'm not gonna say, cause I wouldn't someone to be offended ya know. Oh, and I'm not racist, I just find it funny.

Lunch: funny stuff. talked about how I'm gonna own a dominatrix store, patricia is gonna sell hentai, and becca is gonna have a store called "balls in a jar" all those are a long story. LOL. so I wont' go into detail.

Chemistry: Mitzy and Chrissy came to take my pic and got in trouble. LOL. it was actually funny, I apologized for them. ^_^; the teacher forgave them though.

Medical Therapeutics: crazy class!! LOL. Christina Wilder made a commment about the teacher wanted Brian to stay with her all night. LOL. also we did documentation and made some stuff up, and my friend said her chief complaint for coming to the doctor was because of constipation. LOL.

after school: well, I took Chris home, yah, maybe it was dumb, but I said yah before I found out all that junk. then I came home and here I am ^_^

Now, I must go because if not, I'll be late...for a..very.. important..... date? O_O LOL, okay, no, I have not date, but I will be late, I'll go site visiting soon! ^_^v take care and have a great weekend!


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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

   heya, auto von Fluekiger here
LOL, anyways, yah, everything is pretty good with me ^_^ last night I talked to dad and he said I should be getting a suprise today or tomorrow. I wonder what it is. I already tried getting it out of him, mom and Rob. LOL also, I talked to my bro, last night, I haven't talked to him in a couple weeks or something like that. I miss him, it's different not having him around, although it was REALLY different having him around(since I grew up as an only child) anyways, today I've been really sleepy, I could barely stand it. OH, I drew the whole time in chemistry class! ^_^ LOL, we just watched some cracked up videos, ya know. Oh, my brother is supposed to leave Wisconsin Tuesday and most likely he'll be here on Wednesday(not today). yerp, that's about all. ^_^; meh, I miss Tony!!!!! Oh, and one more thing! Now, for comments to everyone who commented on my last post

to kuni: yah, I usually don't like violence plus I'd just get suspended for it. -_-; but yah, I don't care since things are back to normal

to darkeangel: LOL, thanks I'll remember those. ^_^ I think I might use them too.(if he forgets)

to Weaver: O_O OMG! that would be great, T_T I really hope he'll let you, I think I might die if not. LOL, okay, not that, but I will be sad while your gone. be good T boy *hugs and french kiss*

to Shinigami: yah, it's horrible when mental things effect you physically as well, it's bad enough just being stressed ya know.*hugs back*

to Dark Wizard: yes, tis a GREAT THING!

to TheAngelHasFallen: yah, well, my self image has been restored and he's left me alone, and I believe he will for good now. anyways, take care *hugs back* and thanks for looking at me art work. see ya

to Niko: yah, maybe I should start some slogan thing that appears on clothes, cars, etc. that says that. LOL. although darke put his pic similar to it up before me

to little kagome: thank you very much, not only yours but everyones support has helped me

to abram: awww, I hope it works out with your girlfriend too. cause it really isn't fun to have that happen, ya know. take care

to Kayago: thank you, but since I have this solved, I won't need to PM you about it, although if something happens I won't hesitate to PM you. LOL ^_^; anyways, take care

to Dave: thanks, dave. LOL, all of your comments are pretty funny(Of telling me to hit him where it hurts) anyways, thanks for helping and thanks for looking at my art! see ya, Gangstaroo! LOL.(dont ask)

to AiEnjeru: yah, some are, good thing not all are. ^_^ well, take care

to litamiko: thanks! ^_^ well, I hope things are going good for you as well. see ya

to hinaru: thanks a lot! you are good friend!! ^_^ yah, I'm not to crazy on guys like him either, just wanting "it", never caring about you. meh, how sleazy? LOL. anyways, take care ^_^ *hugs*

to CTRNikkiM: yah, some guys I believe are the "animals" ya know. meh, will they ever grow up?(I dont' think they will)

to Britt: I know, LOL, but we don't need to do that anymore. see ya later chica


to everyone: thank you all so much! ^_^

well, I better go now. now, ya'll come back now, ya hear. LOL. bye






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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

   much better!!!
hello, guys, well, today has been much better than monday, I suppose I'll give you a rundown of the past two days.

Monday: O_O... T_T once again, Josh was very perverted, he told me his birthday was Friday and he wanted me naked as his birthday present. moof, why do girls get in trouble for hitting a guy for sexual harassment? Anyways, that wasn't all, but I'll leave it unmentioned. He really made me wanna cry, made me feel like I was trash/cheap or whatever. Anyways, yah, I had a test too T_T I hate those things. After school I came home and just couldn't stand to stay here, so I left and went over to Chrissy's and it made me feel much better, it's like a vacation or something. ^_^ tehe, I drew some too, and it helped me as well. Anyways, I came back home a lil' after 9 since it was a school night.

Tuesday: I really didn't want to go to school, I was so bothered about Josh that I started feeling physically ill. I could hardly eat and it was just awful. I talked to Tony about it for like 20-30 minutes and it helped me a lil. Then I went to school, he said some more inappropriate stuff, and then I had a lil' talk with him, and said, "Josh, I don't want to have sex with you!" why couldn't have done that sooner ^_^; heh heh guess I've just never dealt with something like this and I don't know how to handle it. Anyways, he understands now, and so all is good. I really felt quite relieved afterwards! ^_^ also, I found out I made a 97 on my test! Whoot! LOL. Just an okay day today, it had it's ups and downs.

Oh, yah, thank you everyone for suggestions and your comments, you really have no idea how badly it was affecting me, I had nightmares that he wouldn't leave me alone too -_-; anyways, all is better now. OH, I got 2 new pieces of art up. ^_^ I like them and I don't care what other people think, cause that's art! LOL. Well, I'm gonna try to visit everyone's sites, don't know if I can cause mom is working on the computer today. So my sincerest apologies if I don't make it. Take care everyone! ^_^ bye
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Sunday, October 3, 2004

   hallo... ^_^;;;;;
meh, I haven't been too good. Meh, you wanna hear? I tell you anyways. LOL

Friday: Well, I came to school in a skirt, and Josh(the guy that calls me "Wild thing")was very... immature. He was like,"I wanna be all up in Amber's skirt!" "Amber, let's do it on this table, right now!" O_O!!! I mean... GRRR!!! Then, it gets worse, he lied down in the floor and lied on a pillow, and then he crawled towards me and looked up my skirt >.< It's just rather annoying, that you can't look nice w/out stuff like that happening(that's not even all he did -_-;). O, some good news, East High beat WEST HIGH!!! We havent' beat them for 7 years, and finally we have done it!! What else, Chrissy spent the night Friday. It was nice, to just be a goofus. ^_^ LOL. But I said I wanted to take a nap, but she didn't wake me up after awhile so I just sleep the rest of the night, practically. Oh, we played Fatal Frame 2 before I fell asleep. ^_^

Saturday: I woke up, she's asleep, and so I let her sleep(I often get bored and find weird ways to wake her up) LOL. Anyways, we wake up, eat a few things, then get back to Fatal Frame mania! LOL. It's rather funny, cause she's more of the thinker passive type, but in that game she does the battles(she's better at it than me) and I'm the explorer, I like to walk around and scream my head off. LOL. I forgot why, I SCREAMED!! And Chrissy was like O_O girl, you got some lungs on ya! LOL, I really do. ^_^; Anyways, later in the afternoon, we went out to Bookland, and I bought Naruto volume 4. I've already finished it. It was really good! After that, I took her home and scanned some pics, and put them up(some of the scores aren't too good, but what the hell). After that its time to eat at AppleBee's. Note AppleBee's has REALLY REALLY GOOD FOOD!! ^____^ hehe, that was nice. Then we come home and yah, I just do about nothing. I did work on helping Abbisy out though! ^_^ then it's sleepy time again.

Sunday: I planned on going to church, but I was too tired to get up. Today hasn't been so nice. I woke up and my step-dad came in my room and goes, "Who's Tony?" "Is he a foreigner!?" I answered the questions and he told me that he told Tony to never call back,(he meant so early in the morning, he woke them up at like 6:30 am ^_^;) meh, anyways, I layed back down and thought for awhile, and came out of my room after awhile. Then, they tell me that they might get rid of Luna, our cat. T_T today hasn't been my day. Anywyas, that's been about it.

I really hope everyone is doing better. ^_^ Take care
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